You are unwell. In the direct nature of Nura, greetings and hellos were unnecessary and useless.
Yes. A child could have seen that.
I’ve been… he didn’t have to differentiate. The slavers, the sickness, the fight with the dark-skinned woman; he could make all of those one word.
… hurt. The single thought was all of them at once.
You hit her. She hit you back. You don’t like fights, don’t start one.Shahar sat back against the rough material of the wall, touching his bloody nose gingerly.
Where am I? he asked.
Our home. Then, knowing that such an answer wasn’t greatly helpful, she became more specific. She knew that the knowledge of the land was more important than the knowledge of the people, so that was what she gave him first. His mind was flooded with images of her home: trees as tall as the rivers were wide, worlds below them, worlds between them and worlds above them. Monkeys, ants, rodents, jaguars, head-sized spiders, jeweled frogs; this was not his land, and so he couldn’t comprehend the full depth, but she still could give him the deep sense of
where. Near the ocean, in a forest that was so full of life that animals had to travel skyward like the plants. He hadn’t known there was so much green in the entire universe.
There was no trace of the golden ocean of Cyphrus, his dear and loving ward. With
little hope, Shahar returned the favor and told her where he was from. His world was as foreign to her as hers was to him; she had never seen it, never heard of it and had no knowledge of it the wide, never-ending plains, or the great herds of zibri, or the glassbeak or the olidosapaux. His chest echoed with the aching loss of what was no longer around him, and there was a degree of
sympathy from the other Witch as she sensed his pain.
Shahar needed a moment to gather himself back up, but then he kept going.
Who are you?She needed to pause at that, to summon up the proper response.
I am… she gave him her name, her out-loud name, syllable by syllable.
Cer-ti-lop.“Certilop?” Shahar repeated.
The other four looked at him as if he had grown a second head. Shahar realized that it must have been a strange thing for them to hear, coming from someone who had never met them before. Looking from the outside, Shahar and the old woman Certilop had just been staring at one another for ticks on end, leaving the rest of the hut in awkward silence as Certilop’s companions waited for either one of the Witches to do something.
Certilop chuckled, waved her hand and spoke more of that gutteral language, and although the four did not seem eased, her words rooted them in place. She returned her gaze to Shahar, and they continued their conversation.
This is my clan. Her word for ‘clan’ was not quite the same as his; her word came alongside more images, this time of buildings settled together, filled with men and women and children. It was an extended family, but also an identity; to an individual, in Certilop’s words, ‘clan’ meant something similar to ‘pavilion,’ only much bigger.
Our name is Leaping Fish.“Leaping Fish.” Shahar was repeating many words today.
Certilop shook her head.
Wrong words. Leaping Fish. She sounded out the words for him, as she had with her name.
“Cer-ti-lop.” It felt odd on the tongue.
“Lea-ping Fish.”You sound bad.Sorry. You lead Leaping Fish?Yes. I am leader. Inside his own head, the emotion translated to
ankal.Shahar dipped his head in new
respect; he was still confused and hurting, but he was getting a better sense of his place now that he knew her to be the leader. This was her home, her family, her belongings; she was giving him her hospitality freely, and so it would be best to conduct himself as a grateful guest.
You are lost, Certilop observed.
Shahar laughed––actually laughed––although there was no amusement in the sound. The laugh was bitter and cynical, devoid of mirth.
Yes.
You need help. It wasn’t just an observation; beneath it was the distinctly visible
offer to help.He tilted his head.
I need help. But how can you help me?
How do you need help?There had been many times in the past that Shahar hadn’t known an answer until he had been asked the right question. Hours past, in the night, in the haze of scurvy, even in the depths of the ship, he hadn’t even thought about what he needed, or where he would go, or what the future would throw at him; before, all he could afford to care about was the present moment, the immediate dangers of food and slavers and escaping. But at Certilop’s question, a fire exploded in Shahar’s chest, surging up from his abdomen; it was made of anger, it was made of humiliation, it was made of pain, but above all, it was made of heavy, white-hot
determination. I need to get home. His thoughts organized themselves as he communicated, spilling towards Certilop as soon as they occurred to him.
I need to travel. I need to know where I am. I need to know where home is.Certilop cut into him with her eyes, halting him before he began rambling.
You need to heal, she said, no longer as a Witch, but as an ankal. It was firm and certain, like a mother telling their child to go to bed, and left no room for argument.
I need to go home.Certilop turned and said something to Itxec, who said something back. Certilop returned to Shahar.
Two more days. You have the ocean sickness, and so do your woman and child.The Snowhunts. Yes, they were of concern, weren’t they?
Certilop continued.
Two days. Eat oranges. The fruit Itxec had been giving him.
That is best to defeat the sickness. Then travel. There is a city deeper in the jungle. Get there, and you can find what you will need.Shahar sighed, a weary frown pulling at the corners of his mouth.
Two days.
Listen to Itxec. He will make you strong.
He thinks we are strange, staring at each other in silence.
Yes. But it is not his place to judge it. Certilop shifted, conveying in her posture that she was ready to end the dialogue.
Rest, brother. Caiyha’s children will have my help. The strong survive. The weak perish. Ours is a strong clan. No harm will come to you here. So long as you don’t start any more fights.She turned, bringing an abrupt close as their gazes separated. The two women and the man, having endured ticks of awkward silence, were quite happy to follow her out of the hut, leaving behind Shahar, Snow, Itxec and the still-sleeping Snowhunts.
He was lost. He was sick. As much as he hated having to, he
needed to rest. There was a city; if he could get to that city, he could figure out where he was, and then he could figure out where he needed to go.
Itxec had come armed with more oranges, one for Shahar, and one for each of the other two. Snow,
pained by the encounter but not injured, returned to his side.
There was a journey ahead of them, that was for absolute certain. He didn’t know how long it was, because he didn’t know
where he was, but that didn’t matter. Not anymore. If he needed to travel the entire world, that was what he would do.
His fist tightened around the armband.
I will find you, Naiya.- End -