45th Day of Winter, 510 AV Ezra stood at the very tip of the Passenger Quay, staring out past the far away boats and into the open sea. He had been within Denval for less than an hour, but after a brief walk around the city he had simply returned to the docks where he first stepped foot onto this town. The biting cold nipped at his body, only slightly subdued by a thin and dingy cloak that whipped about his shoulders. The robes he wore beneath didn't offer much more protection, nor the billowing cloth pants and reed sandals. The cold had initially bothered him, but at this point it was welcome. He hadn't said but two words to anyone since he arrived in the city. The reason was not some innate tendency towards being shy. Ezra felt the need. He had spent the past two years utilizing his djed and projecting the astral reflection of his withered and useless right arm almost constantly. Now, he was stymied. In the wilderness one does not make amends for society's fear of magic, but in a city he simply could not risk projecting. But he wanted too. Badly. Ezra tilted his head, and closed his eyes. His right arm was strung across his torso in a sling, seemingly useless. His other was held next to his face, locked in a strange gesture reminiscent of prayer. Ezra had not done this for two years, not since leaving the Shinya... but then, he'd never had a reason to. He attempted to center himself, flushing the desire to have a functioning arm however temporary it may be away and casting it to sea. It was difficult. Long had it been since he attempted to wash away thought from his mind and attain a sense of still. It was as if his mind was littered with trash; memories of his crimes, the good times and the bad, that woman... Ezra stood in that motionless state, attempting to calm his djed. He must have looked odd, a crippled stranger standing in the cold with his head bowed, and with such a blade sheathed at his hip... Woe to any who would disturb him. --- ![]() |