Cassanda had expected to be humiliated, to be forced on her knees and have her reputation smeared, to have her conquest be bragged about by the man among his friends and fellow Ebonstryfe. Or perhaps pressed against the wall and be violated in the most unsavory of ways. And so she braced herself, steeling her mind so as not to scream or cry out, relaxing her body so as not to tremble or resist. She needed to pretend that she would actually enjoy what was to come, to feed the man's pride and ego. Such was what a man of corrupted authority would want from a woman as powerless as her, wasn't it? But she had underestimated him, especially his cruelty. What came next went beyond anything she thought would happen out of their scenario. She tried a smile as he chuckled, a weak one, and expressed that she aimed to please him for his generosity. An outright lie to be sure but she felt that it needed to be said. And then the Ebonstryfe slammed her against the wall, catching her by surprise. The impact compounded her headache, bringing forth lancing pains in her skull like shards of glass exploding in her brain. Cassandra bit her lip, refusing to cry out. She had prepared herself for this after all. She tried to understand. Some men just liked violence, she thought. It excited them... some sort of primal need. But when the dagger came out, its curved blade smiling wickedly at her, Cassandra shrank back, trying to make herself as small as possible. She did not want it kissing the flesh on her neck again. Just the memory of it left her flattening her body against the wall. The man had other plans for it, however. As he forced her legs wide open with his hand, the dagger followed. He played the blade lightly on her skin, its cool touch sending shivers running up and down her spine. And then with a jerk, her skirt was torn open, the keen edge of the weapon slicing through the fabric easily. Cassandra gasped before she could catch herself and, as if the sound she made was some sort of signal for him, the man flicked his wrist in a small but strong motion, nicking her in her most private of places. Cassandra's eyes widened as she felt the burning pain of the incision. Instinctively, her hands shot out to grab the man's arms, her sharp nails digging through the fabric of both her glove and the man's shirt to bite into his flesh. He hardly seemed to notice as he whispered into her ear, his sweet tone a stark contrast against his threatening words. Cassandra could only nod with every word. Her face was a rictus of pain but she dared not cry out, fearing that another piercing wound would soon follow. As quickly as he had pressed himself against her, the man pushed himself off and turned to go, giving her orders when to expect her papers. Briefly, Cassandra considered lashing out by inflicting the same amount of pain she was feeling upon the man. It was within her to do this, a god-given gift - or curse, in her opinion - but she knew such an act would only result in her death. And so she just froze in place, trying not to move, trying not to make a sound, until the man had gone far enough away, before she allowed herself to crumple to the ground, sobs escaping her lips. Alone at last, she had finally allowed herself to succumb to the fear instilled in her by the Ebonstryfe. Tears streaming down her face, she moved to tear a strip of cloth from her skirt, to use as a compress to staunch her bleeding. Her hand trembled uncontrollably however, and it took a while before she could accomplish her task. By then, a small puddle of blood had pooled between her legs, a crimson stain that would forever mark the spot where the dark deed between her and the man had occurred. She pressed the cloth on the wound quickly to stem the bleeding. Through her sobs she hissed as the makeshift compress made contact to her skin. The pain of it made her forget everything else, and it would be a while yet before she would find the strength to get up. In her agony, Cassandra did not even realize that her headache was gone. -o- Cassandra returned to the Silver Sliver much later than she was supposed to, or even allowed to. She did not give the reason why when Mama and Papa came to ask her, merely telling them that she had gone to get her papers done. The truth was, as soon as she got out of the alley, she went to a doctor to get herself patched up. The one she found took advantage of her situation by forcing her to strip and examining every part of her body for half a bell before finally giving her bandages and a cleaning unguent for her wounds. It was a most terrible day for the dark-haired barmaid. Even as she sat by a table only big enough to accommodate two persons waiting for the Ebonstryfe man to arrive, Cassandra wondered if getting her citizenship papers had been worth all the pain and humiliation she had gone through in the day. Indeed, she feared seeing him again, though from his parting words, she knew she certainly would see more of him in the days to come. It was inevitable. |