Haeli listened quietly, but for the first time in the course of their conversation, she completely disagreed with him. She was far more content with nothing. Peace came to her in the depths of the wilds with no one or nothing like civilization around her. When he was done speaking about why he understood, she shook her head quietly. "No. We are not all the same. Never that. Not after everything is removed. People are all different inside from one another. I can feel your difference even as you can feel mine. Don't pretend every lily here growing together is the same. They are not." She said gesturing to the profusion of flowers behind him, the ones he'd be stroking. "If you think that, truly believe that, then humanity has already taken immeasurable things from you - too much - and left you empty inside." She said softly. Haeli turned and stared across the space they were in, finally letting her eyes drop and settle on the expanse of cloth covering the sword. "Cloth is not just cloth. There is more beneath. One never knows how much more." She said pointedly, then turned to look back up at him.
There was a power and purpose smoldering within him. She could feel it keenly as she watched. Her eyes roamed his face and she found him appealing in the way he spoke thoughtfully and in his very presence. It was hard for her to pinpoint what exactly drew her. His features were handsome, but she rarely gave such things any thought, having no experience judging or even caring to judge someone upon their looks. She'd just recently passed through the stage where all humans looked alike to her and had moved into a place in her head where she could easily recognize individuals. She wouldn't forget his features, not for a long while, for they appealed in a way that she would have to dwell on later when he was not around and thus posing such a distraction to her normally very busy mind.
It was more than his looks. It was his voice and his eyes. She simply wanted to sit and talk to him because he was truly talking with her and not just lecturing her like she was an ignorant child which was how most people saw her who didn't know how to look beyond the physical. Haeli could disappear into the wilds and be perfectly fine without giving it a second thought. She didn't really need clothing, skins served well enough when the weather was cold, and food was to her abundant all year round. Coin and possessions above a basic knife and hatchet were just added burdens that would slow her down. She was resourceful, smart, and incredibly cautious. The people of Lhavit, almost to a man woman and child, wouldn't last a second night outside exposed to the wilds. No she was different from them. So too was he. That was why sitting with him, talking to him, hearing his views was a rare pleasure for her. Just that very act made everything about him more appealing to her.
He handled her journal like it was a precious thing and then spoke quietly about it. "These are my harder times, here in this city. Out there, in the wilds, it is easier. When I was small, only just new into the world, there was a huge storm and the ship my mother was on ran aground. Everyone except me was lost. They stayed lost, though I did not. I was left cast ashore in the wilds of the Gyvaka. My mother, the Dhani who found me among the flotsam, said that meant I was never supposed to be with people like this. I was to be like her, a guardian of the wilds. I would rather not have coin at all, and have no need of it. And where I came from people would go out of their way to stop and trade things for the plants and remedies we made. So the things we couldn't produce like iron for knives and cloth for clothing was always provided. They were in ships that would put great iron smiles into the water and hold their position there so they could row in and trade. None of those sailors were the same. Some were very very good men, and some were like beautiful apples that worms had already eaten from the inside out. Some of them I remember and because I can remember them, they help me sometimes be a thing people will pay attention too. But mostly I am ignored. She said thoughtfully.
This is fine with me because it makes my work easier. I did not come here to only learn about people. It was my burning need. When my mother died and I was left alone, I stayed for two years. But the Gyvaka was healthy, thriving, and had no need of a protector. Someday it might and I will return. But for now, this place needs me more than it realizes." She shifted then, so she was less sitting with him and more facing him.
"It is no different than you. Don't you feel it? Fate rides you, bringing you here for a reason. These people are in need, even if they do not know it themselves. I do not know if you are here to help them or for something else. But the wilds watch, and I can feel their attention on you. Its curious now, not alarmed, or else we would not be talking. There is more to you, far more, than you've allowed yourself to realize. I can feel it. I should say nothing, but you have been kind. The Gods move around you, touching you in ways you might not recognize. I think it makes you angry. I can feel the anger in you. Everyone here can, even if you yourself don't know why." She spoke of the lilies and the small hopping sparrow on a nearby tree listening shamelessly in on their conversation. She spoke of the worms in the ground and the mice hiding in the grass, insects on the wind and nature all around. "There is so much strength in your gaze, but it is a strength you have yet to truly acknowledge. You are not like them, walking about asleep. You are awake and aware. And it makes me smile to think you are here. Things won't be the same, not now. Not after you've arrived." She said softly, meeting his amber eyes with her own citrine ones darkened with thought.
Their eyes were not so different. Not really. With that, she quietly answered his question.
"I will stay until this place is better. Humans were not meant to live on mountain tops and its caused much harm. I can help and it is what my Lady requires of me. It is what us witches do, and I have no regret of my task. If I come to understand humans, then that will be my joy. If I do not, it is my failure alone. But once I am ready I will ask Caiyha for knowledge of more than a swamp, for my training there will help but not be perfectly suited for here. If she tests me and finds me worthy, I will gain access to the voices here other than in just muted whispers and mutterings. And once I can speak to the whole of the world that is these mountains and have my next mark, I will caretake like my kind always does. I suspect the humans will leave me to it as well, for they tend to not see what is beneath their nose if it is strange to them." She said in probably the most forthright way yet. She sounded almost different talking about her purpose, wiser, almost... old.
"I hope you stay a while here in this city." She said suddenly, abruptly, making a decision for herself. "I've never met someone on the edge of discovery like you are. I would like to see you find your footing here and let go of it, leaping off the edge. In the wild its called fledging when young eagles finally learn what their wings are for. You do not have strength without reason. When you find that reason, it will be a reverent day. Do you have a place to stay? If not, you can come home with me. I have room." She said thoughtfully, not caring about tradition or what anyone thought proper or not.
There was a power and purpose smoldering within him. She could feel it keenly as she watched. Her eyes roamed his face and she found him appealing in the way he spoke thoughtfully and in his very presence. It was hard for her to pinpoint what exactly drew her. His features were handsome, but she rarely gave such things any thought, having no experience judging or even caring to judge someone upon their looks. She'd just recently passed through the stage where all humans looked alike to her and had moved into a place in her head where she could easily recognize individuals. She wouldn't forget his features, not for a long while, for they appealed in a way that she would have to dwell on later when he was not around and thus posing such a distraction to her normally very busy mind.
It was more than his looks. It was his voice and his eyes. She simply wanted to sit and talk to him because he was truly talking with her and not just lecturing her like she was an ignorant child which was how most people saw her who didn't know how to look beyond the physical. Haeli could disappear into the wilds and be perfectly fine without giving it a second thought. She didn't really need clothing, skins served well enough when the weather was cold, and food was to her abundant all year round. Coin and possessions above a basic knife and hatchet were just added burdens that would slow her down. She was resourceful, smart, and incredibly cautious. The people of Lhavit, almost to a man woman and child, wouldn't last a second night outside exposed to the wilds. No she was different from them. So too was he. That was why sitting with him, talking to him, hearing his views was a rare pleasure for her. Just that very act made everything about him more appealing to her.
He handled her journal like it was a precious thing and then spoke quietly about it. "These are my harder times, here in this city. Out there, in the wilds, it is easier. When I was small, only just new into the world, there was a huge storm and the ship my mother was on ran aground. Everyone except me was lost. They stayed lost, though I did not. I was left cast ashore in the wilds of the Gyvaka. My mother, the Dhani who found me among the flotsam, said that meant I was never supposed to be with people like this. I was to be like her, a guardian of the wilds. I would rather not have coin at all, and have no need of it. And where I came from people would go out of their way to stop and trade things for the plants and remedies we made. So the things we couldn't produce like iron for knives and cloth for clothing was always provided. They were in ships that would put great iron smiles into the water and hold their position there so they could row in and trade. None of those sailors were the same. Some were very very good men, and some were like beautiful apples that worms had already eaten from the inside out. Some of them I remember and because I can remember them, they help me sometimes be a thing people will pay attention too. But mostly I am ignored. She said thoughtfully.
This is fine with me because it makes my work easier. I did not come here to only learn about people. It was my burning need. When my mother died and I was left alone, I stayed for two years. But the Gyvaka was healthy, thriving, and had no need of a protector. Someday it might and I will return. But for now, this place needs me more than it realizes." She shifted then, so she was less sitting with him and more facing him.
"It is no different than you. Don't you feel it? Fate rides you, bringing you here for a reason. These people are in need, even if they do not know it themselves. I do not know if you are here to help them or for something else. But the wilds watch, and I can feel their attention on you. Its curious now, not alarmed, or else we would not be talking. There is more to you, far more, than you've allowed yourself to realize. I can feel it. I should say nothing, but you have been kind. The Gods move around you, touching you in ways you might not recognize. I think it makes you angry. I can feel the anger in you. Everyone here can, even if you yourself don't know why." She spoke of the lilies and the small hopping sparrow on a nearby tree listening shamelessly in on their conversation. She spoke of the worms in the ground and the mice hiding in the grass, insects on the wind and nature all around. "There is so much strength in your gaze, but it is a strength you have yet to truly acknowledge. You are not like them, walking about asleep. You are awake and aware. And it makes me smile to think you are here. Things won't be the same, not now. Not after you've arrived." She said softly, meeting his amber eyes with her own citrine ones darkened with thought.
Their eyes were not so different. Not really. With that, she quietly answered his question.
"I will stay until this place is better. Humans were not meant to live on mountain tops and its caused much harm. I can help and it is what my Lady requires of me. It is what us witches do, and I have no regret of my task. If I come to understand humans, then that will be my joy. If I do not, it is my failure alone. But once I am ready I will ask Caiyha for knowledge of more than a swamp, for my training there will help but not be perfectly suited for here. If she tests me and finds me worthy, I will gain access to the voices here other than in just muted whispers and mutterings. And once I can speak to the whole of the world that is these mountains and have my next mark, I will caretake like my kind always does. I suspect the humans will leave me to it as well, for they tend to not see what is beneath their nose if it is strange to them." She said in probably the most forthright way yet. She sounded almost different talking about her purpose, wiser, almost... old.
"I hope you stay a while here in this city." She said suddenly, abruptly, making a decision for herself. "I've never met someone on the edge of discovery like you are. I would like to see you find your footing here and let go of it, leaping off the edge. In the wild its called fledging when young eagles finally learn what their wings are for. You do not have strength without reason. When you find that reason, it will be a reverent day. Do you have a place to stay? If not, you can come home with me. I have room." She said thoughtfully, not caring about tradition or what anyone thought proper or not.