Of Strange Dreams Decided to take a nap this afternoon, and found myself in angst-filled dream. Usually I forget my dreams, so I'm typing this down as soon as I can. It's foggy, but I remember that my best friend was still around, and I kept saying to myself 'Isn't she gone? Is she the real thing?', but she left anyway and I kept nagging people to go after her or else she wouldn't come back again, but nobody would listen to me. Funny thing was, I wouldn't go after her myself. I ended up breaking down and people were telling me, 'She wasn't the real thing, what are you crying about?' ...Okaaaay! Strange! I find it really odd that I dream about her after all these years. I remember the night before she died, I dreamed of this blind girl telling me that "It would be okay", that I would "move on". See, my best friend was also blind with old age, and this girl in my dreams had the same eyes she had. And yes, my best friend was my dog. I loved her too much, I grew up with her, and I don't care what people say, she's been the greatest loss in my life so far. On a more shallow note (but one I find funny), I had a dream that my boyfriend called me to tell me he was going to be late, but I could hear another girl's voice in the background. He told me his "friend" suddenly came over to his house but he couldn't just leave her there, which was why he was going to be late. That's when I woke up to reality because he was calling me, and I when I answered it, I guess the dream's essence sort of stayed because I was acting really bitchy towards him. HAHA. I kept trying to remind myself, HEY, THAT WAS A DREAM. |