Cohesion, at least as Auldwin called it, was a rather difficult topic to discuss with someone who had a solid, unchanging form. He had that form once, and even now he found it so dreadfully difficult to remember just what it was like to be made from flesh and blood. He could only reminisce on how uncomplicated it was compared to the Materialization he had to practice now. "As a Ghost, not being made of anything solid has it's advantages and disadvantages. The most difficult is...how do I say it...mentally recreating what you looked like while you were alive? I never stopped to think about it myself while I was alive, but if you had to...could you picture yourself from head to toe? Everything about you, not just your height or weight, or even hair or eye color. But the length of your eye lashes, the scars on your knees from being a child, the amount of body hair on your chest or arms. It's actually quite taxing to look as you once did."
That wasn't all. The life of a Ghost was filled with discomfort. Discomfort created from constantly burning the very essence that you consisted of in order to appear even the slightest bit Human. Why appear Human in the first place? It was that sliver of humanity that was just so hard to give up, "Then it's a matter of remembering all that stuff, constantly. Keeping it there in your mind, every bit of it. You can't let it go, or you lose it. Interacting while keeping all that information in the front...takes some getting used to, I can't lie. To a living person it's also like flexing a muscle. You can only flex it for so long before it gets tired, and then eventually you need to take a break."
"Show you how to make it, hm?" he mused for a moment, before finally responding, "If you have an interest in it, certainly I could. It's not difficult...well I should say the principal is not difficult, but I've never done it, technically. I just know how it works, and there's some certain magical ability required, recognize. It does involve some more typical food ingredients, as well as...ones own blood. Back on Black Rock, there is actually a place dedicated to making the stuff, but the skill itself lies within the sphere of Spiritism, as they call it. It's the magic dedicated in interacting with Ghosts and the like."
That wasn't all. The life of a Ghost was filled with discomfort. Discomfort created from constantly burning the very essence that you consisted of in order to appear even the slightest bit Human. Why appear Human in the first place? It was that sliver of humanity that was just so hard to give up, "Then it's a matter of remembering all that stuff, constantly. Keeping it there in your mind, every bit of it. You can't let it go, or you lose it. Interacting while keeping all that information in the front...takes some getting used to, I can't lie. To a living person it's also like flexing a muscle. You can only flex it for so long before it gets tired, and then eventually you need to take a break."
"Show you how to make it, hm?" he mused for a moment, before finally responding, "If you have an interest in it, certainly I could. It's not difficult...well I should say the principal is not difficult, but I've never done it, technically. I just know how it works, and there's some certain magical ability required, recognize. It does involve some more typical food ingredients, as well as...ones own blood. Back on Black Rock, there is actually a place dedicated to making the stuff, but the skill itself lies within the sphere of Spiritism, as they call it. It's the magic dedicated in interacting with Ghosts and the like."


