55th of Summer, 512 AV Having reached the foothills at last, Aehra turned to look out into the city she had grown up in. Warped and distorted from this alien angle, Aehra's home seemed suddenly smaller, less the sprawling port city and more the small hamlet by the sea. She knew it not to be true, but it didn't stop her sudden realization that her whole world up to this point was so small compared to the whole continent-- it terrified her, more than it rightfully should have. A quick snap of wind causes her to shiver and brings her out of her thoughts. She turns towards the shrine, watching as a sailor enters with a small basket of fish. His hair is a sandy brown, bleeding into gray at the temples, and his eyes and cheeks are sunken into his skull. She thinks that she might have seen him in the shop a few days ago, with a small girl no older than five. Aehra approaches the temple herself, stopping a few yards short and looking around for her sparring partner. She'd found the Martial Association more than a fortnight before now, but her new job's hours made it difficult to find a day that she was free to spar, let alone Mr. Clarke's hesitation at allowing her to fight, no matter how often she assured him that this would be a right proper way to get out her frustrations. Aehra had promised to stop fighting when she took the job, thinking that it would be easy to leave the life of constant bruises and fear of fast-approaching stone walls. She needed it, though. More than she knew she was denying, she needed the feel of muscle under her knuckles, and she needed the slow burn of a blooming bruise. She needed her blood racing, her pulse thump, thump, thumping in her ears, and she needed the sound of labored breathing filling the air. Most of all, she needed the exhaustion. She had become so accustomed to exhaustion dragging her weary bones into her thin mattress and her mind into heavy slumber that she found herself almost incapable of falling asleep at reasonable hours. The thought that she would be able to slide into the familiar groove again had her twitching in anticipation, glancing about for her partner. She had tried to remember her their name, honestly. Her memory was a fickle creature, though, and soon found more important things to remember. She thought that maybe she would thank them afterwards, if she had the strength, and just the idea that maybe blissful exhaustion would take hold of her once again had her smiling into the sun as she waited. |