12 Fall, 512 A.V
“So…it realee wos food poison-ing” Theur noted. Yesterday nothing much happened; all he really did was sleep and drink. Today he felt was a good day, the sky was blue, it wasn’t too hot and it wasn’t too cold. A gentle breeze came in once in a while,, things didn't annoy him as much and in general he felt a whole lot better. Except for a few lingering symptoms, it was as if his fever never happened, so he figured that he could begin to eat food again. Theur sat upright against the limestone wall and the first thing he noticed was that there were plenty of berries to choose from. Berries he’s seen, berries he hadn’t seen, berries that were round shaped, berries that were oddly shaped, berries in all different colours, berries that smelled and berries that didn’t, repulsive berries painful looking berries. He threw up in his mouth a little. Berries was not on today’s menu.
Theur scanned the area with his eyes sometimes squinting, scrutinizing every detail and sometimes opening them as wide as they can go, to spot any difference in the scenery. It was in one of these scans that Theur found something wrong, all he could see were berries or rather berries were the only things he could see. Every shape and every line contorted to form a berry of sorts, until he realized that it wasn’t berries he saw but colour instead. He thought he got better but in fact he got worse.
Theur panicked jumping back limbs flailing, a flash of pain surged through his arm had he cut himself? It must have been the limestone but that little accident if even for a few moments brought him back to himself. He could pick up the sound of water falling, he could feel the wind on his face and he could smell the earthy smell that seemed to come from almost everywhere but most importantly he could see different things. Trees, rocks, the earth, his own two hands he could see them all feel them all and that meant one thing to Theur. He was still at the Seat of the World sitting upright against the limestone wall. The colours came back soon after, it took away his sight and then proceeded to take his other senses. Soon he was all alone in this seperated by everything else. He had lost all of his other senses except touch but touch was all he needed.
He figured that if an accidental cut was enough to bring him back for a moment or two then a massive cut would bring him back for good. Theur always kept his knife near him, on him and took a deep breath on what he was gonna do. With one quick movement he reached around, pulled his knife out from the small of his back and with another movement, cut his own hand the same one that had been cut earlier. The pain seemed to erupt from his hand and he found himself back at the Seat. To assure himself that he wouldn’t go back, he quickly tossed the knife from his good hand to his wounded and proceeded to cut his only good hand but the moment the knife touched his wounded hand, a shot of pain zoomed up and down his arm. Theur fumbled with the knife, he couldn't even hold it steady and yet he still went for it. He stabbed his own hand. His hands swelled with pain, a pain Theur knew he couldn’t contain. He yelled, he screamed, he cried loud terrible noises escaped from him and he knew he was gonna be fine.
Water….Water…….Water Theur could hear the water but he couldn’t find it. He had his hands clasped together; pushing against each other because he knew that keeping a wound under pressure prevents anymore unnecessary blood to be shed although he didn’t know what putting to wounded hands together bloodied side against bloodied side under pressure would do. Theur circled the Seat atleast three times and though he found water but they were all small streams, tiny waterfalls at best. Theur needed a pool. He had water but he had no container to hold it, when he went to lap some water up he noticed that the ground was wet. Now the ground around the Seat was made of mud, dirt and allot of soil. When this type of ground gets wet it becomes allot easier to handle and that gave Theur an idea, he can dig himself a pool.
He didn’t need much maybe ten or twenty centimetres but digging with one’s feet is tiring. His palms matched the colour of his blood his fingers were next. He dug and he dug some more but the hole would fill up to the brim with water and fill up with earth still, he dug and dug till his feet were caked in dirt and still he continued. Frustration and pain was all Theur felt and frankly he didn’t care anymore. He thrust both of his hands down into the hole and if they didn’t fit, well he’d make them fit. A cold stinging pain accompanied by a sharp stabbing pain washed up, down and through Theur. It took all the willpower and mental fortitude he had not to remove his hands, though that didn’t stop him from yelling.
He yelled and he yelled and he yelled some more, Theur was having second thoughts about this. Beads of sweat formed all around him, the pain was like that of a fire but still his hands in. It was only when the pain grew to be dizzying did he finally remove his hands. They weren’t just clean and blood free but they were orange a strange hue of orange. He knew this colour as he had done this before. A flurry of emotions flashed through him, everything from amazement to horror in that order. Theur was right to feel that way after all he could count the number of times this had ever happened, fewer times than he has fingers on one hand. This time however it was different, out of all the times it had happened before this was the only time it was so pronounced. The orange appeared so vibrant, so much so that he could actually feel the orange. Furiously he began rubbing it around the rocks, the ground, anything he can get his hands on to remove the orange hue. Nothing happened in fact he might have cut himself again.
As mysteriously as the orange appeared, it vanished. The orange never lasted long and on this account it was no exception. Shaken by the orange Theur went to get some water to splash on himself. As he did he couldn’t help but stare at his hands. He hated this, the orange he didn’t know why he had this ability (yes he can call upon it if he tries really hard) that no one else had. People believed him mad but if it was just that then he wouldn’t hate the orange so much. He would call the people mad and they would call him mad, everybody’s happy, but that simply wasn’t the case.
Once he called himself special, being able to call upon the orange. Whenever the orange does come out, it usually enveloped his hands with a warmth and with this he felt he could do anything, lately though all it did was remind him of the orphanage. All the faces that he'd never see, the home he could never again go to and all because of the fire that burned it down. That wasn't it though, he did nothing that day absolutely nothing, the orange besides turning his hands orange is absolutely useless to him. That he hated.
A grumble from his stomach broke Theur from his trance. For a moment he was overwhelmed with fear, what if he threw up again what if he passed out again but soon his fears were put to rest. Theur was hungry or rather still hungry. Slowly he scanned the area for food, confident that no more berries will appear and grateful that he won’t have to cut himself again. Nuts were in abundance here and also fruit small fruit. He ate them all nuts, fruits and when he smelled flowers he ate them too. Not long after Theur fell asleep with a full belly and content.
oocThe colours are hallucinations and the orange hue on his hands is him shielding but Theur doesn’t know that. What he doesn’t know I try to show |
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