Closed [Garonn's Room]Premonitions (Elaine)

[Imass]

The Knight slowly walked over to the window and looked out again. He could not be sure where or when an attempt on his life would occur, so it was important that he was always on top of it. Staring at the boats traveling down the canal, he tried to see if anyone was aiming a weapon at him. Despite paranoid convictions, Garonn found none trying to kill him.

Returning back to the ghost, he sat next to her again finally responding, "Elaine, the Kontis are our natural sexual partners. We Akalak have a difficult time concieving and birthing children with any other race, except the Kontis. They are naturally a good match for us... so many of my brothers spend a great portion of their lives trying to seduce Konti,"

The Knight picked up the sword that was on the floor. He gripped the leather handle as hard as he could. He stared at the weapon, then into the ghost's foggy eyes, "I don't give a petch about reproduction Elaine. This is my life -- the sword -- with this beautiful piece of steel at my side, Elaine, the only question I have is do I live or do I petching die?" Garonn paused and stood up again. His paranoia was back on fully now. The power of Yahal's gnosis had disapated, "I'm not gay Elaine, but people keep pissing in my face and cumming all over my face. I don't petching understand it, but they do it anyways. I am tired of it and the only solution is to fight, because people don't understand anything else! Do I live or do I die?"

Garonn walked over to the window again, even though he had just looked at it, "It seems like I am trying to get everyone, but they're getting me. I am ill, Elaine. I've seen many people die. I've seen the blood pouring from their heads and a mother petching crying. Then everyone will just laugh at the death of another person and spit on the mother's face,"

The Knight walked back to Elaine. He hoped that she could understand him. He knew that he might not make any sense to her, but he was speaking the truth. Maybe she would understand, "Everyone cries for an afterlife," he held up the sword to Elaine's face, "But this thing just steals this one."

The insane knight threw his sword again.

[Elaine Spade]

Elaine just looked at him and tried to understand him. But saying kontis are their natural sexual partners... Elaine just shook her head a bit about it. She couldn't leave it without comment. But she waited. Now about gay. Elaine really didn't care about one's own sexuality. It doesn't matter. The akalak was confusing for her. She whispered to him and she had many questions now.

"Kontis are sexual partners... Wow akalak you only know that? Your lust? They are more than that... And okay it's true but .. Do you think of them in that way? And I really don't care about your sexuality. And about fighting... Do you think you can only prove your right if you fight?"

Fighting. Fighting in mind was easy to understand for her but physically not really. She couldn't help of it. Understanding that the sword was important for him she still couldn't why did he do it if he have to see these things. Watching the sword which he held up Elaine couldn't say anything. But as it was precious for him he easily threw it like it was a pillow.

"I try to understand you. But if you think it's wrong then just stop it or change it... nothing is easy... and because these humans nothing will be. I ended my life by myself... and I died with my parents... the ones who I loved the most. Garoon, death is only result. Not evil. Dira will certainly take care for every single soul. Yours too."

... but she didn't meet her yet. She wasn't ready and she really hoped for her forgivness. Death is something was hard to understand even for herself. But she was living in the death.