45th of Summer, 510 AV
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Lazy tendrils of white, smoky air floated about her body, seeping into her dress, ruffling her dark hair. Slowly the gentle wisps' movements began to sharpen. Anna's soulmist twisted violently about her image, churning and flickering as if caught in an ethereal wind. The lines of Anna's soul blurred as her essence roiled, coiling itself about the ghost. The feeling returned, pressure enveloped Anna, crushing her, denying her breath. Her fingers twitched and her spine clenched as she writhed beneath the pillow. And then the pull came, seeping into her essence, sucking her up, welcoming, cajoling, inviting her to follow.
Anna shook her head and, reflexively, breathed deeply, well, made the motions of breathing deeply. Slowly the cloud about her calmed, her figure refocused. Lines grew sharper, emerging from the fog, which settled carefully about the hem of her dress, and in the locks of hair that fell heavily down her back. Every time I forget, I stop thinking... I'm not ready to leave yet. she thought, as the memory of her death seeped back to the recesses of her mind. Fifty-two years was a long time to focus though, and it was so simple, so effortless to let a thought drift off and fade as they had in life with no consequence. But now, if Anna let a thought leave lightly, let her mind empty, she fell back to the beginning, and the nearly undeniable need to continue on filled her.
I've been in this room too long. One can only mope for so long before repeating oneself, she thought, a slight smile moving across her smooth, translucent face. “A walk,” her voice floated coldly through the dusty room, “Yes, a walk sounds marvelous.” She stood and floated across her old bedroom, passing through the door as her soulmist followed, an eerie train of smoke in her wake. Her old home was empty now, it had been for nearly a year. Shame, they were rather interesting... Anna thought as she floated past the dining room, recalling the last family to live there. They had left nearly a year ago, and though Anna had had her qualms with them she had enjoyed the presence of life. Slowly she sank into the front door, a cold grayness pouring through the heavy wood, seeping into the grain until only her hair remained. It floated alone for a moment, moving in invisible winds as always before vanishing into the wood.
As Anna emerged in the hallway her form began to darken. Color began to trickle down over her body, darkening her hair to a rich brown. The semblance of a flush filled her cheeks, and red seeped into the elegant gown that covered her. Slowly the fog about Anna sank into her flesh. Her chest rose and fell very slightly, it was a deliberate action, unneeded. When Anna was fully materialized she looked like a poor drawing of her former glory. Her face was not as clear, her eyes seemed shallow, more like shiny brown beads than a tool for sight. Where once her curves had been sharp and clear beneath the close fitting gown they looked smudged, an image painted on paper poorly cared for.
A graceful smile crossed elegantly carved lips. She seemed slightly flat, and faded, but no longer did Anna flicker violently, her image drifting off against her will. She was getting better. A pale hand passed over her neck, and with a smooth flick, brushed a strand of hair over her shoulder. Anna strode down the hall, her back straight and her steps smooth as her dress fluttered behind moved by the real air for the first time in a long while.