
It seemed to work, and she beamed at him as they made their way down to the bottom of the hill. They reached the bottom and stood their for a tic, watching the heard, tension building in the air.
He gave her hand a little squeeze as she tried her best to hide her anxiety from him with a little smile and a 'Here it goes!'. As hard as she tried, she couldn't hide the slight temor in her vice that betrayed her true emotions, and Naliks smiles wavered slightly when she turned away from him, his own nervousness gnawing at his insides.
Please be kind to her. Please
He watched her go, trying to read the reactions of the horses. A colt bolted to his mother. He winced as the first horse she spoke to did its best to head butt her.
That's ok, don't show fear. That's it laugh it off Ra'eesah, you're horse is out there. I hope
The next horse gave him hope. It approached her, and genuinely seemed interested in the young female. It did a queer move, almost seeming to bow to her, something that Nalik had never seen before. He found it strange. He didn't like strange, but he shrugged it off, hope building inside of him as Ra'eesah was allowed to examine and pet the Stallion.
Nalik smiled as she was allowed to mount him, and he even raised his hands in triumph when she took a quick happy glance at him. She was doing great. She was talking to him in a calm gentle voice, constantly reassuring him. He was even walking with her on his back! Ra'eesah turned and gave him another broad smile, warming his heart. He signed a quick 'great' and 'triumphant' in Pavi and watched the happy scene unfold.
This could be it. This could be her, oh.
All of a sudden the stallion turned on her, prancing and rearing until the young woman was thrown off his back. Nalik was moving before she fell, trying to get to her in time to prevent the fall, but his heart sank as she thudded into the ground, clearly landing hard. The horse just turned to look at her, and Nalik was sure gave her an amused mocking look before running off to the rest of the herd.
He was a couple of passes away from her when she rolled onto her front and pushed herself up, waving him away telling him she was fine. He stopped just short of her, sadness clear on his face, but let he slowly walk back to the rest of the heard.
He had to try harder and harder to hide the sadness on his face as one horse after the other shunned her attempts to get close. It was only when the last one turned away from her that she stopped and just stood still letting the wind blow gently through her hair. she turned then and started walking back to Nalik, tears fighting to be free of her eyes.
He had to hold back his own tears as she fell into his arms, her body convulsing in long heartfelt sobs.
He hated this part.
He felt so helpless, so useless. He couldn't force a Strider to bond with her. He couldn't do anything usefully really, all he could do was be a shoulder for her to cry on, a comfort amongst a sea of appointment's. He held her tightly in her arms, making a slight cooing sound as he ran a hand through the her hair at the back of her head, waiting for the emotional girl to cry herself out before she was ready to talk.
'Thank you. Next time! I’ll find it next time!', she finally whispered and the words forced a tear out of his own eye. She was so resilient. So brave, so full of hope and despair at the same time. He couldn't help but think if he was in her shoes he would have given up seasons ago.
He held on to her shoulders, stepping away from hair slightly so that he could look down on her and gave her a slight squeeze
"You did great Ra'eesah. You did nothing at all wrong, it is their loss. You are a better Drykas than I, I would have given up seasons ago, but you. You are so determined, so sure that you're bondmate is out there. We will find him or her Ra'eesah and when we do the wait will be worth it. Whichever Strider bonds with you will be the luckiest of all Cyphrus".
He lent forwards and kissed her on the forehead then stepped back taking her hand again.
"Come. Lets go back to the hill and have some food, you must be hungry I know i am! And before you say it, no i am not always hungry!"
He cracked a huge smile and stuck his tongue out at her as he said the last sentence, tugging her close and walking towards the top of the hill again, trying to mask the concern on his face with hope and happiness