When Khiara lifted her eyes again to Vanator, wiping tears from her cheeks, her irises had taken on a lavender hue, familiar to the Drykas as a sign that her emotions were evening out. He gazed at her, his focus expanding from the beautiful eyes to take in the soft features of her bruised face. She looked so young, little more than 20 years of age he had guessed. Too young to have suffered so much. Her youth did not deter his affection for her, just as it hadn't for Kashik, being about the same age.
Kashik. Sometimes he forgot how young she was. She was brash, full of life and ambition, so different in personality from the subdued Vanthan. He had been a bit surprised to learn the two of them had befriended each other in Endrykas, Kashik taking Khiara to a raucous party at her pavilion. But he did see that side of the northerner begin to surface at the reception. He smiled at the memory of the night, still hearing her lilting accent singing a bawdy song as they all danced. His imagination drifted, wondering what would have transpired had he gone back to Khiara's tent instead of returning to his own with Pygmy. He knew what would have happened, and it would have only complicated matters all the more.
Khiara's soft laugh and strained smile lifted Van's spirits a bit, encouraged that perhaps she was not totally lost to her emotional darkness. "Khi, I know how hard it has been for you." Vanator felt a pang of guilt. It was his fault, really, that Pygmy left Endrykas, leaving behind not only him, but Khiara. And there was no need to rehash the complication their desire for each other had posed, and the reasons they still denied themselves of each other. He could even blame himself for the Vanthan striking out on her own, leading to Vsenri's accident. All of it could be traced back to his actions.
But the girl did not blame him. It would have been easier for Vanator to take the fault, than to see her lay all her woes on her own shoulders. "I don't claim to know the mind of the god's, but I can hardly find any sin you could have committed that would merit what has happened to you. But I have heard some say, of benevolent deities, that they do test their followers, for their own good. Just as fire brings out the impurities in gold and silver, trials tend to build and hone one's character. I have also heard it said that such gods and goddesses do not push their worshipers further than they are able to bear, for what good does it to destroy one who gives you devotion? I don't know if any of that is true, but, even in the depths of the pain you feel now Khiara, I believe... I know that you will be alright."
Van could not resist reaching up to stroke her silky dark hair, brushing aside a stray strand that had fallen across her face. "I am glad that you are here, I really am. Everything lately has moved so fast, and has been in such upheaval, having you here gives me some sense of stablility. So there is some selfish motivation behind asking you to stay around." He gave her a small smile, his sentiment confirmed in his eyes, gold-flecks glowing in the moonlight against his hazel irises.
"Why don't we go, I think the best thing for you right now is a good night sleep." He stood, holding out his hand as an offer to help her up. |