Nate was not comfortable out here. They were too open - too exposed. When he was in the forest he never liked being exposed, it meant every predator for miles could smell him. He listened in stony silence as the woman insisted that branding was stupid. While he couldn't disagree with her on principle, he shook his head. She wasn't getting it. "Slaves don't become free. Slaves were beaten. Tortured. Worked until skin slides from bone. Then they are left in a pit to die. And then they buy a new slave."
That was how the man from Sunberth had described his life. The acrid stench of sweat and blood and human shyke, slaves beaten regularly to keep them under control, to keep them obedient, the screams every night... he'd seen the marks on the man's back, not just from the whips but the tools they'd used. The clamps, the drills. Brutal torture, every day, intended to shatter a man's spirit and bend him to the master's will.
"Unless they're female slaves. Then..." Nate didn't finish. He didn't want to. Didn't want to think about it, or he'd lose control and really attack this woman, and damn the consequences. He'd hoped Kat and Lea would not be treated like that, or he'd really go berserk. But the fear always nagged at his mind, and he did not like it one bit.
The only comfort he really had was that these Drykas didn't seem to have the facilities to do torture of that nature. And he hadn't heard any of the screams of agony the man from Sunberth had described, so perhaps they didn't do that to their slaves. Or maybe they did, somewhere out of the way, where others could not see or hear. He didn't know.
And she kept insisting she wasn't an enemy. She was wrong. And the more she insisted she wasn't, the more he believed she was. His hatred was still sitting in his stomach and he made sure to feed it. He thought of how they were captured, what they planned to do to his sisters... the more he thought about it the colder the hatred got. Good. He would need it; it was the only thing keeping him going, besides love of his sisters.
And then she mentioned that breaking was "stupid". Nate suspected she simply didn't understand; the language barrier perhaps too great for him to get his meaning across. He certainly did not want it, but slaves had no choices. That was part of the definition. Instead, he just continued to glare at her icily. Well, in any case, it didn't matter.
Whether she understood or not was irrelevant. At the moment what was relevant was that they were in the middle of petching nowhere, and he still had no which was was what. He watched the Drykas woman cautiously, as she went to her horse, leading it over to the fire and had it sit. She handed him her blanket and he accepted wordlessly. It was pointless to give him this; unless she took first watch, whoever was sleeping should be the one to have the blanket.
She then leaned back against the flanks of her horse and asked him a question in her native language. Which, of course, Nate did not understand, so he shook his head. "Oh that's brilliant," he snorted. "Yeah, like I'm gonna understand anything you say now. Well, since you've apparently given up on communication, I guess the conversation's over."
Frowning into the fire, Nate closed his eyes and breathed a bit. He preferred silence anyway, it was calming, especially after a day like this. And really, the silence meant that he'd have a chance to go over this disaster of a day. He'd really thought he could hunt out here. It seemed so reasonable at the time. He'd been hunting for years, just because the venue changed didn't mean the techniques did. Or so he thought.
But he'd underestimated how difficult it was to navigate the Sea of Grass. In the woods he knew where to look for clues to give him directions. Out here, he had no idea. He had to learn from scratch. Lovely. And of course, it would require him to improve on the one thing he knew he could not do. Navigate. His sisters were right, he got lost walking in a straight line. And everything in this gods-forsaken grass plain looked the same!
Nate sighed as he grabbed a nearby stick and poked the fire, putting a few more twigs on it to keep it going. Fire was both a good and bad thing here, since it scared away some animals and drew in others. Not for the first time Nate missed the tall trees of Syliras, where he could attempt to clamber up and be safe in the welcoming branches. Only a precious few animals could climb, and most did not live that close to the city.
That was when he heard it. A rustle in the bushes behind him. Nate reacted instantly, grabbing his short bow and whirling around, arrow already nocked and drawn to his bicep, left eye closed and right eye scanning the tall grass. He wasn't sure if he'd be able to hit anything in the dark, but he would be damned if he would let some beast eat him without the heftiest fight he'd ever given.
A tick passed. Then two.
A rabbit scurried out of the brush, terrified black eyes barely a glint in the moonlight, before it dashed for the safety of the tall grasses on the other side. Nate's body shook with relief. Just a rabbit. He remembered his first time hunting the little petchers. For harmless hopping rodents, they were fast. Nate didn't bother wasting an arrow trying to hit it, he knew he'd miss anyway. Releasing the string, he breathed out a sigh of relief and returned the arrow to the quiver.
For a moment, just a tick, he was back to his old self again, hunting the forests of Syliras, trying to get food for his sisters, so focused on the task sometimes he forgot where he was. Throwing his head back, he laughed, and it was aenuine, not the short sarcastic barks he'd been using so far but a full bellied, real laugh. Calming down, he shrugged and sat back down at the fire. He was actually smiling at Oryani before it was clear that he suddenly realized where he was. The smile quickly died.
"Just a rabbit," he explained, though he was sure it wasn't necessary. Truthfully, he'd expected an arrow in his back the moment it was turned, but he suspected maybe the woman just didn't want to waste a shot at him when there was an unknown danger lurking. He didn't know. And Nate cursed himself for that moment of weakness. For a tick there, he had lost his hate. And it had felt good. It wasn't supposed to feel good. It could not happen again.