Closed If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

A rare pleasant day, despite it being Fall, and Jorin thought he'd take Rinya out to fish with him...

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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Jorin Ertihan on November 25th, 2013, 11:54 am

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Season of Fall, Day 65, 513 AV


As expected, Rinya had immediately went to assure him that it was for the best that it happened the way it happened. And while on an intellectual level he could appreciate that Rinya was probably better off armed than unarmed against an unknown intruder, it still upset him a bit that she had to defend herself at all. What was Rhys doing during all of this? Sleeping? Still, he knew better than to doubt Rinya in this. On a purely physical level his mate was actually superior to him in self-defense capability.

Well, he guessed that Rinya was probably superior to him in that capacity if only because her work required her to be constantly on her guard and vigilant at all times. And while the amphitheater had its share of games they rarely if ever became dangerous in any real way, not to mention it was safely nestled not too far from the city of Riverfall and the road there patrolled constantly by formidable Akalak warriors. If it weren't for the fact that Jorin made sure to practice whenever he could at the Kendoka it was likely he wouldn't have any self-defense capabilities at all.

"I... I suppose..." he finally conceded, but not happily. "You can't blame a bondmate for being worried, though." What if she hadn't done well with that dagger? Still, it was a moot point now. And truthfully, Jorin knew this was something he should not push too far. Rinya was happy and comfortable doing this job and that was not something he wanted to change.

It was just that, unfortunately, her job put her in so much danger. And worst of all, Jorin had no way of protecting her. He had to rely on Rhys, and while he was sure the Akalak was more than capable of doing so, would he have the same drive to do so? He, after all, wasn't bonded to Rinya, wasn't in love with her, didn't live with her every day. Jorin might not be as large or as strong as Rhys but he sure as hai was certain he was more determined to protect his mate than anyone else in the world. He'd stake his life on it.

In the end he'd just have to trust Rinya. And, begrudgingly, Rhys too. It wasn't an easy thing - and he still worried all the time - but he had little other choice in the matter. Mizahar was a dangerous place, but Rinya at least had the capacity to protect herself. And until he improved his skill with the quarterstaff and now the longbow, he was no use to her in a defensive capacity.

At the very least, Rinya's murmured promise to never close off their bond again comforted him. He knew she'd agree to that; she'd already promised once before. But that week had just been so hard on both of them; he just didn't want to have to relive it again. It had been the first time he'd ever asked twice for the same thing. It wasn't that he did not trust Rinya, but he wanted to emphasize how important that request was. When she made her promise he nodded solemnly, replying with a promise of his own. "I promise as well, Rinya. I swear I will never block our bond either. After all, we can get through any problems we have, so long as we do it together."

Rinya's quip about him hitting water was something he'd come to expect from her now that their relationship had become much more open. He just shrugged. "Well, if I couldn't even hit that I'd be a little worried," he laughed. "But you're right, the day hasn't been wasted."

Rinya had picked up his bow, analyzing it in her far more experienced hands. Jorin decided to watch her as he pulled on his clothing, and he couldn't help but admire her lithe form. Toned would be the best descriptor, her muscles, like his, were powerful but under the surface, not budging and muscular like some of the Akalaks he'd seen. Jorin had felt Rinya's eyes on him when he'd drawn the bow, and despite their recent activities he nonetheless couldn't help but stare some more.

Jorin blinked; Rinya had moved to his quiver and taken a fishing arrow and he'd barely noticed. He probably needed to pay more attention; she was clearly showing him the proper form for the longbow and he was getting distracted watching the movement of her muscles, and how her hair cascaded down her back... Jorin gave yet another mental shake. He had to concentrate; Rinya was patient with him but even she would lose it if he kept losing focus and she had to repeat herself every tick.

Her glance backward was a bit expectant, and he took it to mean he was to watch and learn, so Jorin put on the last of his clothing, tucking the hunting knife into its place at his side before standing a bit off to the side so he could see everything Rinya was doing. She was now staring intently into the water, clearly utilizing her enhanced vision to spot the fish below the water. Regardless of the fact that she'd never done this before her stance was perfect.

Of course it was; Jorin could easily tell it was the result of endless practice. Strangely, she hadn't seemed to be practicing all that often in recent times; he wondered if perhaps that was because she'd been spending so much time with him. Jorin would have felt guilty about that - and in a way he did - but the truth was he felt happy. Happy that he was so important to his mate she'd rather spend time with him than with her bow, since he knew how much she loved archery. At least now, she could do both.

Rinya's lifting of the bow was sone smooth motion, the string drawing taut with the nocked arrow as she drew it back to the corner of her mouth, the same anchor point that Jorin now used. It had been on a whim, choosing the same one as Rinya, but it was yet another thing he shared with her and as silly as it sounded that mattered to him. When she released the arrow Jorin's eyes followed the shaft as it splashed into the water, slicing through the fish near the tail.

Jorin suspected, from Rinya's pursed lips and the sense of vague disappointment, that it was not what she had aimed for. Nonetheless it was quite impressive that she was able to hit it at all, given the fact that the target was moving, under the water, and rather small. Jorin was amazed he even got as close as he did; he suspected it might have been because he spent so long aiming.

"Yeah, I'm starting to see some inherent flaws in this 'shoot the fish with arrows' theory the merchant managed to make me swallow," Jorin agreed, as RInya mentioned that even if he had hit a fish, he'd have to swim out to get it. "I'm starting to suspect I might've been had," he joked, as he took the bow from Rinya's hand.

Rinya's nude form was still a distraction - Jorin suspected it always would be - but at least now the flames had gone from inferno heat to cheerful fire. Still there, but much more manageable... for now. He figured that for Rinya to retrieve the arrows that had missed, as well the fish she'd managed to hit, she would need to shift into osprey form. For the purposes of concentration for both of them, he suspected she probably should.

Regardless, Jorin tore his eyes away from Rinya and plucked yet another fishing arrow from the quiver. He sure was burning through these specialized arrows at an alarming pace. He supposed it was inevitable; after all, any novice archer would ruin quite a few arrows getting it right, and at least these arrows would mostly be hitting water and shouldn't be too badly damaged by the experience.

"Well, I'll try to give it another go," Jorin announced, with more confidence than he felt. He'd missed thrice already, once on what may not have even been a fish to begin with, so he wasn't exactly shooting with the best track record. Nonetheless, confidence was key. If he could not even be confident in his own abilities, who would be confident in him?

Jorin tried taking the stance he'd mimicked before, remembering the soft gentle touches of Rinya's hands correcting it in the places where he'd gotten it wrong. And while it would likely have been helpful to remember what Rinya's own stance looked like, he knew if he tried that, he had to quietly admit to himself that he was admiring his mate more than paying attention to her stance, much to his chagrin. About the only thing he could remember was that she had the bow held quite straight, and he tried to mimic this when he realized he might be canting it slightly.

Adjusting the angle of the bow against the trees in the backdrop, Jorin tried to ensure that it was perfectly vertical. Though Rinya had not specifically stated that needed to be the case, he suspected it did since every time she'd ever fired the weapon, it had always been from a straight vertical position. He took a breath, closing his left eye and sighting down the shaft of the arrow at the same school of fish that Rinya had targeted earlier.

The death of their compatriot seemed to have frightened off most of them, so Jorin panned to the left, searching for a better target. The burning in his lungs was too much to bear and Jorin let out his breath in a huff as he was not able to locate any fish after a good chime. He kept patiently searching, realizing that Rinya likely had already spotted viable candidates by now but was keeping quiet to see if he could spot them on his own.

Finally, after another four or five long chimes, Jorin found what he had been looking for: the flash of gold and green under the surface of the water. Taking yet another breath, Jorin nocked the arrow while keeping the bow steady and vertical, sighting down the shaft while closing one eye. Jorin had intended to take his time aiming, as the muscles from his shoulders all the way down to his core strained, but this fish was too quick on its fins and had begun to swim off.

Robbed of his usual aiming time, Jorin released his breath in another huff, the arrow flying from the string toward the target and this time, sadly, missing rather completely. His incomplete aiming and the fact that the fish was threatening to flee meant that he simply didn't have time to line up a better shot, but still, he was disappointed in the miss nonetheless.

"I didn't really have time to aim that one," Jorin sighed, as he looked over at Rinya with an apologetic smile. "I'm bad enough as it is, and that petching thing was gonna run, I could feel it." Well, alright. Feeling it was taking it a tad too far; he was hardly an experienced fisherman. Nonetheless, the fish had been flitting to and fro rapidly, and Jorin could not be certain it would remain in one location for long.

"I'm beginning to wonder if I should just try the fishing pole at this point," Jorin grumbled. Then shrugged. "At this rate, I'd have better luck trying to catch those fish with my bare hands."
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Rinya on November 25th, 2013, 6:05 pm

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Day 75, Season Fall, 513 AV



If there was one thing Rinya was sure of, it was Jorin was watching her. Whether or not he was taking in any visual notes—well that she couldn’t entirely be sure of. But shooting his bow was simply not just for his sake, but hers. It was nearly impossible for her to ignore a bow for long. And she never knew when this kind of fishing might come in handy. Rinya thoroughly hoped she would never have to fish this way, but knowing it none the less wasn’t going to hurt. But having to get into the water did kind of defeat the whole purpose.

Jorin agreed with her as well as to the fact that it seemed pointless to shoot a fish and then have to retrieve it. ”I suppose you could try… tying a thin rope to it, but that usually just messes with your aim anyway. Takes a lot of work to find a rope that won’t weight the arrow down, but would be strong enough to withstand tugging.” Honestly she wasn’t sure there was such a thing, but it was an idea none the less. Shrugging, she stood off to the side, trying her best to focus on Jorin’s stance, but her eyes continued to wander towards the fish she had shot. By appearance, it had worn itself out mostly. Blood flowed from its tail and Rinya didn’t doubt that if she didn’t fish it from the river anyways, it was going to die.

Part of it was also instinctual. She hadn’t eaten much the whole day, and now she was starting to feel it. The fish was an easy target in the back of her mind. But while Jorin may not mind her bird form—she wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to watch her eat a fish raw. Seeing as she would be… quite literally pulling the fish apart. And that wouldn’t hurt her feelings in the least. After all it was not a pretty sight. Forcing herself to focus on Jorin’s stance, she watched him try to replicate his stance. It was taking him quite some time to spot a fish however. Rinya realized he really couldn’t see them as well as she could.

Before she could give in and point one out to him, Jorin picked a target. A fairly large one by the looks of it actually, but the fish itself wasn’t a good choice. She could see that it wasn’t resting like the others that she had pointed out to him. Jorin however was trying to adjust for it—and Rinya knew that this arrow wasn’t going to land anything either. The fish took off the moment the arrow broke the surface of the water and Rinya winced slightly. Well—it was a learning experience for Jorin at least. ”Moving fish I think are just a little too out of your league anyway. Maybe the fishing pole would be a better bet. You could aim for deeper waters.”

”Though I would rather like to see you splashing about trying to catch a fish.” Rinya shot him a friendly grin before she made her way back to the water’s edge. Pulling in a deep breath, she crouched low to the ground—she always preferred being low when she shifted, even if it wasn’t required. Rinya focused for just a tick, letting the shift pull over her body. She always enjoyed shifting despite now feeling comfortable in both forms. For the longest time before Jorin she rather felt… uneasy in her human form.

Stretching out her wings, Rinya gave herself a good full body shake. Her feathers settled back across her body and she whistled a few times, snapping her beak. Crouching down, she pushed herself off the ground in a cross between a jump and a wing beat. And she worked hard to gain altitude. She wouldn’t need much; the fish with the arrow in its tail was much closer to the surface than before. She just needed the angle. Banking her wings to the left, she circled around and lined her body up with the fish. From there she knew it would be easy. She wouldn’t even have to get most of her body wet.

It was just the talent of snagging the fish from across the top of the water. Normally Rinya preferred the dive. It was harder for fish to see her coming, but there was little the fish could do to get away from her at this point. Tucking her wings in against her body, she plummeted a few feet before she spread them outwards again, dipping her tail low and swinging her talons forward in front of her. There was the touch of water breaking around her and instinctively she closed her talons. For a moment she thought she might have actually missed the fish—that would have been embarrassing by all accounts—but then she could feel scales. And the arrow…

With a mental sigh, she still wasn’t sure if she should be embarrassed or not. She had managed to snatch the tail end of the fish, and somehow had more of a grip on the arrow than the fish itself. But a catch as a catch and Rinya beat her wings hard, yanking the fish out of the water with her talons to sail over the water to a low lying branch. Using her beak she pulled the rest of the fish up onto the branch—grateful that it didn’t have much fight it in—and went about meticulously snipping across the scales of the fish with her beak, holding the dying fish between her and the tree with both feet. After about a chime, she awkwardly pulled the arrow free, dropping it to the ground below her with a chirp.
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Jorin Ertihan on November 25th, 2013, 11:20 pm

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Jorin liked Rinya's idea about tying a thin rope. "I'm not sure about rope, but silk is notoriously strong for how thin and light it is. Braided silk fishing line can hold up to even the biggest fish tugging on it - at least so I hear. I've heard from fishermen back in Zeltiva that their fishing rods gave out before their line did." However, of course, silk was not cheap in the least. Jorin knew this first-hand; silk gowns were among the most difficult to acquire for the Amphitheater productions.

But perhaps he didn't need such advanced line. Common braided linen fishing line might work just as well; it was not able to stand up to the kind of strain that silk was capable of handling but it should be able to reel in a fish that wasn't fighting back because it had an arrow sticking through it. "Maybe you could tie a cotton or linen fishing line to the end of it ...?" Jorin suggested.

And Rinya seemed nonplussed that he missed, merely telling him that moving fish was probably not possible for him to hit at his current level of skill. Jorin had to agree; he had enough problems hitting stationary targets, moving ones had the additional difficulty that he then needed to compensate for the mobility, and take into account travel time for the missile, which he still hadn't quite gotten the hang of yet.

"Yeah, good idea Rinya," he agreed when she suggested the fishing pole. "I'll see if I can't get any better luck a bit further down where the water's deeper."

When Rinya quipped she'd like to see him splashing around trying to catch a fish, Jorin just laughed and grinned right back. "Yeah, well, assuming all my splashing doesn't scare off all the fish first," he chuckled. In all actuality it probably would, but at least he'd get some practice swimming. Hey, one needed to look on the bright side of things, right?

In any case, Rinya crouched down and Jorin instinctively knew she was going to shift. He couldn't say why he knew; she could've been crouching for an entirely different reason, but something in him told him that was what she was about to do. He, of course, had no problems with Rinya taking on her other form. He'd long since accepted everything about her, which included her existence as both woman and osprey.

A bright flash of light and his mate transformed from a woman into a bird, and she shook her body to settle her feathers, before taking off. Jorin watched as she soared above the small pond, clearly eyeing the injured fish below. When she dove, Jorin watched in mute wonder as she leaned forward, her talons snagging the fish effortlessly before beating her wings to lift her back up into the sky.

It looked so very easy for her. Well, of course it was. She was a fisher hawk; fishing was what she did. Jorin did notice that she'd snagged the tail and a bit of the arrow, but still it wasn't like it really mattered; the fish was out of the water and in her talons. That was all that really mattered. Rinya brought her catch over to a branch, where she'd pulled it up with her beak before starting to snip at the scales. After about a chime, Jorin heard Rinya chirp as she dropped his arrow down to him, and he smiled and walked over to pick it up.

"Thank you, Rinya," he called, waving the arrow to her to show that he'd retrieved it. "I think I'm going to try one last shot at these arrows. If I still don't hit anything I'll try my luck with the fishing rod." Jorin indicated Rinya's catch with his hand. "Enjoy your meal!" he added, with a smile.

Huffing slightly, Jorin marched back over to the edge of the pond, scanning the water line for more fish. Right... he needed to find a fish that wasn't moving. Problem was, the coloring of many of these aquatic animals were well-suited to camouflage them against the brightly-colored rocks beneath the water. Rinya's sharp eyes could make them out regardless, but Jorin did not have that advantage and had to rely on the sunlight glinting off of scales to try to locate his quarry.

It was a long ten chimes as he continued to stare into the water. He'd seriously begun to consider simply asking Rinya to point out a fish for him, but thought better of it. Not so much because he was ashamed to ask his mate for help but more because that would require her to transform again; and he knew that repeated shifting tired her out. No need to exhaust her for no reason. He could do this. He could do this!

After another six chimes, Jorin began to despair. Could he do this? Another few chimes and it would be a quarter of a bell without any success. Rinya had probably long since finished her meal and was now soaring over the pond. He suspected she would be deliberately flying a bit further out so as not to frighten off the fish nearer to him. He appreciated her consideration, but he could really use her eyes right now since he still had no idea where all these fish were.

Finally, nearing the thirty chime mark, Jorin found what he was looking for. A large silvery fish was lazily swimming just a few yards away. Jorin suspected that all the water disturbances from his wildly inaccurate shooting, not to mention the blood of the fish that Rinya had hit, had probably driven off any fish that might have been swimming in the general vicinity. Picking himself up a bit, Jorin quietly padded a few more feet down the side of the pond until he was a bit closer to the other fish.

He'd already nocked the arrow in anticipation of trying to hit something, but Jorin looked down nonetheless to make sure his nocking was correct. No, it was not. The index fletch was not flush against the string; it must have slipped when he was moving. He adjusted it a bit, putting the arrow between his second and third fingers and once more setting it, correctly this time, against the string before looking back up to see if the fish was still there. It was not.

No. No, no, no, NO! He knew this would happen, and yet he still felt the surge of frustration. Well of course the fish swam off. He'd taken his eyes off his prize and it had seized the opportunity to escape him. He really shouldn't have been surprised; truthfully it was a minor miracle it hadn't happened earlier than this. Jorin really needed to learn how to feel out the index fletch but he just wasn't confident or skilled enough to do that yet.

Growling, he scanned the waterline for another five chimes. That big fish couldn't have gone very far, right? It should still be in the general area. After all, it hadn't even been moving that fast and Jorin had only taken his eyes off of it for a tick. That wasn't long enough for it to get too far away; or at least so he desperately hoped.

But there was no flash of silver winking at him from under the water this time. And as he scanned the water Jorin gritted his teeth and decided these petching arrows were worthless. Hard to aim, hard to hit, and even when you do you have to swim out to get the catch which he'd already promised his mate he wouldn't. Rinya was right, he should've gone with the fishing rod.

But Jorin's stubborn pride refused to let him give up. He'd already said he'd try to hit a fish one more time and petch it, that was what he was going to do! Except without an actual fish to fire at, Jorin's proud statement rang quite hollow. What was he supposed to shoot at now? Empty water? It was another long ten chimes of searching before Jorin finally caught sight of another flash, this time of green. It wasn't the same fish, but whatever, a target was a target.

Jorin tried to replicate Rinya's elegant, smooth lifting of the bow while simultaneous drawing of the string, but the resistance of the bowstring was too great and Jorin nearly lost his arrow as it slipped out of his grip. Cursing, he quickly bent down to pick it back up, nocking the petching thing as quickly as he dared, before glancing back up worriedly. If that fish was gone too, he swore he was going burn every single one of these useless arrows. They were probably better suited as being tinder for their fire anyway.

This time, Jorin raised the bow first, making sure the arrow stayed level with his hands, before drawing back the string carefully. He couldn't do Rinya's smooth action, not yet. Not for a long time, he suspected. Nonetheless, at least the fish hadn't vanished like the other one so he took his time to aim. Except like before, this fish was not willing to cooperate, and Jorin had barely the time to draw the arrow to the corner of his mouth when the fish started swimming away.

Petch! Jorin aimed as best he could, hurriedly changing the angle of the shot to try to compensate for the motion of his target. This was a lot harder than it looked; not to mention his target was now getting further and further away. He did not have chimes anymore; and he figured if he wanted to fire further he'd have to aim up since he'd noticed earlier that the arrow seemed to drop the further from the target he was.

But aiming up was even harder; he lost track of the target if he did that and he'd be all but firing blind. It was a tough decision but Jorin tilted the bow upwards slightly, aiming in the general direction where he'd last seen the fish swim toward and took a breath, making sure to set his right shoulder and keep his left elbow down. With a release of breath, the arrow flew in a pleasant arc before splashing back down into the water, totally missing his target yet again. He hadn't even been close this time; the fish was a good two feet away.

Ah well. Jorin sighed. He hadn't really expected to hit anything anyway. But at least now, he was free to try using his fishing pole, since clearly his skill with the bow was utterly lacking in pretty much every possible way. The arrows had scattered all over the pond over the course of all this, and Jorin was fairly certain by now that at least a few were likely irretrievable. It didn't really matter; he'd consider them the cost of learning. At least he still had a few left and he could always purchase more.

Jorin strode over to where he'd left his fishing pole, making sure to lean the longbow carefully against a tree rather than tossing it aside this time. He'd brought line and hooks as well, but no bait. Wait... no bait? He knew he was missing something. Growling to himself, Jorin looked about to see if there was anything he could use. What did fish like to eat? He'd heard from hearsay that earthworms worked... could he try one of those? Jorin put down his fishing gear and grabbed his hunting knife. Time to go hunting... for earthworms?
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Rinya on November 26th, 2013, 3:42 am

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Day 64, Season Fall, 513 AV



The fish itself was good, but it was really the entertainment that made the meal. Jorin’s determination and stubbornness was blaring strong across the bond. He had his mind made up on something and if Rinya had to take a guess it was probably just finding another fish to skewer on the end of the arrow. Knowing Jorin he would just trudge on until he did just that, or he died trying. And oddly enough—it seemed the latter of the two might win. Jorin was likely to die of old age before he even found another fish to hit.

Even from her distance she could spot several good choices, but either Jorin didn’t know what to look for, or he was just so determined to do it that he couldn’t even see the fish under his nose. Granted a good number of them flitted across the riverbed and were much too small to make good targets anyway. The fish themselves were nervous, but slowly they were settling down swaying their tails against the current in order to remain fairly stationary. Rinya actually considered it quite unfortunate that she couldn’t point the fish out to him like she did before. Even her shadow across the water at the moment could send the fish scattering like deer.

So for the longest time, Rinya just simply watched Jorin. Preening the fish from her feathers and talons, enjoying the fairly warm breeze as it ruffled her drying feathers. Rinya was actually impressed Jorin’s determination was remaining firm. Even when his frustration rang clear when he clearly spotted a fish that quickly flitted away in the small amount of time it took him to correct his fletching. After his second attempt—and actually firing the arrow—did Jorin finally concede that maybe archery was not the way to land the fish right now.

Much to her approval, he was much more careful with his longbow this time. But as he went to his fishing pole, Rinya felt a new surge of frustration. Rinya cocked her head to the side as Jorin glanced around for something unknown to her, since all of his things were there in front of him. After a chime Jorin put the fishing gear down and—picked up his hunting knife? Stretching her wings outwards again, she drifted down next to him, letting out a soft whistle as she let her confusion crawl across the bond. She had no other way of communicating in this form besides her whistles—and Jorin very well couldn’t understand those.

Rinya inwardly debated if she should turn human to ask her question, but in the back of her mind she saw this as an interesting task. They were bondmates capable of feeling each other’s feelings. Was it possible to communicate entirely just by emotion? To some extent she knew there was much that would get lost in translation, but Rinya knew it could be nearly invaluable to be able to communicate through body language and emotion alone. She really didn’t have much intent on falling into such a situation where it would be required, but life rarely gave them choices.

As Jorin answered her, Rinya realized she hadn’t even thought about adding bait to the fishing line. It certainly made sense—how else did one attract a fish? Though the idea of worms didn’t exactly seem like a great idea to her. But since Jorin was already hard at work… looking for worms, she figured there was another type of bait that might work as well. She knew quite well from hours of observation that it wasn’t uncommon for fish to eat their own. And it wasn’t uncommon to find minnows hidden out along the banks of the river trying to avoid the larger fish.

Catching them was a whole new problem however. They were much too small to catch in the conventional means. That and her talons were made for much bigger fish. But if she could find a decent rock above a school of bait fish—she might actually be able to snag one or two. Enough to give Jorin another idea in the very least. Rinya took back to the air, circling low over the water. Several large fish scattered at her shadow, but Rinya kept her gaze locked along the edge of the water. It took several chimes, but she spotted the glint of small silvery fish flitting around the plant life.

She lit upon the nearest rock, trying to discern if the fish were traveling in any sort of pattern or if it was simply random the way they all turned direction as a solid unit. Sadly, it seemed that fish were just creatures that mostly moved at random. Probably a survival tactic if she had to guess. But as they passed close to the rock, Rinya hopped off the rock and landed into the water with a soft splash, wings splayed out. She didn’t need to stay afloat in the water, it wasn’t deep enough, but it was just habit it seemed.

Her landing in the water caused the minnows to scatter, and she failed utterly to catch anything in her talons. But with her feet planted on the riverbed, Rinya remained still, the water lapping up under her feathers, cooling her skin beneath. It took several chimes of just remaining as still as possible before the tiny fish approached her position again. Rinya had often seen cranes snag fish from the water with lightning sharp reflexes, and while she knew she didn’t have that ability—it couldn’t hurt to try. As the fish swarmed around her, Rinya leaned her beak closer to the water before flailing rather clumsily face first into the water.

In the back of her mind Rinya realized she was probably making a racket in the water, and there was a good chance she was scaring larger fish even deeper into the water, but she was determined to snag a minnow just as much as Jorin was determined to just simply find one. Her persistence paid off—but not without leaving her completely drenched. Even her feathers made to be far more water resistant were looking a little… bedraggled.

But Rinya flapped her way out of the water and to Jorin’s side none the less with a small minnow flailing wildly in her loosely clenched beak. She didn’t want to kill it—even though all Jorin needed was the idea. Dropping it in the grass next to him, Rinya let out a short whistle—followed by a sneeze and before she could stop herself, she followed instinct. Shaking her feathers out to rid them of the water and more than likely soaking Jorin in the process.
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Jorin Ertihan on November 26th, 2013, 5:32 pm

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It took a few chimes of rooting through the ground with his knife before Jorin could admit to himself that he didn't know what he was doing. It was kind of embarrassing; this was digging for earthworms, not trying to do magic! It shouldn't be this difficult and yet it was. Jorin suspected the problem lay in the fact that he did not know where to dig for the earthworms, so he was relegated to trying to guess at where they might be.

Rinya's soft whistle drew his attention and he looked up at her. He could feel her confusion across the bond, but she did not shift to ask anything, just looked down at him from her position near him. Jorin did not begrudge her decision, though he did wonder to what degree they could communicate without words. He could feel her confusion but did not know specifically what she was confused about, though he could take a guess. After all, it was pretty obvious that she likely wanted to ask, simply, what are you doing?

"I'm trying to get some bait for my line," Jorin tried to explain, with a little shrug. "I... figured maybe earthworms would work..." though of course, he had no clue what he was doing, but his answer seemed to satisfy Rinya's curiosity since she fluttered off, probably to continue fishing.

Jorin really only had hearsay and guesswork to operate on. He figured that earthworms probably lived in moist, loamy soil where there was plenty of nutrients for them to feed off of, but he didn't know that for sure. Regardless, if that was true, then the soil near a pond would be a good place to start. He tried digging in different locations, taking slices out of the soft dirt to see if he couldn't see any pink wriggling forms that would indicate worms, but really he was just checking random locations without any sort of systematic pattern.

The ticks dragged into chimes and Jorin began to wonder how his mate was doing. Rinya had not returned and he figured she had probably caught several fish by now. He could feel her concentration; she was obviously quite focused on something and he wondered what that was. Then again, he was focused too; the difference being that her focus likely landed her a fish while his focus landed him all of nothing. Sighing, Jorin overturned yet another small mound of moist dirt, this time a bit further from the pond. Perhaps worms preferred to be closer to the plant life?

In addition to digging a bit further away, Jorin tried digging a little deeper too. But he was digging for worms, not gems. They wouldn't be that deep underground, he was pretty sure. Relatively sure. Actually, he didn't really know how deep he was supposed to dig. How far underground did earthworms travel? Jorin didn't have the patience to be digging holes several feet deep all over the forest; he would rather try hitting with those petching arrows than dig for the next two bells.

Jorin heard a small splash off in the distance. Probably Rinya catching yet another fish. Jorin sighed a bit. he didn't begrudge his mate's obvious advantage over him in terms of fishing; she was, after all, a fisher hawk. Still, it was a little irritating that she could just pluck those fish right out of the water while he was stuck here on his hands and knees, raking over the dirt for worms to catch maybe one fish. If he was lucky.

Ah well. After all it had been him who suggested the trip anyway so he really had no room for complaint. Jorin focused his attention right back onto the task at hand: trying to get some bait for his line. He almost didn't notice until she landed that Rinya had returned with a tiny fish in her beak. He watched with curiosity as she dropped it into the grass, and he realized she was offering it to him to serve as bait for his line. He opened his mouth to thank her, but then she shook the water off her feathers, spraying water everywhere.

"Hey!" Jorin laughed as he held up an arm instinctively to block some of the water from Rinya's body. "If you wanted me to get wet you shouldn't have told me not to get into the water," he teased, giving her a small wink. But he was grateful nonetheless. He didn't know how well earthworms would work, really. And since Rinya as an osprey dealt with fish all the time, she'd probably know what would work as bait.

"Thank you, Rinya." Jorin was very grateful to her for her help, though he did wonder where and how she managed to acquire this tiny fish. More to the point, how was he supposed to get more? Well, a problem for another time. It wasn't even guaranteed he would be able to get a bite even with this one little fish. He knew there was probably a name for it, but he was no fish expert. Wow. Jorin realized he really needed to know more about fish. As a child of Zeltiva, his lack of knowledge was rather embarrassing.

"Well, OK. Let's see if this works!" Jorin announced as he picked up Rinya's proffered fish and tried to snag it onto the end of the line. But the small wriggling fish was slippery, and Jorin managed only to snag his finger onto the sharp hook and the minnow slipped from his fingers, landing on the dirt dangerously close to the water.

"Ow! Petch!" Jorin cursed. "I'm just not having any luck today," Jorin grumbled as he leaned down to retrieve the fish from the ground. Jorin knew enough about minor cuts and punctures that this did not need treatment, but it was probably a good idea to avoid picking up the fish with the hand that had been pricked. Jorin seized the petching little fish with his other hand, holding it more firmly this time while bringing the fishing hook closer.

The fish continued to wriggle as he tried to impale it onto the fishing hook, threatening to slip through his fingers yet again. He concentrated, and with one swift motion jabbed the hook into the fish's side. He realized belatedly he needed to be more careful doing that as the hook went through the small fish and out the other side and nearly straight into Jorin's other hand, missing by a hair's breadth. That had been close; he'd nearly impaled yet another finger in his clumsiness.

Shaking out his injured finger, Jorin resisted the temptation to suck on it. If there was one thing he learned it was that sucking on an injury never helped. It just transferred whatever infections might have been on the finger into the mouth too. Well, whatever. He'd go to the GIlia Medical Center later if he needed to, but Jorin figured it was a pricked finger. Not anything to be overly worried about.

Giving Rinya a quick grin, he tested the strength of his line a few times, before walking over to the lake side. If this worked, he'd have to figure a way to acquire more of these little fish. Also, he'd need to ask Rinya what these sorts of fish were called. Then again... while he knew Rinya was a very smart woman, he did wonder if she would know such things. After all, as an osprey she likely didn't need to know what the fish were named, just that they were tasty and catchable. It was entirely possible she wouldn't know either.

It didn't matter. Jorin scanned the water, looking for the darker blue that indicated deeper waters. Rinya indicated it would be a good idea to use the pole where the water was deep, so he walked for a chime or two before settling on a section a bit further up. Jorin suspected if the fishing 'spot' was not good, Rinya would whistle a warning for him, so he decided to cast his line here.

Taking the rod, Jorin tried to replicate the cast; but it was a lot harder than it looked. The first time, he drew the rod back and swung it forward, the hook with the bait did not follow, instead landing with a small plop rather close to himself and he nearly lost his grip on the fishing rod. There was clearly a technique to this that Jorin had never learned. It sort of reminded him of archery and the quarterstaff; it looked easy... until one actually tried it.

Unfortunately, this was likely something Rinya could not help him with. After all as a bird she did not even fish in this manner. Taking another breath, Jorin tried casting his line again. He was quite afraid that in his amateurish attempts at casting his fishing line, the line would snap, or the small fish at the end of it would slip its prison and swim free. Either one would be a bit embarrassing; and regardless which one happened he'd have to go back to Rinya and request that she get him another bait fish.

Jorin's second cast did not go any better than the first. This time he damn near caught the end of his hook on his shirt and pulled it off of himself. While he was sure Rinya would appreciate such an act, it was still not what he had gone for. This really was a lot harder than it looked. He realized the arc of the cast probably meant that the action was similar in behavior to a catapult; it was intended to fling the bait in a graceful arc over his head and into the water. So why was his casts not doing that?

Jorin tried adjusting his stance a bit, unconsciously going into the quarterstaff stance slightly. He made sure the line was behind him, the bait fish thankfully still at the end of it. He didn't know how many fail casts the line could take before it snapped. He fervently hoped it would still hold. The feet were held slightly far apart, once again like in archery or quarterstaff, the right toe was pointed at the water with the other one slightly off to the side.

Jorin made sure to hold the pole at an angle behind him with both hands. Taking a deep breath, he swung it over his shoulder, and finally the line sailed gracefully overhead, landing in the water with a soft plop and sending ripples throughout the pond. With a soft sigh, Jorin turned to Rinya and grinned. "Hey I finally got it," he chuckled as he turned his attention to his mate now that his line was in the water.

After all, that was one thing he'd definitely heard. That once the bait was in the water, there wasn't anything left to do but wait. Well, at least that meant he had a chance to watch just what Rinya herself did when she fished. Jorin just hoped he wouldn't have to wait for very long; and it did not yet occur to him that even if he did get a bite, he'd have to pluck it out of the water, and he still had no idea how to do that yet.
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Rinya on November 27th, 2013, 5:24 am

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Day 65, Season Fall, 513 AV



Rinya simply whistled as his teasing comment about staying out of the water. If she could have spoken she might have quipped that he was looking hot and it was her way of trying to help cool him down. But even for the nice weather, it was far from too warm. He thanked her none the less for catching the puny bait fish—which she wasn’t entirely sure would work, but it was worth a try. She may have been able to catch it, but Jorin didn’t know how to work the fishing pole anymore than she did. She had a feeling it was going to be another interesting show.

Jorin never failed to entertain of course. He picked up the minnow and tried to snag it on the fishing hook—and somehow managed to catch himself before the fish. She cocked her head to the side, concern filling her chest. She didn’t even notice the bait fish landing in the dirt… if she had to catch another one well, then she would. Though she didn’t relish the thought seeing as they were just so quick. And she most certainly didn’t fancy the idea of continuing the drowned rat look. The urge to preen her feathers was strong, but she ignored it as she tried to focus on the fact that Jorin was actually more of a klutz than she originally thought.

His excitement tended to leave him flailing one way or another. Any other circumstances and she might have actually laughed. Jorin himself didn’t let it deter him. He simply snatched up the bait fish before it could make it back into the water with all its flopping and tried again. He finally got the fish on the hook and his little injury was probably still smarting, but otherwise he actually looked ready to fish. Rinya followed him across the ground, hopping onto stones along the way as she let him pick the spot. In the deeper water she could easily spy out quite a few fish just lulling in the water.

And then the real show began. Watching Jorin trying to cast the line into the water was—hilarious really. If she had the capability to laugh she would have. Instead she had short whistles that didn’t really amount to much, though she was sure he could feel her mirth more than anything. He just couldn’t get it out properly into the water. It almost looked to her like he was just putting too much energy behind it. Flinging rather than casting, though it was likely it was one of those hobbies that was harder than it looked. But after what felt like forever, Jorin finally managed to get the petching line into the river. And apparently none of the fish looked interested. At least… not yet.

But with the line in the water and nothing to do but wait—well Rinya wasn’t very patient when it came to fishing. There were fish to be caught and she really wanted to catch what she could before the entire season was left behind her and everything was encased in ice. So she pushed herself off the rock, a flurry of feathers climbing higher than she had before. Rinya wanted to feel that thrill she had told Jorin about so long ago. So she aimed closer to the faster moving water—though not quite in the rapids. She had no desire to drown today. It was just finding the perfect target.

Since she no longer had to eat, Rinya had the feeling that Jorin was the one who was going to need to eat tonight. At his rate, he would probably starve—well not entirely seeing as he could always just buy something to eat—but snagging a fish for him in the very least would ensure the entire day had not been wasted. Though a curious thought crossed her mind. With Jorin being human, he couldn’t eat raw meat like she could, or her father for that matter. If this became habit for them and Jorin actually grew into a decent fisher—they would need to learn how to preserve their food.

For now it was a thought for later. Below her she estimated was a fish nearing the two pound mark. Certainly big enough for Jorin—at least she hoped it would be. Anything bigger and she wasn’t going to bring home anything… she’d never get it out of the water. So Rinya tucked her wings into her side, feeling her body pitch forward towards the water. The wind pressed her feathers flat against her body and Rinya could feel the adrenaline filter through her.

Instead of stretching her wings back outwards she stretched them behind her, her talons raking forward in front of her to break the water just before her head could. And then she hit the water with enough force to send water in all directions. Fish around her scattered in flashes of silver, but her talons of her left foot managed to connect with scales. But she was completely submerged in the water. Using her wings, she flapped until she broke the surface, panting as her wings gave her buoyancy. The fish below in her locked talons flailed wildly, trying to escape. It almost threatened to pull her under, but she refused to let this fish embarrass her.

Surging backwards she pulled her wings from the water and used the muscles to literally lift her from the water, fish and all. Sailing across the water, she nearly tumbled into the grass as the fish strained to free itself from her grip. Whistling sharply, she let go and landed next to the flopping mess. It was tempting to just kill it, but this wasn’t for her. Rinya fixed her gaze on Jorin, waiting patiently despite the fish.
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Jorin Ertihan on November 27th, 2013, 5:13 pm

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Rinya's mirth was evident over the bond as Jorin struggled to cast the line into the water. He was sure if she had been human, she'd be struggling to keep from laughing, but at the moment the sounds coming from her sounded like her usual chirps and whistles. Jorin laughed himself, turning to her and teasingly saying, "Hey come on! It's harder than it looks, OK?" before almost snagging his pants again with the fishing line. He really needed to stop doing that.

Finally, though, he'd managed to get the line in the water, and all that was left was the waiting. Really, it was supposed to be a relaxing exercise. After all, the fish did most of the real work, biting on his bait and letting him pull them in. All he had to do was wait for it to happen. Or at least, that was the theory. There was probably a lot more involved in the process, like where one was supposed to cast one's line to maximize the chances of a bite, where fish tended to congregate, the proper bait to use to catch certain types of fish, etc.

But Jorin did not know any of that. So he mainly worked off the assumption that sooner or later a fish would be interested in the tasty morsel at the end of his hook. After all, Rinya had worked hard to get it for him, he would feel terrible if it went to waste. But there was precious little he could do to make the fish bite faster, so he mostly leaned back and watched the surrounding scenery.

It was a beautiful day. Not too cold, not too warm, with not a cloud in the sky. The water sparkled under Syna's light and Jorin took in the beauty with a poet's eye. Poetry. That was something he hadn't had time to pick up again. What with a flurry of things happening over the last season he had precious little time with what had once been his most treasured pastime. He suspected it was much the same with Rinya and her archery.

But Jorin found that he preferred to do his poetry in the presence of his mate. It had more meaning that way. Besides it was poetry that had brought them together, so he felt it only right that she be there for any of his creations, for better or for worse. A poem for the day... Jorin mused that he should have brought his poetry book. Well, at least the one book that still existed. He'd long since gotten over the loss of the other one, though it of course irritated him that so many poems were lost forever.

Rinya, meanwhile, had taken wing again. Perhaps a poem about flight? Jorin could only imagine what flying would be like. Since he'd never had wings, he never actually experienced having the wind under them, or seeing the world from above as it drew further and further away. And while Jorin could feel the exhilaration and sheer joy of freedom that Rinya experienced whenever she took to flight, that was not the same as actually being able to experience it himself.

Rinya had returned with a rather largeish fish, dropping it near him with a whistling call while landing close by. She'd already eaten, so he guessed she had caught this one for him. A good thing too, since he was having no better luck with the fishing pole than he did with the fishing arrows. He smiled at her and walked over, making sure to prop his fishing pole on a nearly rock, steadying it with another one so that it didn't move too much.

He wasn't sure if that would really work. If a fish actually bit it was possible the pole would be yanked right out to the water, but he took a chance. After all, they hadn't bit all day; though it would be just his luck that one would bite the moment he let go of the petching thing.

"You know, I never used to have days like this," Jorin commented as he plucked the fish up from the ground. It was wriggling and squirming and very hard to hold, but he seized it as best he could, barely managing to keep hold of it as he dumped it into one of the two buckets he'd brought. On a whim, he decided one of the buckets was going to be his and the other hers. He had no doubts which one would have more fish by the end of the day.

"And I'm just not talking about fishing either," he continued, sitting back down near his pole and removing it from the rocks he'd propped it against, glancing over at Rinya. He half-expected her to preen, though he knew that was more a nervous habit than an actual need to clean her feathers at that exact time. Regardless he pressed onward.

"I know I've said it before, but... we actors spend so much of our lives pretending to be somebody else, a good number of us end up forgetting who we really are." Jorin looked out, almost blankly, at the water stretched before him. "We sometimes lose ourselves in the characters we play, until there's nothing left of the real person that used to be inside."

Jorin did not say this with frustration or sadness, but with heavy acceptance. It was a reality with the types who loved to act. "And for some, that's a cause for celebration." Jorin continued to stare out over the water, not looking at Rinya as he said the next part.

"I was one such person," he admitted quietly. "I didn't like who I was. A failure. A disappointment. Someone who never quite lived up to his potential... someone who could vanish one day and no one would notice. No one would care." And once again, Jorin's voice carried no bitterness. It was like this depressing view of himself had become so ingrained into his consciousness, he had literally just accepted it as truth.

"So I was happy to lose who I was, in who I was pretending to be. And I thought if I did it for long enough, then I'd stop being 'just Jorin', and be something more." With a soft sigh, Jorin checked the line. Not even a nibble. He considered casting the line again, but figured that would be pointless. What good would it do to cast again? It was the same petching pond.

"Part of what I liked, what I still like, about acting is the entertainment, yes. I love to see people smile." The ripples on the pond indicated that perhaps fish were swimming about just under the surface, but they were too far out for Jorin's eyes to make out. He strained to see the flashes of silver he figured Rinya was catching, but his human eyes were not nearly that good.

"But if I'm being honest... another part of what I liked was that it was an escape. A way for me to not be me, even if it was only for a few bells." Jorin shrugged and sighed. "But it wasn't real. It was just a fantasy; and I was the fool, trying to hide in it."

Jorin sounded, and felt, defeated as he said the words. It had been the first time he admitted that out loud. That despite his love of acting he'd been using it as an escape from his life. A life gone wrong... or so he'd thought. And it hurt more than he thought it would, to realize that one of the things he loved was little more than an excuse not to live his life.

"And that was me, before I met you. Pretty pathetic huh?" Jorin chuckled, but there was little mirth in it.

"Well, times change. People change." Jorin made sure to look directly at Rinya as he said it. Bird or not, she knew what he meant. He was certain of it. "That time, when I brought you to the Amphitheater... Rinya that was the first time I stepped off-stage, and did not feel bad that I become 'just Jorin' again. Because you are in love with 'just Jorin'. And that's more than enough for me."

Jorin decided that since Rinya was present, he'd take his mind off of things by indulging in a pastime he hadn't tried in a while. Closing his eyes, he leaned back, trying to focus his imagination as he searched his mind for the words. He thought at first that not having done this in so long, the words would escape him. Fall away like leaves in autumn.

But it came flooding back, like an old skill given new meaning. He hadn't forgotten at all. Some of the rhymes were not perfect; but then poetry was more about meaning than structure. Beauty did not always equate to perfection. Besides, both were such subjective terms that they would be different for everyone.

Opening his eyes, Jorin spoke the lines he'd come up with,

"With a flurry of feathers she takes flight
Riding the wind on wings unfurled
She scans the waves with raptor's sight
Soaring above the retreating world

Excitement pumps through her veins
As chaos turns to simple lines
And only harmony remains
Of the world she left behind

Answering freedom's call she glides
Cutting through the autumn breeze
Through eddies and currents of air she rides
Past lakes and ponds and wrinkled seas

Above the calm the osprey flies
Announcing with her whistling calls
Flashes of silver beneath her eyes
And like a lighting bolt she falls..."


Jorin was silent for another chime, listening to the soft lapping of the water against the shore and the wind gently rustling what leaves still remained on the trees around them. He wasn't happy with his poem. Then again, he was never happy with any of his poems. Rinya never failed to assure him that his poetry was beautiful, but Jorin for himself never really felt that they were. They were just so... obvious. Not really poetry, merely words made to rhyme. A poem was supposed to evoke, not describe.

"I really wish I could've given you a better poem," Jorin sadly concluded. "But you know, I didn't used to do that either. Just... come up with a poem whole cloth. It just simply wasn't something I did." Jorin shrugged. It was true. He'd write it in his poetry book, and stew over the lines endlessly, trying to find the perfect words, the perfect line... and in the end he still wouldn't be happy with the result. "No reason to, I guess. But you give me reason, Rinya. You are my reason."

Jorin couldn't remember the last time he'd spoken at length like this to Rinya as a bird. Usually, she was a human and could talk back. But Jorin found he really didn't care which form she took, in the end it was still Rinya. And, he mused, as a bird she was certainly a good listener. And he could feel sympathy coming across the bond, and perhaps a bit of concern. And he understood that she was worried he still thought that way.

"Truthfully, Rinya, I haven't thought about the past in a long time," he said as a means to assure her. "And I think you can see why," he added with a wry smile. "At least you can fly, just sail the tailwinds away from your problems. Feel the breeze between your feathers. I'll admit sometimes I envy you. I can only fantasize what it must be like to fly; all I have is our bond, and my imagination. But imagine I do..." With a simple shrug, Jorin checked the line again, tugging slightly on the rod. Still nothing. When was a fish going to bite?!

A few more long chimes passed, and Jorin could sense that Rinya was becoming antsy. Looking over at her, he shrugged helplessly. "I'm sorry this is taking so long," he sighed. "If you want, maybe take a nice flight over the pond? Get some wind under your wings? I promise I'll still be here when you get back..."

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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Rinya on November 27th, 2013, 8:07 pm

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Day 65, Season Fall, 513 AV



Jorin propped up his pole and came to her side with a smile. As he lifted the fish from the ground to put into one of the buckets he commented he never had days like ‘this’. Rinya herself was somewhat confused by the meaning. There were already many things this day had turned into, so she had no idea which he could mean. Of course he seemed to be saying it to her, but even if she had been human she got the impression it wasn’t something she was actually supposed to reply to. It seemed as though he was musing something to himself and she just happened to hear it.

As he made his way back to the pole she followed, making herself comfortable on a rock not quite within arm’s length. And it was almost as though he read her mind, because with all the water beneath her feathers she couldn’t help herself. If he wanted to talk, she would most certainly listen—while she was busy preening her feathers. Rinya was grateful that today of all days they had chosen to actually fish from the river, because preening salt water from her feathers always left her incredibly thirsty. While fishing from the ocean was easier most of the time, it did have its downsides.

Jorin continued to muse about his life as an actor—spending the time pretending to be someone else. But it seemed quite sad that some actually forgot who they were. Living someone else’s life that did not even exist to begin with… well some of them anyway. Rinya couldn’t imagine what it was look to lose sight of one’s self. Even with the drastic changes to her life in the past season and a half—she still knew deep down who she was. Loving Jorin didn’t actually change the core of her. However Rinya didn’t like the tone of his voice.

There was a flash of anxiety that seemed rocket through her however when he spoke of how he wanted to be one of those people. Rinya knew of course that Jorin didn’t always have the best view of himself—in fact he tended to be his hardest critic when it came down to… well anything. But the fact he was happy to forget who he was, it hurt a little to think of him like that. She had always seen Jorin first—never the actor. There was never any problem with ‘just Jorin’. Even before there was romance, and it was just a bland touch of their bond—she liked that Jorin. Had thought of him the very night after they had first met.

Jorin’s attempt to escape himself… if he had… perhaps he never realized that even if he had all he was doing was running. And running was something she was incredibly good at, especially from Jorin. At least in the beginning she was. If one ran long enough, maybe they could escape the ghosts chasing them. Rinya may have never killed anyone, but her ghosts followed her through the scars both physically and mentally across her. She knew that leaving Syliras would not make them disappear, but she tried regardless. And while it was certainly the best choice she had ever made, it didn’t change the fact that it was impossible to fully outrun the things one feared the worst.

Her feathers naturally ruffled at his pathetic comment. Sure, it wasn’t the best way he could go about things and yes… some would have deemed him pathetic. But Rinya was rather sure it was his natural resilience that actually caused him to fail in his escape. Maybe he had changed, but Rinya knew deep down how easy it could be for him to try to escape again. There was always the possibility that she would never be able to stop him either. She cocked her head to look at him as he stated rather resolutely that he was fine with being ‘just Jorin’, because that was the version of him she loved.

Rinya shifted her gaze to stare fiercely out at the pond. Of course… her gaze as a bird was generally just fierce, but her attention to the little details was an attempt to ignore the worry at the pit of her stomach. It was more than enough for him right now, but as he said—people change. Someday it might not be enough. She would have to watch as he tried to crawl away from the world through his art. Somewhere she could not follow. The general idea was just very depressing, but Jorin knew that. He tried to follow his admission with a poem—about her.

Just like all the rest, it was special to her regardless of how he thought of it. Rinya understood that being with someone left you open to them leaving you. Through choice, through death… it didn’t really matter the manner they left, but the fact that they did. She was running that risk everyday with Jorin. And if they both let themselves they would worry and fret over it until they were left with nothing. Well, on the brighter side Jorin wasn’t naturally inclined to remain like this. She on the other hand was known to worry something into the ground.

Rinya could more than appreciate that fact she was his reason, because she felt very much the same for him. Deep down they hadn’t bonded over anything pretty and soft. They had bonded to the dark inside themselves. All the inadequacies and fears that had nearly drove them both to different kinds of certain death. Some might have found it a terrible thing to bond over—but she actually preferred it that way. They already understood those parts of each other. It left them open to helping the other away from the things that threatened to drag them down.

Jorin told her she was lucky. She could fly away and never have to worry about the problems behind her. If she had been capable she knew she would have been frowning, but she didn’t even realize she dazed out until he told she should fly. Shaking out her feathers, Rinya shifted back into her human form. Flying was nice but… ”Flying is no different than acting to escape.” She wasn’t angry, or even entirely depressed by the notion, but her eyes remained locked on the pond in front of them. Her knees drawn to her chest as her fingers tapped the rock she had been perched—now sitting—on.

”You can pretend the problems go away all you want. Fly hard and fast—but they’ll still be there, no matter how you run. They always catch up.” With a nonchalant shrug, she glanced back at him for a moment before looking back at the water, pursing her lips slightly. It would have been easy to tell him that yes she loved ‘just Jorin’ regardless of his darker more possessive side. But it was a moot point. Instead she dropped her legs and pushed herself off the rock into the water. It was colder than she would have liked, but for the moment she could ignore it. Carefully she waded out until the water came up to her hips. Her left arm rested across her body to her right hip, while her right index finger barely broke the surface of the water as she drew shapes, letters she had learned thus far—nothing of real importance.

She was actually silent for several chimes while she absorbed the information he had given her. Her eyes watched the fish flit around her, away from her. ”All that really matters is how you deal with it.” Rinya called out softly, probably just barely loud enough for him to hear. The worry that had been nagging at her stomach was mostly gone. But she felt oddly… light. Not upset, but not entirely happy either. After another tick or two she turned to face him in the water, head tilted to the side slightly. "What did you mean by a day like 'this'?"
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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Jorin Ertihan on November 28th, 2013, 4:55 am

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Season of Fall, Day 65, 513 AV


Jorin truly wondered what it was that caused this line of thinking. Today was supposed to be all about having fun and being with Rinya for a nice afternoon out. No pressures, nowhere to be or things to do, just the two of them. Why his mind would turn to such thoughts he couldn't explain but this musing was interrupted when Rinya shifted back into human form to speak to him, telling him that flying wasn't any different than acting in terms of a means to escape.

He couldn't quite place the emotions she was feeling when she said that. They were muted, in any case, she continued on before he could really try to pin them down. It was quite true, he supposed, that one could run from one's problems without ever actually escaping them. It was something he himself struggled with every time his thoughts turned in this direction. Whether he was really doing anything to help himself or if he was just perpetuating the same cycle over and over.

Rinya had jumped into the water and placed one arm across her body while tracing shapes into the water with her other. He realized as he watched that some of what she was drawing were actually letters, and felt a bit of pride that she'd remembered their lessons. He hadn't actually thought he was that good a teacher, honestly, so it pleased him to know that Rinya was able to actually glean knowledge from the experience.

"What did you mean by a day like 'this'?"

The question drew Jorin up slightly. What had he meant by that? He never really elaborated on it, so lost in his recollections that he never had a chance to explain. Rather than answer directly, he adjusted himself, sitting down with the fishing pole, crossing his legs and looking out over the water.

"I think I've told you about how I'm forever acting, right?" he began. "That the act doesn't stop when I step off the stage. That I put on a mask for the world to see, and each person who sees me gets to see the Jorin that they want to see. A defense mechanism, I suppose. So that I don't appear inadequate, or foolish, or weak..."

Jorin shrugged. "It was the same when I first met you, actually. I showed you the Jorin I thought you wanted to see. Bright and happy, filled with laughter and poetry and joy. But you know how I was really feeling that day." It wasn't something they ever talked about. And though he figured Rinya would've suspected as much, it was quite another thing to actually hear it confirmed.

"And like I've said before, it's not all acting. Even I couldn't sustain that. Sometimes the real me shines through, every now and again. Such as our first meeting; you know me well enough by now to know that for the most part, I am like that. It's just I happened not to be, not really, on that particular day. At least, not at first."

A twinge on the line, and Jorin glanced out at the water. Was he finally getting a nibble? He pulled the line experimentally, but encountered no resistance. Darn. Perhaps it was just a fish brushing past. Oh well. Settling back down, Jorin continued.

"So, Dust gets an enthusiastic friend who's always ready to go on one of her adventures. Kirsi gets a steadfast ally who shares her love of art. Duce gets a brother who will stand with him on the important things. But none of them get the real Jorin. Before I met you, I couldn't truly be myself around anyone. The only time I could was when I was alone."

Alone. For all that Jorin disliked social events, being alone was even worse. Being alone meant time to think about all the things he didn't like thinking about. Such as what his father was thinking now. Whether Darien was doing alright. And, of course, what had become of his mother. He'd left them all behind to chase his dream, and the worst part was he didn't even know if that dream was worth chasing.

"I know you don't like crowds, Rinya. What you might not realize is that I don't like them either, but maybe for a different reason. Because there are so many people... which mask do I wear? Do I wear this one? Or that one? Or both? Or neither? What Jorin do I present so as to offend the least amount of people...?" Jorin's voice trailed as he thought of all the social situations he'd been in, how he had to be extremely careful not to say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing. Like walking on eggshells.

"It's so exhausting, to have to do that all the time. So being alone... wasn't so bad. It gave me a reprieve. A rest from all the pretense and I could finally be myself. Except, I didn't even like who I really was, so even that was robbed from me. Not to mention, it was quite lonely..." Jorin looked back over at Rinya. For once, her nude form wasn't distracting. Well... fine it was a little distracting, but mostly he was looking her in the eyes. Because what he said next was the actual answer to her question.

"So there was never anyone to talk to. Anyone to confide in. Anyone who would listen without judging or worse, feeling pity." And that was the crux of it. Jorin knew Rinya wouldn't judge him or pity him.

"Would Dust, or Duce, or Kirsi have pitied or judged me? Possibly not. Maybe even probably not. But I don't know that for sure, and I really rather not take the chance. But with you..."

A pause.

"And that's what I meant, when I said that I didn't used to have days like this. Because sure, I had days where I could be myself. But I was always alone. I never had a day I could share with someone else, and not have to worry." Jorin snorted, which was usually something Rinya did, but he did it anyway.

"It's such a simple thing, really; this idea that I can share my real self with you. It's hardly a big deal, in comparison to us being bonded or mated. And you'd think that, in the grand scheme of things, tiny details like this shouldn't make a difference. But... for some reason I can't explain, it matters to me..."

Jorin sighed. He wanted to pick up a handful of rocks and just chuck them into the water. For whatever reason that had always been something he'd done back in Zeltiva when he wanted to cheer up. There was something oddly therapeutic in watching those little pebbles enter the water with little 'plops'. But Rinya was in the water, so he might accidentally hit her. Besides it would scare away the fish, so he refrained.

"Thank you, though," Jorin concluded. "For listening, for being here with me," he explained in more detail.

The fish were probably not going to bite today. At the very least he'd managed to get the petching bait in the water, perhaps next time he could actually get one to bite. Rinya's catch was probably the only fish they were going to get, but it was a fairly substantial one and Jorin was quite sure it would be more than sufficient for his needs that day.

But it was relaxing to just sit by the pond and watch the clouds drift by. If a fish bit, then it bit. If it didn't then it didn't. But in the meantime... Jorin looked over at Rinya and cocked his head slightly. "Would you like to sit down?" After all, standing waist-deep in water for extended periods of time probably wasn't the best idea; even as a bird Jorin knew Rinya preferred to keep her feathers dry.

"Maybe we can talk about something less depressing," he continued, "or if you prefer, we can-" Jorin was cut short when he felt a tug on the line. And this wasn't a light tug no, this was a sharp jerk that nearly pulled the fishing pole right out of his hands. He'd hooked something! Finally!

"Oh, hang on, I got something!" he shouted as he yanked on the pole. The truth was, Jorin had no idea how to pull in a fish even if he did manage to catch something. So now he was in a life-or-death struggle... with a fish. Rinya was probably laughing her cute butt off as he strained against the line, but simply yanking the pole in the opposite direction of the water didn't seem to do anything.

The tug started to go from horizontal to vertical as the fish apparently decided to swim almost in circles to try to get away and Jorin didn't quite know what to do in that circumstance. Should he give the fishing pole a mighty yank with all his strength, and try to wrench the thing out of the water with one big effort? But he was afraid his line would snap if he did.

A tense chime or two passed during which Jorin looked like he was almost able to pull the fish out of the water, only to have it pull the line back taut again. And after another futile struggle, wiggling the pole from left to right in an effort to force his quarry to emerge, Jorin seriously wondered if he would tire first or the fish would. Deciding enough was enough, Jorin gave the pole a mighty heave, setting his feet into the loamy soil and pulled.

The water rippled hard as Jorin's line flew out of the water, carrying with it the hook, the bait, and the fish he had caught. He did it! He finally did it! Jorin's uncontrolled yank caused the fish he'd caught to sail overheard and land with a small thud on the grass behind them. Well, at least the fish was out of the water, right? Jorin looked over proudly at Rinya, grinning a bit. "Hah! I knew it would work!" he cried triumphantly and picked up the fish to show his mate.

It was... well, tiny. Jorin too late realized the fish he wanted to show his beloved was so small that even if she'd wanted to she would likely not have been able to get a good grip on it with her talons in bird form. It was hardly larger than the bait fish used to catch it, and was probably less than a pound in weight. Jorin found himself displaying his minuscule prize to Rinya with a sheepish grin.

"Hey, shut uuup," he whined at Rinya's laughter, although it was without any heat at all. "It's not that bad for a first catch..." he tried, before breaking down into laughter himself.

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If At First You Don't Succeed... (Rinya)

Postby Rinya on November 28th, 2013, 7:02 pm

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Day 65, Season Fall, 513 AV



He didn’t seem to know what to make of her question. It almost seemed as though he had completely forgotten he had said it in the first place. Out of the corner of her eye she could see him sit down and stare out at the water much like she was doing. The water itself kept her calm and relaxed, much as flying did. But she didn’t have the heart to just take off into the air with him stuck inside his head. Jorin didn’t seem to have any outlets… his acting was sometimes his escape, but as for getting things off his chest—well it wasn’t actually the first time he used her bird form to talk.

Jorin mentioned that he was forever acting. This she really had known already, seeing him in action around other people such as his fellow actors. Even when the understudy had kissed her, he managed to retain most of his anger inside and show another face. Composed but clearing unpleased. But the moment they were truly alone it had seemed like his ‘mask’ had cracked and his rage had quite literally blinded him. And that wasn’t the first time she had seen it. His annoyance with Farline as she interrupted them on the beach, Rhys and his teasing about taking her to Beautyfest. Jorin always seemed to manage keep a façade up, for everyone.

It made her wince however when he said that he had even acted in front of her the first time they had met. Rinya had actually figured that to be true, but it still stung no less. She had hoped that he hadn’t had to act happy with her—even if he hadn’t known her yet. But it was a pointless hope because he was right; she did know how he was really feeling that day. To some extent he claimed she had saved his life that day, but she had still wanted it to be genuine. Twisting herself to face him, she tilted her head. He was so focused on giving people what they wanted—she wondered if it was a byproduct of Farline, or his family. Or perhaps it was just something that he had come to expect of himself.

The worst part was—she had no idea what to say to it. She already knew that he was purely exhausted with having to act with people. Rinya herself had already insisted that he stop trying to please everyone, but it seemed so ingrained in him now. Something that came as natural as breathing, just as easily as her own mask was. Rubbing the back of her neck, Rinya sighed softly. ”Your mask is completely opposite of mine.” She couldn’t help but muse. Rinya tried to accept the fact that she was his outlet… the one person that wouldn’t judge him. Because that was part of the darker parts of them that bonded. The way they treated people.

She didn’t say anything as she took his offer to come sit with him. Wading out of the water she made her way to sit next to him, not quite pressed up next to him—but merely a few inches away. Wrapping her arms around her knees, she rested her chin on top of them. ”You are so worried about what people think of you. And I refuse to just trust people plain and simple. I would rather them think me rude. It’s less work that way.” Rinya shrugged, glaring out at the water before them.

”But even without the bond Jorin, I wouldn’t have judged you. But you would never know that for sure.” She muttered the last part with a slightly bitter tone. Much like he would never know for sure if Dust or Kirsi would. Without the bond she wasn’t entirely sure he would never act around her. He couldn’t hide it now, but would he if he could? Honestly Rinya wanted to say no, but he was Jorin. He wanted to please people to no end—especially her. But it didn’t really matter in the long run. They were bonded, and there was no way from him to hide it short of blocking.

Jorin tried to change the subject—which she wasn’t entirely sure if she was thankful for that—but it seemed he managed to land a fish. Rinya watched from her position on the ground as he fought the fish. Neither of them actually knew how to use a fishing pole, and this became so very clear at the moment. The fish refused to be tugged gently from the water, and Jorin seemed afraid to tug too hard on the pole. Perhaps the line would break with too much pressure? But Jorin finally gave in, heaving the pole and yanking the fish straight out of the water.

She caught sight of it before he did. She was used to following things with just her eyes and she leaned back to look over her shoulder at the small fish wiggling across the grass. Jorin was just pleased he managed to snag a fish and he lifted it up to show her. Pressing her lips into a thin line she did her best not laugh. It was kind of precious the way he looked so proud at catching a fish. It actually reminded her of her first time catching a fish as a hawk. She had been so proud regardless of the small size of the fish. Unlike her father though, she was actually quite proud of him.

But that didn’t stop the laughter, especially when he whined at her to shut up. Rinya covered her mouth with one hand, holding up one finger with the other as she shook her head and tried to control the shaking of her shoulders. It took a chime, but she finally managed to get herself under control. Shaking her head slightly she looked up with a small grin. ”It really isn’t that bad of a first catch. It’s your face.” Rinya smirked slightly before standing up. ”The amount of fight that little guy put up… I’m surprised you didn’t end up in the water.” She teased before rolling her eyes, trying to suppress her grin.
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