90th of Fall, 513 AV
Afternoon
"What?" Syveris' head shot up, disbelief showing in her entire face. "Have you gone insane? No, really, where did this idea came from?"
They were sitting together on a table, eating. Her mentor had found her there, and Syveris knew he had something to say the moment he sat down, but she wasn't expecting that. She couldn't figure out how had he come up with that idea.
"What is the problem? Most people find a religion or another sometime in their lives." her mentor put a spoonful of rice in his mouth, and Syveris wasn't willing to let him finish chewing to talk.
"Well, I'm not most people! I mean, I have nothing against the idea, not really, but... Well, I just don't worship Gods. I find it useless. You should know that already." Syveris wasn't angry at the suggestion, far from it. There was really nothing wrong with the idea, and she could even try to find something interesting in the subject, if it was something her mentor really wanted. But Virat knew better than anyone that, while she respected the Gods, she just didn't think it was worth worshiped them, so the idea of doing so was a little strange to her.
"Yes, I know. But..." he glared at her, his blue eyes shining with something Syveris couldn't quite understand. "Look, I will be quite open this time, because I doubt you will listen otherwise, and I think this is really important. Syveris, you are suffering too much with the storm, and now, even more with Arin's death." she was surprised by how direct Virat was being. It wasn't like him. "I think falconry and glassworking can distract you from the suffering sometimes, but you need something more definitive. You need faith, Syveris. Faith in something stronger than you." The Avora looked down, at her meat. She couldn't feel this urge, but... "I know it won't be something you will be able to do today, or even on the next season. But, on the long run, it will be good for you. You don't have to be strong by yourself. If you can find a God to worship, maybe you will find yourself more strong."
"I have your support." she said, stubbornly, and knew this wasn't a good answer when Virat sighed.
"I know. And you will always have it. But the strength you can draw from a mortal is very different than the one you can draw by faith. Believe me."
"I think that book you were reading have had too much influence on you." Syveris sighed when the only answer she got was a glare. The Avora put the last piece of meat in her mouth and chewed, thinking. It wouldn't be that bad. Besides, she could always read something and decide later. If she said she didn't want to worship someone, Virat would surely understand. But she knew that, if she didn't even tried, her mentor wouldn't leave her alone. "Is there some God of Glassworking?"
"No, not that I know of." Virat chuckled, knowing she would give in. "But there is a God of Birds. It will go well with your new obsession, won't it?" Syveris looked at her mentor, worried by what he meant with this words.
"I... Virat. I'm not leaving glassworking. I love it too much..."
"I know. I was just teasing." his voice was gentle, and Syveris sighed again. He really wanted to convince her, otherwise, he would never be so direct. "He also likes artisans. Why don't you research a little today? It'll give you something to do." when she nodded, Virat smiled, satisfied. "Good. His name is Eywaat. The Enclave should have books about him."
Afternoon
"What?" Syveris' head shot up, disbelief showing in her entire face. "Have you gone insane? No, really, where did this idea came from?"
They were sitting together on a table, eating. Her mentor had found her there, and Syveris knew he had something to say the moment he sat down, but she wasn't expecting that. She couldn't figure out how had he come up with that idea.
"What is the problem? Most people find a religion or another sometime in their lives." her mentor put a spoonful of rice in his mouth, and Syveris wasn't willing to let him finish chewing to talk.
"Well, I'm not most people! I mean, I have nothing against the idea, not really, but... Well, I just don't worship Gods. I find it useless. You should know that already." Syveris wasn't angry at the suggestion, far from it. There was really nothing wrong with the idea, and she could even try to find something interesting in the subject, if it was something her mentor really wanted. But Virat knew better than anyone that, while she respected the Gods, she just didn't think it was worth worshiped them, so the idea of doing so was a little strange to her.
"Yes, I know. But..." he glared at her, his blue eyes shining with something Syveris couldn't quite understand. "Look, I will be quite open this time, because I doubt you will listen otherwise, and I think this is really important. Syveris, you are suffering too much with the storm, and now, even more with Arin's death." she was surprised by how direct Virat was being. It wasn't like him. "I think falconry and glassworking can distract you from the suffering sometimes, but you need something more definitive. You need faith, Syveris. Faith in something stronger than you." The Avora looked down, at her meat. She couldn't feel this urge, but... "I know it won't be something you will be able to do today, or even on the next season. But, on the long run, it will be good for you. You don't have to be strong by yourself. If you can find a God to worship, maybe you will find yourself more strong."
"I have your support." she said, stubbornly, and knew this wasn't a good answer when Virat sighed.
"I know. And you will always have it. But the strength you can draw from a mortal is very different than the one you can draw by faith. Believe me."
"I think that book you were reading have had too much influence on you." Syveris sighed when the only answer she got was a glare. The Avora put the last piece of meat in her mouth and chewed, thinking. It wouldn't be that bad. Besides, she could always read something and decide later. If she said she didn't want to worship someone, Virat would surely understand. But she knew that, if she didn't even tried, her mentor wouldn't leave her alone. "Is there some God of Glassworking?"
"No, not that I know of." Virat chuckled, knowing she would give in. "But there is a God of Birds. It will go well with your new obsession, won't it?" Syveris looked at her mentor, worried by what he meant with this words.
"I... Virat. I'm not leaving glassworking. I love it too much..."
"I know. I was just teasing." his voice was gentle, and Syveris sighed again. He really wanted to convince her, otherwise, he would never be so direct. "He also likes artisans. Why don't you research a little today? It'll give you something to do." when she nodded, Virat smiled, satisfied. "Good. His name is Eywaat. The Enclave should have books about him."
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