Timestamp: 87th of Summer AV Location: Stone Garden Life in the forest was not all that Kita had hoped. It was relaxing but something didn't feel right. She was one and a half now. It was young for a human but as a kelvic that made her about sixteen years old. She really hoped that she would have had a bondmate by now. She thought that maybe Lookos was the one, the man who would finally make her life complete. He wasn't though. Obviously all she was seen as was another one of his watch dogs. She did not mind being a watch dog but she wanted to be the watchdog, not one of the watchdogs. She knew that if she ever did have a bondmate she would protect them to the death. The matter was finding one. A kelvic was not complete until they had a bondmate. That matter was the reason she fled. She could not be complete with someone who she did not feel a connection to. The man was in tune with nature, she could give him that, but he was not what she was looking for. She knew that in her position she could not afford to be picky but maybe she was crazy. She just could not settle down with someone if her heart told her it was not right. The Stone Garden was quiet. Kita walked through the garden soaking in warm sun. She had not been in town in a while. It felt weird for her to be in her human form. She looked at her fingers and admired her nails. Much preferred her claws but if she as a fox then she would most likely get captured. It was not a normal occurrence for a fox to be walking around a town, especially Syliras. The wind whipped through her hair as she walked along the stony floor of the garden. She liked the solitude but it was really time for this long train of loneliness to end. It had been so long since she felt like she belonged anywhere. Syliras was a long way from her past home of Avanthal. No one here new her and no one here owed her anything. It stung to be alone and she felt it all throughout her being. Kelvics were not meant to live in solitude. They were meant to find someone to serve or at least live with. Kita only had herself and for that she felt despondent. She saw all the other Kelvics living happily with their bondmates. They were happy and complete. Kita wished, even if only for a second, she could know how that felt. |