Morning had passed into the heat of midday with no sign of the returning party. Kuvarakh brooded about how much to tell Rana. He hated the thought of being less than completely honest with her, but needed her ability to guide "Mr. Ekans" into the bowels of The Underground.
While it was true that he hoped they would locate Miss Winterflame, he did not fool either himself or Mr. Ekans that the body of one Kirballis Sherrick, "Kirby" as he was known, was the real goal of this adventure. He needed it desperately, despite his nonchalant demeanor. The deterioration of his hand movement capabilities had been a sudden affliction. If it got much worse, he was going to need that artist girl, Aislyn, to glyph the transference symbols on ANY body he switched to in the near future.
The last time someone else had done the glyphs, it had been Wanda, who a very capable glyph crafter. But as he had discovered, trying to copy some of hers, glyphs were not a universal pattern. They required an element of the crafter's own interpretation to be empowered by them. When Wanda had inscribed the symbols he'd written down for her beforehand, very few of them had fully imbued the switch.
He'd ended up with very little movement for almost a full season. It had slowly taken root after that, with a reasonable estimate of perhaps seventy-five percent success ultimately. It was his good fortune that his sketching hand was one area that had enjoyed full artistic flair. Thus, his ensuing transfer the year later had met with much greater success.
But it bothered him to transfer more often than absolutely necessary. Frankly, he prided himself on NOT being like other Nuits. He enjoyed the living dynamics of mortals, and their embracing of their limited lifetime. The challenge it represented, the motivation to accomplish! Nuits were so wretchedly patient...so disconnected from life. Kuvarakh did not consider mortals to be "squatters", keeping "his" body fresh until he needed it.
But at the same time, he'd been through the cycle of loneliness a few times now. Making good friends was ultimately a broken hearted drop into misery waiting to strike. And it did not get easier each time. Maybe it did for those cold, callous were-corpses that encompassed the bulk of Nuit society, but not him. Nonetheless, painful as it was, he would not trade the ups and downs of joy and sorrow for an endless level of numb disregard.
He could imagine Professor Rayage sneering at him for his "foolishness"; waiting to gloat in triumph when Rana found out that this marvelous Nuit novelty, this rare being that had presented itself to spice up her world, was using her to aid in a murder, however justified. He believed he had an understanding with the Dhani. His encounter with Lice several years ago had left him with an understanding about a Dhani's take on compassion. Or lack thereof.
It was only that this Kirby had committed such heinous acts that Kuvarakh could rationalize this undertaking. He HAD to have this body, and Kirby was a multi-murderer, rapist, and slaver...No, he was doing justice, and Rana would be helping. He told himself that for the hundredth time.
He looked up and instinctively took a breath. Though Nuits did not need to breathe, it was still a very reflexive thing to do. And they DID need to breathe in order to speak. But this was nothing short of a slight gasp as he knew that the time for his subterfuge was upon him. The three were approaching. Phobius looked so proud to have made good time. Kuvarakh bit back his shame and began to prepare an approach of hypnosis, in case it became necessary to smooth out any disquiet Rana may sense, or any thoughts of disclosing the true nature of this mission that Mr. Ekans may be entertaining.
It suddenly dawned on Kuvarakh that he had given no thought whatsoever to where Phobius fit in to this. Surely the youngster should stay out of the grim shadows of The Underground. Rey could not be expected to keep watch on his back as well as Rana's and his own while down there. From what he'd heard, the kid would be just the sort for Kirby to grab and use as a hostage. He'd found himself trapped by his own subterfuge. How could he emphasize the danger presented to Phobius, while not revealing his knowledge of the danger Rana would be in as well?
Once again, rationale conveniently provided an out for his guilty conscience. Rana was the one with the knowledge of the place, she MUST know of the danger. It would not suggest that he had been concealing anything by advising Phobius not to go. Rana would surely accept that. And he had hypnosis he could fall back on to reinforce that if need be.