Emerald green eyes marveled at how serene it all was. It was a deafening silence that griped her subconscious as her mind tended to wander those dark corridors that others perhaps try to forget or shy away from. The only thing she could remember was suffering and weakness. They were either scared or envious, she'd survived the trials of there betrayal.
Eyes wandered to the fickle flame of her lantern and she seemed to reflect upon the fires image, she could see something within the flames the visage of a damsel with flowing long hair she seemed to sway to the cackling rhythm of burning oil. There was something about that seeing what you wanted to see like playing pretend when reality was just around the corner. A hushed murmur escaped her lips in a whimpering tone.
Mad....
Promises that she never fulfilled or kept, the young poisoner still felt so wasted on herself. It was her hands that molded naomalily into what she was. She only felt the awkward social angst and that forlorn that came just after it. Her heart sank in resentment, it was but a memory now but every once in a while the wound resurfaced only to be mended and tucked away with the sweet memory of her shocked blue eyes that faded as life slipped passed her. Naomalilys only solace was that her last breath was her possession.
Standing before the reflective judgment of the mirror her dour look softened. The physical features of angst and resentment pushed back until finally what was left was a meek aloof girl or rather the perception of one. The glass never lies, and it was hard trying to play a good girl against the measure. Toying with the strings of ones heart was difficult work, while these things were never easy practice makes perfect.
But something was missing, the human element. She'd never know how well she could manipulate those around her unless she attempted it.
With that a puff of breath from soft lips snuffed the lanterns flame as she stepped outside for fresh air.
It was brisk outside but her black cloak provided warmth although her frailty still felt the chill down to the bones when the stark bitter winds hit her figure just right.