Winds swirled around him, the rain a curtain only feet away that kept its distance as the voice spoke once more. It was different, colder. Even in his state of emotional distress, Keene could not bring himself to interrupt at the god's inability to save Boswell. He knew it to be true and that no amount of bartering would change things, yet the words still fell upon his heart like shard of ice, digging into battered muscle with freezing pain. Yet the winds continued, unperturbed by Keene's tears, his pain, or his struggles. It demanded of him a task, a payment, for the act it was about to commit. Keene listened, the voice strong and wild like the winds that swept around them. He looked at Boswell, his grey eyes boring into the dark, bloody mess of Boswell's face. He extended a hand towards him, but the gesture was not returned. There was a disappointment, a betrayal, that met his gaze. It cut through Keene deeper than any wound that could have been given him so far. His hand fell back to his side as the wind rushed around him, lifting him from the ground and gently pulling him away from the broken figure of the hunter.
An arc of blazing light descended from the firmament, the rain instantly whipping around the comparatively puny frame. Keene watched with wide eyes, his voice rising into a hoarse scream as the lightning moved to envelop Boswell's body. The man's lips moved, blood streaming from the recesses, but his disfigurement made it impossible to tell what he whispered with his last breath into the raging winds before the purplish glow enveloped him. The crack of the lightning and brilliant blaze of its light forced Keene to avert his eyes, pulling a scraped and weary arm up to cover his face from the blinding heat. He did not see the other two streaks of light zigzag down from the rolling clouds above to finish what the first had started, but when he lowered his arm, there was nothing but an empty plot of scorched ground with nothing remaining but a small drift of smoke. Blinking, the streaks of the light he had managed to catch before he'd shut his eyes still obstructed his vision as the winds dissipated and let him hit the ground with a heavy splash.
The small eye of the storm was once more still, silent. Keene sat in the puddle, his body limp and eyes staring. Words failed him, and the only images in his mind that offered any sort of understanding to the events that had just transpired was a time, long ago, when he'd almost been struck by the same bold of electrical fury. It had narrowly missed him, but the fall from the tree had left him bedridden for an unbearably long time. He wondered if it had hurt, if the lightning had killed Boswell quickly or if he had suffered. The rage that had burned within him had vanished with the disappearance of Boswell, replaced with a strange, hollow chill as his gaze remained fixed upon the spot where the storm had removed his friend from the world forever. Forever. It was a strange, impossible concept. By the very temporal nature of humans, it was something they could not understand, and Keene was no exception.
As the rain once again swirled around him, the wind tossing it like small, weightless toys in every direction, Keene gradually rose to his feet. He could feel the dull throb of his wonded knuckles, the sting of where he'd cut open his palms, and the gentle itch that served as the reminder of the uncountable scrapes and bruises on the backs of his calves. They did not, however, bother him. They felt distant, removed from his current state of being. His injuries were of the past, much like Boswell, and only the strange sound of his beating heart and pulsing veins could be heard by him as the storm raged on around him. He took a small step forward, then another, and another until he stood above the spot were Boswell had died, where he had failed to free him of his misery. He swayed against the force of the winds, his body shifting to each side, his hair whipping in every direction, but his eyes remained affixed on the center of the burned mark. Kneeling down, Keene placed a hand over the still warm earth, the tears having stopped their journey some time after the lightning had faded and the thunder had rolled away. "Neither are souls mine to save." He blinked, pulling the hand back towards him where he stayed for a few tick, his weight pressing his knees into the muddy ground. "Mercy..." The word was muttered under his breath like a curse. Keene spit over towards his left, the very taste of the verbalized idea filling his mouth with rotten taste. As he rose to his feet, he turned to face where the wind ran strongest.
The noise of the storm had not abated, nor had it truly lessened in any way, but to Keene, the raining whirl of winds felt distant, separated by the strange, grey vignette that placed itself between himself and the world. It was almost as if he were watching himself gauge the pressure of the wind, finding there it flowed with the most urgency and letting the current take him. As his feet splashed through the rising tide, Keene's mind was surprisingly empty. His thoughts had quieted, replaced with a few, select words that echoed in the unnaturally empty caverns of his mind. I can give the mercy you cannot. Three others. Sate your rage. As he walked, the wind pressed against his back, Keene's lips broke out into a grin that failed to meet his eyes. A small chuckle escaped from between the unnatural curve of his mouth before his shoulder shook with silent laughter. The god, or whatever creature he had just consorted with, had told him to sate his anger, to destroy the abominations that had suffered in much the same way as his friend. Yet, there was no rage left to sate; only the strange emptiness of his own failure was left.
Perhaps, somewhere within him, there still burned the overwhelming fire, but for the time being his body had numbed, his senses dulled, even his thoughts had abated. He now traveled onward, no destination in mind, as he let the winds guide him. Whether the entity had any hand in the path that spread out before him on the invisible current of the gusts, Keene had no idea, nor did he care. The rain splashed against his skin, dripped off of it only to be replaced by twice that which first hit and thrice again. His laughter came easily, bubbling up from within him, as if all the years he'd spent stoic were finally catching up to him. He was so pathetic he could not even control it, nor did he even feel the need to. He had failed, utterly and wholly. There was nothing that could redeem him now, no petty task of elimination bestowed upon him by a disembodied power nor valiant act of self-giving kindness could ever change that which he was, that which he had not become but had been all along. He had fooled himself into thinking he was strong, allowed his mind to grow fat and impotent. It had cost him what pride he had never known he'd possessed, and that, in and of itself, was a pompous foolishness he was now able to see quite clearly. The pedestal he had placed himself upon without even realizing it had been snatched from under him, and he yet still fell, plummeting towards the ground he wondered if he had ever once set foot upon.
Thought was the first to return to him, and Keene utilized it fully. As he walked, his pace slow and oblivious to the world around him, his eyes twitched back and fourth as memories flashed through his thoughts like the lightning. Each held significance: a failure, a reminder of his uselessness. The more he saw, remembered, the more he felt. The more he felt, the more he felt the hate rekindled. He let it burn, allowing it the fuel it had been deprived of for so long, stoking it into a blaze as his pace quickened and the fall of his boots became more and more forceful. The waters of the prairie spread out before him, and his body moved across them, sending cascades of grey and dismal liquid in all directions as he passed. The laughter had long since given way to the bright, shimmering glean of his eyes, the blaze of hatred burning bright in the grey tinted reflection of the sky and the earth. He had lost a pride he'd yet to acknowledge. He had discovered a lie in his humbleness. He had embraced a rage that had burned from the beginning of his conception.
When the shadows shifted before him, Keene immediately stopped, res dripping from his fingers like the rain, pooling at his feet. Without hesitating, he flung the liquid forward, his hands twisting the shape the myriad of strands of res into wicked looking spears as they hurtled towards the direction of movement, transmuting into ice with a snap of his fingers. He was beyond reason. He had found a transcendence in madness that brought him a strange balance of peace and absolute loathing of both himself and the world his hated being was forced to partake of. There was little that could stop him until his rage had run its course, but if there was one thing beyond death that was right for the job, it was certainly the displeasure of a god. Keene, however, was not concerned with the possibility of failure of the god's request, for there was nothing he would not do to fulfill it. It was a debt owed, and one he could never repay no matter the tests and trials he was subjected to. Until the day he died, his life was bound to the storm, and it was a fact he accepted without a second thought.
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