Stitch listened to her words in silence, suprised at how much they related with his very own thoughts. He gave her a sidelong glance, casually studying her Aura, trying not to let his scrunity show. He was curious to how she had come about these thoughts, and what had made her think them. For having the same questions he did, she seemed to be in good shape. He was quite aware that he was in quite a state of emotional disarray right now, but her? She seemed as fiery as ever. He suddenly felt very pathetic. Here he was moping about, dealing with things in such a dark and drastic way... And here she was, fighting against her problems with a great smile on her face. Not only that, but she was trying to help out him, a blind man that she had met in a fighting ring only perhaps a few weeks ago. Suddenly his heart ached, both in sadness at the way he had been acting, and in joy that she had still put up with him. She was struggling with problems of her own, yet she had managed to make time to try and heal his. She had been generous enough to help him, to try and soften his hurt, and here he was. Fighting against her. He had been silent, evasive, and rude. She was a great person, trying to do a loving thing, and he was completely denying her the right to do so. Taking a deep breath, Stitch spoke, his voice distant. "This one didn't originally learn how to fight in the way that you know this one to fight." He paused for a moment, turning his head to fully face her before continuing on in that soft and secret voice of his. " Base of skull: If there is trauma to the head, head ache disorentation or unconsciousness will occur. Sometimes, during head trauma, brain shake or fracture spine will occur." Another breath. "Eyes. Puncture. Permanent blindness will occur. Temporal: It is a very important point. If there is injury to the temporal, disorentation and unconsciousness will occur. Throat: If there is heavy injury to the trachea, a slow and painful death will occur. Solar plexus: If there is injury to the solar plexus, then internal organs can be damaged. Unconsciousness and death may occur. Side of ribs: If there is injury between the 5th and 6th rib bone, loss of lung function will occur. Kidney: Internal injury or death will occur." The once gentle blind man rattled off the list of vital points in an apathetic tone, raising a single hand to show her punches that would accomplish what he stated would occur. A single bladed hand, stabbing like a spear. Two fingers, sliding up the cheeks to hook into the eyeballs. "When this one first studied martial arts, he studied vital pressure points as well. How to hurt, or even kill. The point of self-defense, in this art, was to disable the opponent before he disabled you." Stitch paused yet again, turning his head away from her, his voice growing even more distant. "Disable isn't the proper word. Kill. Maim. Hit them so hard that they did not get up for a long while, if ever. After all, they did attack you. You had the right to defend yourself." He staggered to his feet, brushing leaves and dirt from his britches, extending a hand to help her up. "This one decided to change arts after a particular event. This one wanted to defend people, to help people. Even if they wanted to harm this one, or the ones around him. This one would protect all in his sight, even those that were evil." As he offered that hand down to her, she might notice the palm shaking, the muscles clenching wildly in the blind man's arm. "This one did no such thing. Without a second thought, in the heat of the moment, when this one was protecting his children... This one murdered them. One after the other, this one struck them down. And this one took satisfaction in killing such scum. They came after the children, Pain. They were going to kill helpless children." Tears were streaming down his cheeks, and even as he stood there, his entire body shook with emotion. His voice sounded pleading now, as if he was seeking some sort of forgiveness for his actions. As if he wanted someone to tell him that his actions had been justified. "Why would men do such a thing? This one tried to reason with them. They threatened this one. They threatened them. They threatened my little girl, my twelve-year-old girl! They threated to rap-" He paused, suddenly stopping, little sobs hiccuping from his lips. He knew he was losing control of himself. He tried to take a deep breath, tried to keep himself under control, and then tried to speak again. His voice was shivering so hard. "So this one struck. And ever since then, this one has been thinking... Why couldn't this one simply defend those around him without taking a life? They were scum, but they did not deserve to die. Not by this hand. This one should have been able to take them down without murdering them. They could have had a fair trial. A fair chance." "Instead, this one killed them. Without a second thought, and without an ounce of control." |