Of course, he remembered, she had her own cloak with no need for his own which made his heart beat just a little faster as he stood there frozen with his hands now just awkwardly still at his neck. She was going for his dagger now, and he dared not move against her wishes. Best just to stay like a statue till she got that well in hand, and hopefully felt a bit more secure because of it. Things were already tense as they were, and he didn't want to give her any more of an excuse than he already had. Instead he focused on becoming calmer, breathing in deeply, and then out slowly, in, out, in, out. Surprisingly, it even helped, kinda. Watching her was he had been, he noticed that she now had the dagger, and was studying it rather intently, at least that was his impression. He could be wrong, hoped he was wrong and that this was all just some big misunderstanding and that she hadn't meant to snare him in the trap. But the hope was a fragile thing, and one he decidedly tried not focus on too much lest he slip into despair.
She turned to put her cloak on, which came as a huge relief for him because he took the moment to let his hands fall down to his sides, but he kept them open and facing palm first towards her. Likely she would notice the change of posture, and he wanted her to know that he still meant no harm. He also managed to get control of his nerves somewhat, now that she had some covering on and he didn't have to worry about being chaste so much. Berend even considered not holding himself so stiffly, maybe even try to relax a little bit thinking that if she was going to do something, wouldn't she have already done it, but then she turned around, and he stood stiff at attention once more.
Hesitantly, he stuck out his hand not too much different than he had earlier when he'd introduced himself, and couldn't help but wonder at himself thinking of such things in a situation such as this. "I hereby pledge to pact secrecy, to never say aloud the name Jenna, or speak of her, or what occurred today or any other while in her presence. The gods be our witness, should I break this pledge I offer my soul as a trade, and it will come due the moment this pledge be broken" Berend couldn't help but fumble over the words, him being a bit too on edge to remember all she said but he hoped he got close enough for her liking. He took the slash with a wince, but kept quiet about it, thinking on instead about if he missed anything, and on if this now meant he was safe. After all would a mage waste her magic on this if she was just going to take care of him anyways. Of course not, which meant he was safe, right? As long as he kept his mouth shut about her that is.
Looking down at his hand now that was starting to ache, he saw it was pale and his blood oh so bright, a striking shade of red that dribbled all over his palm. Some weird magic this, but oddly enough, he was starting to feel safer for it. He winced again when she bound it, and continued her little ritual, him just standing there, taking it all in stock still, eyes not leaving his hand till a few moments after she finished with it. Then his eyes once more flickered up to hers, again thankful that she decided to cover up or that might have been awkward if she was following the path of his eyes.
"Er, that.. that sounds goodBerend forced a smile at that, and tried to settle down again, this time having more success at not standing so rigidly. What ended up working even more so was at last hearing a possible explanation that was unexpectedly plausible, but certainly not what he would have expected out of all of this elaborateness. Perhaps she was an outsider, but even if she was, she apparently knew this place well enough to go this far for a bit of security. The realization put him more at ease than anything thus far had done, and his smile became a little less tense. He could remember a time, a situation a whole lot different than this save for one little matter he had a bit of a hand in. Sometimes, he knew, outsiders wanted some assurances, and when the going was rough, he helped out when he could as long as they were the right sort. Maybe that was it, all that she had done this for, or could be she didn't really know about magic here, and now wanted that assurance. Whatever the case, it seemed to be so, and that he could stomach more than he could being someones pet. Shyke, it might not be so bad, she seemed nice enough when he didn't act like a cowed dog. At least, that was what he needed to believe right now, and for now, a delusion was better than an uncertain reality.
Standing up a bit straighter, his smile was a bit more genuine this time. "So, um yea, I didn't mean you know harm you know, its just that.. eh, mage's have caused a lot of trouble in these parts of late, and you just, uh, surprised me ya know?" Perhaps he could clear the air, since this mage certainly wasn't like those that sulked about the city so long ago. This one was apparently smarter than that, and not given to malicious tendencies for he'd hear no tales of unexplainable savagery of late now that he thought of it.
"Wouldn't have used the dagger either, you know, I just keep it for when the hair gets too long" Standing there, shoulders now slumped from being held rigged for so long, he suppressed the urge to fidget as considered her eyes, and wondered if they had always been like that. Would it have made him any more prepared if they had? |