Summer - 50 - 515 AV
The evening was cool, as far as summer nights went, and Asher almost reached for his coat before leaving the apartment. It felt much cooler to him, though only for that moment he woke up from his nightmare, the memory of the caves sinking into his skin and keeping him restless. Asher once thought that he was alone in allowing the Storm to linger in his mind, in giving it the power to hurt him. But as he found out only recently, some people were still trying to put their lives back in order. Few of those people were native to Syliras, but those who were still struggling came from places that were much worse off. It was rumored a whole city was lost to the Storm, which sounded impossible, but Asher wasn't inclined to discredit something merely because he thought it impossible. There was a time he didn't think he'd ever have a marriage, that he was too useless to be able to provide for a wife like he should. It never occured to him until he met Meyarra that he had to be the only one providing, and that he was anything but useless.
Though dwelling on thoughts of his wife did not help in easing the terror and the cold that woke him up. That was why he was wandering aimlessly in the evening. He did start to question the logic behind his actions, though, when he found his feet carrying him into the Rearing Stallion. He didn't want to become a drunk, to drown his grief in something temporary, and he knew that it would be quite easy for him to do so. Kevith ran a respectable business, but the hustle and bustle often meant the barmaids lost track of how many mugs of beer were delivered to which tables. It was a test of will to turn away from a fourth mug, and often Asher believed he would fail such a test.
Apparently tonight was different.
The noise of the tavern was somewhat subdued, which was to be expected so late at night. Asher made his way to a table where he thought no one would try to approach him, and where the barmaids could overlook him and thus keep him from drinking himself under the table. Seth, Kevith's son, quickly caught sight of him and walked over with a polite smile on his face. "Bit late for you, isn't it?"
Asher gave a small smile, more a bare upturn of his lips, before responding, "Yeah, bit late. I'll only be drinking a mug or two, though, not to worry."
"What can I get you, then? We've some Old Ale and Foreign Style Stout. We have our standard pale and dark beers, as well. Or are you looking for some wine tonight?"
Asher shook his head, "No thank you. Just a mug of Foreign is good."
Seth nodded. "That'll be coming your way soon. Have a good evening, sir."
"You as well." It was rather odd to be speaking with Seth outside of Knight business. Seth had become a page just as Asher was inducted into squirehood. They didn't know each other well - Asher only knew his name thanks to previous visits to the tavern - but they were in the same circles long enough that they could have a semblance of familiarity between each other, as it was now. Asher had not much time to reflect on it, because true to Seth's word, a barmaid soon came over to set the ale in front of him. Before she could move on to the next table, Asher asked her, "How much more can I pay to make sure no more than two mugs make it to my table tonight?"
The barmaid frowned slightly. "Usually people ask for the other way around."
Asher nodded. "I understand, I just need to make sure that I don't go ho- that I don't leave stumbling."
"I can tell the other girls, we'll try to keep track. Or I can make sure I'm the one who comes back with your ale?"
"Whatever works easiest for you, thank you. How much do you want?"
She shook her head, "Just pay for the ale, and you'll be fine, dear." She gave a soft smile before she moved on.
Asher sighed, feeling some relief wash over him before he took a sip from the mug. Perhaps it wouldn't be so difficult, after all. He could sit here, allow the noises to wash over him, and let the drink give him enough of a buzz that sleep would be easier for the night. It was something to look forward to, the prospect of an uneventful evening.
Though dwelling on thoughts of his wife did not help in easing the terror and the cold that woke him up. That was why he was wandering aimlessly in the evening. He did start to question the logic behind his actions, though, when he found his feet carrying him into the Rearing Stallion. He didn't want to become a drunk, to drown his grief in something temporary, and he knew that it would be quite easy for him to do so. Kevith ran a respectable business, but the hustle and bustle often meant the barmaids lost track of how many mugs of beer were delivered to which tables. It was a test of will to turn away from a fourth mug, and often Asher believed he would fail such a test.
Apparently tonight was different.
The noise of the tavern was somewhat subdued, which was to be expected so late at night. Asher made his way to a table where he thought no one would try to approach him, and where the barmaids could overlook him and thus keep him from drinking himself under the table. Seth, Kevith's son, quickly caught sight of him and walked over with a polite smile on his face. "Bit late for you, isn't it?"
Asher gave a small smile, more a bare upturn of his lips, before responding, "Yeah, bit late. I'll only be drinking a mug or two, though, not to worry."
"What can I get you, then? We've some Old Ale and Foreign Style Stout. We have our standard pale and dark beers, as well. Or are you looking for some wine tonight?"
Asher shook his head, "No thank you. Just a mug of Foreign is good."
Seth nodded. "That'll be coming your way soon. Have a good evening, sir."
"You as well." It was rather odd to be speaking with Seth outside of Knight business. Seth had become a page just as Asher was inducted into squirehood. They didn't know each other well - Asher only knew his name thanks to previous visits to the tavern - but they were in the same circles long enough that they could have a semblance of familiarity between each other, as it was now. Asher had not much time to reflect on it, because true to Seth's word, a barmaid soon came over to set the ale in front of him. Before she could move on to the next table, Asher asked her, "How much more can I pay to make sure no more than two mugs make it to my table tonight?"
The barmaid frowned slightly. "Usually people ask for the other way around."
Asher nodded. "I understand, I just need to make sure that I don't go ho- that I don't leave stumbling."
"I can tell the other girls, we'll try to keep track. Or I can make sure I'm the one who comes back with your ale?"
"Whatever works easiest for you, thank you. How much do you want?"
She shook her head, "Just pay for the ale, and you'll be fine, dear." She gave a soft smile before she moved on.
Asher sighed, feeling some relief wash over him before he took a sip from the mug. Perhaps it wouldn't be so difficult, after all. He could sit here, allow the noises to wash over him, and let the drink give him enough of a buzz that sleep would be easier for the night. It was something to look forward to, the prospect of an uneventful evening.