Bandin listened intently to James as the man all but scoffed at the prospect of traveling overland. Bandin didn't blame him, even despite being called to a rambling life on the road for some years, the young man always had an air of worry about him whenever he'd left civilization proper. He'd come close to disaster, even been flung into the thick of it, more than once. And he never, under any circumstances, had traveled alone--even then, sometimes he'd ended up arriving at his destination with fewer men and women than he'd set out with.
The thought of Ruth befalling such a fate, being lost to the wilds of the world, and him never knowing just
how it had happened, or if she were even truly dead, caused him too much pain to ever put into words--and even brought up echoes of past, similar pains, and worries for those whom he hadn't seen in some time.
It was James' offer to send for Ruth by sea, and his explanation of its status as the vastly superior option, that brought Bandin to look seriously and gratefully upon the outright and sincere old sailor. "You'd do that for me? Even having just met me?"
The smith had been met with more kindness that he'd have expected many times before. Yet, it always struck him how generous and helpful some people, barely more than strangers, could be to each other. It was in large part the source of his optimistic outlook on life.
The goodness he had seen, the kindness, drove him to try and to be kind and good; because, if it existed in some, then he believed he could nurture it too in himself. Nothing seen was an impossibility--it was a truth he'd come to live by, perhaps the central truth of his being. Followed only closely by: nothing believed is definitely incapable of being seen.
He'd never thought he'd see the world, as a child, after all. That had just been a dream. It'd taken the boldness of young adulthood to push him into the wild chaos of life. A jump he'd barely made by chance that had initially led to disaster.
His first trip outside Sunberth had been... less than idealistic. He'd only just barely made it that night. Only just barely worked up the courage to go back out into the wilds when he'd finally made it to Zeltiva afterwards; he'd come close to not leaving at all, having lingered and almost built a proper life for himself because of the lingering, before he'd left the city for good. He still had nightmares of that night; the first taste of terror was often the worst and most lingering.
"I'd like to send for her by letter," Bandin said. "If she wanted to come. I'd explain things. Even if I didn't fit here, for some reason, and I'm starting to think that won't happen, or I hope, anyway... I think she would, without a doubt. I've never met a man who didn't at least respect that woman. Even if she were giving him a run for it."
They went on to discuss the Velispar and their legend; Bandin felt as if he were having all the rumors and fairy tales tied together into a neat, sensible, but amazing, little package. James knew what he was talking about--he had even seen it.
"I can't even imagine seeing something like that," he said and glanced down into the skipping waves once again, this time with a healthier look of respect, but a even deeper gaze of interest. "I'm constantly surprised by what's in this world. There's just too much to see. I don't even know how all that there is could be in one place, even as big of a place as Mizahar. It's like someone wrote a hundred stories and set them loose and breathing. And you can still spend so much time seeing nothing, in a world full of everything, if you're not looking. The safer our homes are, the less alive they seem to be. Things can just get so sterile, I guess."
"The kids of these velispar. They sound like people, so I don't want to treat them like things to see and learn about. But I can't help but wonder how're they're different and like us."
He listened to James explain that he hadn't heard of his particular magic and yet still felt very heartened by the old man's advice to be himself. He felt James' philosophy making an impression, writing bits of it into his heart from the old sailor's. Wisdom could come from anywhere on any day and Bandin loved those moments where it came to him and stuck.
The young smith was starting to understand why people followed James.
The mentioning of the rifle and then the dagger, specifically, brought his mind back to the day when his vorilescence had awoken. The sword that had done it for him had seemed alive. Could this vindictive dagger be similar? Still, the sword had been almost enthralling just to be around and had seemed mostly neutral in its 'personality'. He felt a skip of fear at the thought of something like that being malevolent; still, the curiosity was there, nonetheless.
"There's so much to find and learn about here, then," Bandin said. "It's definitely not sounding like other places."
A place with both family and adventure. Not isolated off from Mizahar's wonders, but safer than the wilds themselves and more of a home to be claimed. That was, as James had said, a potential paradise.
"I'll have to ask around. I don't know nearly as much as I should about myself or my magic," he admitted. "It was just a part of me one day, like it always had been and I just hadn't been able to notice it at all."
The mentioning of singing brought a half-embarrassed laugh to Bandin.
"It's not terrible, but not too bad. I'm getting better here and there, I'd hope. There's also the matter of the magic of mine," he seemed to lighten up and glow a bit while he was talking about vorilesence, as if happy to find someone who accepted him and his ways. "A lot of the weapons almost sing, not in words so much--at least not yet, but they have a tune. It's beautiful in its own way and if I could just find a way to synergize and express the same sound... I think I could understand them better than I do now, that I could maybe bridge the gap into the potential that I feel in them."
"As for housing. The inn doesn't sound a bad choice. I've got some coin to last me. If the settlement needs some smithing done, I'd be glad to get to work while I get around and get settled in. I'll put my part in. It'll also help me to see what kind of things I'll need in a workshop. The work shapes the workplace, after all."
"Then we can talk about that forge," Bandin met the smile; a forge of his own would be a dream come true, in a way--one dream, at least.
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