"Sai...Whoa, what are you doing? Thats...beautiful..." The vision did indeed begin to swim before the healers eyes. With wide-eyed, slack jawed awe, Addy turned her head left and right to get a better look at the lake only existent in her head. It didn't occur to her that moving physically wouldn't move her in that dream world, but as mental muscles worked, the vision moved. The lake, the trees. She could hear the waves rush to gently kiss the shore. Caught up in the view, and unaware that she and her sister had just fallen unconscious, the first shaking of the world brought Addy to her knees. Thinking that the vision before her floated only as far as her eyes, the woman began to grope behind her for the wall she knew was there...should be there. Staggering a bit as her hand clenched on thin air, she struggled to maintain her precarious balance as she called out to her sister. "Sai, are you okay? Where are we?" Too busy enjoying the scenery it was belatedly that Addy looked around for her sister. Pitching backwards and then forwards with the rocking of their world, greens skipped over the landscape, panicked and no longer enjoying the view. Her gaze lighted upon her sister, not far away. In fact, exactly where she would have been had they still been in the aerie. "This is your vision. We're in your vision." Then Addy's own world shook. From nowhere appeared every healing implement that the woman could have ever imagined, and then even some she failed to recognize "Holy Rak'keli" Her tone was awed as she took a staggered few steps towards the table, her hand extended. Aidara had never felt so happy in her life thus far. In fact, with all the equipment laid out before her, she also never felt so powerful. With her one mark Gnosis, the woman had always felt hindered, gimpy. She could help, had the innate ability to help...some people. Not the seriously hurt or injured, not the people who really needed her most. Yet something always kept her back from committing herself to the goddess, and getting that second mark she did desire. So, she threw herself into medicine and worked as hard as she possibly could to find another way to help those that her magic couldn't. What laid before her now, was the physical equivalence of a fourth gnosis mark, in the womans mind. Whether the metaphor was correct or not, the confidence that surged through Aidara was palpable. "LOOK at this, Sai! It's amazing." And she lapsed back into silence, turning to look at her sister now. In her awe, Addy had no idea that what she saw before her was her own creation. Had she stopped to think, it would have been more than obvious. But she was caught up in the mystery of their morning, and simply believed that the place was made for her, not by her. And then there was a the eagles cry. "Catabasis?! Is that him, Sai? ...Is he... better?" Confusion colored her words now, greens lifting towards the sky as her hand also lifted to shield her eyes from the sun. The glare was too bright and Addy turned towards where her sister stood, blinking the sunspots from her vision. The storm hit. The first bolt of lightning struck to the left of the table, sending up a spray of sand and stone towards the twins. The general awe that was racing through Addy's system slowed her responses. Belatedly, she cried out and dove towards where her sister was, seeking shelter. The second bolt hit her table. "NO!" The cry came as loud and pain filled as if the lighting had taken off one of her limbs. Mid-crawl, Addy stopped and sat, watching as leaves from the different herbs floated down onto the sand and settling like a fine, burnt snow. "No..." She choked, unmoving.Metal debris littered the area, glass bottles lay twisted and smoldering yards from where the table used to be. Of the actual table, there was nothing. It felt like part of her very self was blasted into nothing. Trance-like, Addy continued to sit as the storm raged around them, as the lake changed from its serene beauty to a raging whirlpool. In fact, she didn't even notice. If her sister came closer for comfort, the healer didn't notice. She could feel her sisters presence still, in the back of her mind and she clung to that. The mental existence of her sister, not the physical. The physical world around her made no sense, wasn't real...possibly was real, and was horrendous. “We are what drive you! Now release him, if you wish to save him.” Odd. Is that what she sounded like? Hearing her own voice made Addy look up. What she saw, made her balk and instinctively scamper backwards on the sand. Dead and decaying, the Inarta that filled the womans vision...scared the crap out of her. The sentence it uttered in that voice that sounded so much like her own still echoed over the churning waters, through the mountains...No, it wasn't just her voice... The beautiful one took her breath away. Before she realized what she was doing, Addy was crawling towards the Inartian woman that stepped out from behind the dead, disgusting one. Deep within the confines of her mind, Addy realized that these...things.... were representations of Sai and herself. She knew, instinctively, that the beautiful one was just as much of a perfect combination of Sairque and Aidara as the dead one was all their...bad parts. The healer knew, in the back of her mind, that it was wrong to feel such a strong attraction to something that was the twins...but she kept moving forward. It was when Addy reached the glorious feet of the beautiful Inartian that what the strange women had said sunk in "Wait...let him go? How...do we let him go? Sai? What are they talking about? We have to let Catabasis die?!" Pressing her hands down into the sand, Addy pushed herself to her feet, turned and walked back towards her sister, the strange allure of the seductress broken. Addy's "healer mode" was in hyper drive. Just the idea of letting Catabasis die sent tendrils of pain snaking through her body, constricting around her heart and lungs until she found herself gasping, in a ball, on the sand. The knowledge of what losing the eagle would do to her sister.... Addy cried out. "I...can't let him die. You can't let him go..can you? Sai, talk to me." |