They watched each other carefully, locked into a seemingly endless match that had no words for it, only gazes and stares. Static filled the room. Electrifying static that made Miana's hair prickle in defence, tiny beads of sweat at her brow. Pat pat pat, said his fingers. Huff huff huff, said the Endal. Patience was the key for them, a key which she held no doors for them.
He broke away first, and leaned to his chair and rubbed his eyes wearily. Miana steeled herself. It was coming- the whips. She could feel it already; the harsh touch of the leather against her back, the crack in the air as it met with her skin, the smell of raw blood forming with each succession. He opened his mouth, and she held him in her most ferocious stare that she could muster up.
So cold he was, so insulting and calm when he delivered such words for the Endal. It took her by surprise, but surprise quickly turned into glee as she watched the retreating back of the Endal- only to have his hot breath against her ear, his form once again hovering above her like a monster that he was. Even his voice was unpleasant when he spoke, low and seething,
"This is not done, you-"But he was cut short, dismissed, like the impudent brat that he was. Rove's dirty glare was only met with detachment. The door closed, and suddenly, she found herself incorrigibly alone with the prestige Valintar in his office, awaiting a whipping that she set her heart into in exchange for a silence that she knew would be neigh impossible to attain.
It was obvious why the man had sent the brute away; he wanted a reason. A thread of logic to make sense of such a crazy situation- Why wasn't this girl blubbering? Why isn't she speaking? why why why.
'I'd answer all these stupid questions after I'm dead and whipped, Valintar.'"You're not in trouble, child." He had said. Miana couldn't help it- she let out a short and harsh bark of laughter, full of cynical disbelief and open pessimism. How many men and women had told her something akin to this? Such a lie was too common and boring, why resort to this? Why can't he just get it done and over with? Why does he have to bait her with pretty statements? It was unneeded, stupid and just plain insulting.
Fury began pumping at her veins, thoroughly indignant at such treatment.
'Does he think of me as a child?' Her mind screeched,
'does he think of me as such a weakling that can't even take on a simple whipping? Do I not pull my weight in Wind Reach as a simple Dek?!'"I can't help you if you don't talk, Child. At least tell me your name?"The question became the last straw that released her rage. Deep in her mind, she knew his questions were meant to be kind, consoling. But in her fit of Inartan rage, all she saw was red and painted everything in her sight as an enemy to be lashed out.
"Do you think, by knowing my name, everything could be changed?" She was trembling badly, her small body unable to contain such an outburst,
"do you think, that by knowing why that sadistic son-of-a-bitch wanted to see me bleed would solve the problem? My name is nothing! I am nothing compared to that dead child in the snow! I am worthless in comparison to the lives being lost outside your pretty office! My existence is trifling under the eyes of anyone who would cast their eyes on her body. But you know what?" She didn't wait for his answer,
"I serve everyone here not just because it's the only thing I'm capable of right now, but because though I am worthless, damaged and stupid in the eyes of the Inarta, I would gladly waste this life just to serve them. Do you understand Valintar? In the very least, we deserve some affirmation that our existence is needed- let them come at any adult Dek with an agenda in their minds, but a child?" Tears were streaming out her eyes, hot angry tears that turned her cheeks pink.
"They have yet to even understand why they are being beaten."She pushed away her tears rashly, the coarse fabric swiping harshly against her pale skin.
"Please, don't ask me such questions. I beg of you. Just do what you must and I won't even protest. Please."ooc notetoo much?