Laszlo brought his hand to the silken skin of Abalia's cheek as she kissed him, reciprocating naturally and without the hesitation that had always held them back before. It felt right to have her here with him, encased in his arms in the dark, sharing the warmth of an old woolen blanket. The past week or so suddenly felt so far off, so meaningless. Abalia made the world feel… correct again. Easier to bear. The touch of her hand left his skin tingling, especially as it ventured further south. He let go of a surprised breath against her lips, and amethyst eyes opened again to stare into the wide black of Abalia's nearly blind stare. Why did the both of them try to deny their attraction too much? Was it Abalia's attachment to Roxanne? Was it Laszlo's guilt for his lie? Were they both just afraid to give a piece of themselves to something that could end in disaster? What was the fucking point? They should just… do… what they want. …Right? Laszlo's long, slender hand slipped itself beneath Abalia's shirt, the tips of his nails tracing unavoidably over her soft, delicate skin. With some careful maneuvering, he pulled the fabric up over her shoulders, exposing her upper body. He'd seen it before, which at first struck him as odd. Her contours were familiar—how often did he sleep with the same person twice? Perhaps he was whorish. Boldly, his other hand reached for her teasing fingers, lifting them and placing them around a more sensitive part of his anatomy. Another audible breath left him. "You know that I want you," he added, although from what she could feel, his saying so was somewhat redundant. "I just can't. I don't know what would happen if… I'm barely even mortal. I don't know what I'm…" Capable of? "I meant what I said before. If I made a terrible mistake, I wouldn't want you to suffer for it. But Goddess… if I could feel you just for a moment." Don't do it. Laszlo's clawed fingers traced back down her back, leaving blanched white trails that soon turned red. She so seemed to like that. When they reached her waistline, he began to push away the remaining fabric. "You smell so intoxicating. Abby… forget what I said. I'm an idiot. I want to be with you." |