Timestamp: Spring 12th, 509
Syliras was a very interesting place. Much different from the place I was born and raised. I didn't know many people in Syliras so I always kept to myself. Fear struck when the thought of meeting new people crossed my mind. I just couldn't seem to bring myself to let anyone in, except him. There was a man, a big strong man who always caught my attention when I went for my day time walk. He has a beautiful skin color that I could not explain even if I tried.
I found myself sitting outside. I didn't know much about the city but there was a castle for one. My left hand found it's way up to my face to brush my white hair out of my face. Enjoying the outside fresh air I now remembered the reason I decided to stay here. My heart kept telling me to stay, do not go back to Mura. So I did, every time I saw said Akalak my heart sunk. I just felt like I would do anything for him. I made up my mind that the next time I saw him I'd finally woman up and say something.
Suddenly, that same Akalak, I spotted him walking past me. I lifted myself up and brushed the dust of my backside. My body, I didn't even mean to start walking up to that Akalak. I just did, he had his back turned to me. I reached my right hand out and tapped him on his back. Quickly I put my head down. I wasn't outspoken but this was a rare case. The world crashed down on me, I had his attention. I thought to myself. Say something or risk looking like a konti fool. Words found their way out of my mouth instantly, soft spoken words of the common language. I wasn't good at the common language though I could say the simple things.
"I'm sorry for being so rude, I see you around. I just needed to say something to you."
That's all I could say, I knew he'd give me a weird look but it was better than anything I've been doing for the past few weeks. I just couldn't make eye contact with him. It was very hard for me, I just wanted to run away and cry. Attention wasn't something I was used to. Taking a deep breath I waited for the beautiful Akalak to say something, anything. I just wanted him to know I existed. That's all I really longed for.
I shook, not because it was cold. I shook because of the fear. Never before have I spoken to a male for more than five seconds, I didn't know how to talk to them. It just didn't come to me. Every time I tried I ended up looking like a fool and running away. Crying for that entire week and going to practice magic. Magic, I was NEVER supposed to tell anyone I knew anything about it. Love was a powerful force, maybe to provide something interesting. Something for him to notice I'd tell him about it. It could mean death for me but for some strange reason I told myself I couldn't care less at this point. More words this time I felt weird.
"......I'm Zha'Iva Timandre......you have.....beautiful features...."
Was I insane? Why would I tell him my entire name and call him beautiful out loud? I cursed myself for it but it was much too late to turn back from it now.
Syliras was a very interesting place. Much different from the place I was born and raised. I didn't know many people in Syliras so I always kept to myself. Fear struck when the thought of meeting new people crossed my mind. I just couldn't seem to bring myself to let anyone in, except him. There was a man, a big strong man who always caught my attention when I went for my day time walk. He has a beautiful skin color that I could not explain even if I tried.
I found myself sitting outside. I didn't know much about the city but there was a castle for one. My left hand found it's way up to my face to brush my white hair out of my face. Enjoying the outside fresh air I now remembered the reason I decided to stay here. My heart kept telling me to stay, do not go back to Mura. So I did, every time I saw said Akalak my heart sunk. I just felt like I would do anything for him. I made up my mind that the next time I saw him I'd finally woman up and say something.
Suddenly, that same Akalak, I spotted him walking past me. I lifted myself up and brushed the dust of my backside. My body, I didn't even mean to start walking up to that Akalak. I just did, he had his back turned to me. I reached my right hand out and tapped him on his back. Quickly I put my head down. I wasn't outspoken but this was a rare case. The world crashed down on me, I had his attention. I thought to myself. Say something or risk looking like a konti fool. Words found their way out of my mouth instantly, soft spoken words of the common language. I wasn't good at the common language though I could say the simple things.
"I'm sorry for being so rude, I see you around. I just needed to say something to you."
That's all I could say, I knew he'd give me a weird look but it was better than anything I've been doing for the past few weeks. I just couldn't make eye contact with him. It was very hard for me, I just wanted to run away and cry. Attention wasn't something I was used to. Taking a deep breath I waited for the beautiful Akalak to say something, anything. I just wanted him to know I existed. That's all I really longed for.
I shook, not because it was cold. I shook because of the fear. Never before have I spoken to a male for more than five seconds, I didn't know how to talk to them. It just didn't come to me. Every time I tried I ended up looking like a fool and running away. Crying for that entire week and going to practice magic. Magic, I was NEVER supposed to tell anyone I knew anything about it. Love was a powerful force, maybe to provide something interesting. Something for him to notice I'd tell him about it. It could mean death for me but for some strange reason I told myself I couldn't care less at this point. More words this time I felt weird.
"......I'm Zha'Iva Timandre......you have.....beautiful features...."
Was I insane? Why would I tell him my entire name and call him beautiful out loud? I cursed myself for it but it was much too late to turn back from it now.