Rosalyn listened intently as Rhylund spoke, her mind soaking up each and every word he said. Goosebumps rose on her skin as he whispered in her ear, his breath hot and skin so close to hers. His eyes were piercing, like looking through emeralds, and he sung the words he spoke to the tune playing on the floor behind them. She closed her eyes until he was done, enjoying the private concert in her ear. She took another few sips of her wine, patiently collecting her thoughts before she responded to him.
"Fate in that there's no such thing as fate... It's been quite some time since I heard someone say that. It's an interesting concept. But is it really considered fate then? Looks more like a belief that there is no such thing as fate, to me. Fate is something that will inevitably happen in the future. Belief is an idea or concept that you hold to be true." She paused to regroup and take another sip of her wine. She hoped she wouldn't offend him. "As for your example, I agree, but then I don't. On one hand, I agree that every person has a claim and a chance to shape their future, no matter what anyone else says, including the gods. I believe the gods have a say in everything in this world, but I don't believe they can directly dabble in our free will. They may shape the circumstances in our lives, inevitably deciding parts of our fate, but they cannot choose how we react to those circumstances, or what we do about them. However, on the other hand, I do believe that if a god is determined enough to make someone live the fate of their choosing, they will find a way to make that happen, no matter what that person thinks. They will have no say."
Turning her body to face Rhylund, Rosalyn tried keeping herself in check. She tended to get very into discussions like this, and if she didn't keep herself in line, she would end up on bad terms with this man, and she didn't want that. She folded her hands on the bar next to her, leaning into her arms as she spoke again. "Take our meeting for example. I believe that it was fate that you were here tonight, on the rare occasion that I decided to attend. I think we were meant to meet and to be having this discussion right now, but it's the circumstances that are fate. Our paths and futures were shaped by the gods in such a way that we would both end up here. However, they couldn't depict whether or not we would actually interact and talk, because that is up to us and our free will, and ties into our personalities rather than the circumstances at hand."
"As for myself, I clearly believe in fate, but whether I'm tumbling along the winds of time and destiny or if I have my own agenda... I haven't figured that out yet. I know I'm meant for a purpose, I believe we all are, but the point behind life is to discover that purpose. And more often than not, that takes time. I try not to dictate my life too much beforehand. I try not to read too deep into anything and I try not to plan too much. I trust myself and my life to the gods. My thoughts, feelings, and reactions are my own, but I let them guide my life. I seek their aid in the discovery of my purpose. And that's how I live my life." Attempting to keep things light between them, Rosalyn flashes a smile at her new friend. Hopefully she didn't take this conversation too far. She'd be dearly upset if she were to offend him. It'd been quite some time since she was able to engage in a conversation like this, and she was very much enjoying talking to him. |
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