Ash'eny was staring up at Avalona (since he was sitting and she was not) as she was actually counting his hands, or more specifically, the small appendages that were attached to his hands, the fingers. Ash'eny was actually a little amused, smiling briefly as she seemed very engrossed at solving this mystery. Did she assume he was lying or making it up? Well, he was technically a stranger, he had neither reason to lie nor not to. But, his finger was never really something he thought to keep hidden. Sure, he'd rather have the pinkie back, grabbing things was just a tiny bit more difficult without one, but he had grown accustomed to it. It was over a dozen years ago after all. Not a bright day in his life, gruesome really, one of the worst. Ash'eny couldn't help, however, the faint awkwardness that surrounded him as she picked up his hand and examined it. A glance or two could have told her the pinkie was missing, but she seemed almost preoccupied. This eerie silence went on for several moments before Avalona almost asked about what happened to him. It was fairly obvious that she was curious, since she said 'how' before recoiling and hiding herself in her own thoughts.
Ash'eny could tell this situation was going from good, to awkward, to bad, to worse, and he didn't even like the first transition, much less the ones the followed in suit. As Avalona sat there, intently trying to hide her embarrassment, shame, or discomfort in her meal, Ash'eny pondered his options. One, let the girl, who had been kind and fun up till this point, sit there in her newly acquired cloud of moroseness. Two, be aggressive, use logic, tell her how ridiculous it was to feel ashamed or introverted all of a sudden. No, that would be foolish. And three, and the one he settled on, telling the story of the missing finger, it almost sounded like a good one to him.
Ash'eny finished off the rest of his beer and gave a quick sigh (which was his response to Senre asking the question, and he hoped it wouldn't bother Avalona more), motioned for a second mug, and slowly spun around in his chair to face Avalona and Senre. "I was born and grew up in Sunberth. My parents weren't exactly great parents, but due to the situations at hand, I could hardly blame my father. My father, that's a different story, one I don't feel like discussing just yet. My mother raised me until I was eight years old, and then I was unofficially adopted by a gang of boys who truly thought they could own that place, Sunberth I mean. My mother didn't like it, and I absolutely hated the idea, but she knew that I would probably grow up faster, become independent sooner if I was on my own. I want to believe that's what she thought and hoped for, but I feel that she gave up on raising me alone. These boys pretty much forced me in, I knew they would torture me, possibly kill me if I didn't accept their offer, so I became one of them so that I could have protection. I made a few friends, but they all changed at some point, changed, ran away, or died that is. Anyway, I was in this little gang for a few years, and when I was ten years old, only four days short of turning eleven, I was watching these men gamble with dice. It was a simple game, but I just sat there watching from the sides like I often did. That day, I was actually given a gold miza, the first of my very own, and was required to gamble with them. They had full intention for an innocent game or two at first, but my luck that day was... uncanny. I won some six or seven games, maybe more, each at double or nothing. There was one guy who was there, an old miner named Huck who was about as crazy as they come. For him it was more than money, it was pride I guess, but deep down I believe he just wanted to hurt me. After I failed to lose a game for so many times, they took me away, and Huck thought it was only fair if he played target practice with his pickax on my hand. I suppose I'm lucky he was such an incredible shot, the finger came clean off, or partially smashed off. I'm not too sure what happened after that, I think I passed out, but when I woke up, the gang was with me, had a shyke terrible bandage job on my four fingered hand. And, of course, it has never grown back." Ash'eny lifted his hand, facing the palm towards Avalona, and he wriggled the little pinkie knuckle, which was the closest thing he had to a finger.
Ash'eny offered Avalona a smile as he placed his left hand on her shoulder and gave her a gentle squeeze. "Will you do me a favor? Don't be upset. I tend to absorb emotions easily." Ash'eny was somewhat joking, but he did hate to see girls cry. He had a soft spot for females, and not in the way that your typical horny teenage boy did, but he had a general desire to see that they were well treated, especially by themselves, which seemed the most common form of abuse to them. "I guess I could have saved the story until after you ate, hope your appetite isn't completely dead now." Ash'eny then looked specifically at Senre. "But yes, that is the story of Ash'eny's finger loss story. I know I'm not a great story teller or anything, but I promise it's true." Ash'eny didn't bother to mention the real good parts about how he was betrayed by his 'adopted family' or how they ridiculed him and he eventually ran away and lost his best friend in the process. The finger, it was traumatizing, but he could live with it, the rest was a bit more emotionally distressing to Ash'eny, and that he would not tell so easily.
At least Senre seemed to have warmed up to him, if only a little bit. Enough to ask personal questions it seemed. |