Amolina’s heart was beating like she had been participating in a fight, and she was breathing hard, like she had been running at full speed. She had been deeply asleep when the trashing, delirious Parnell closed one hand around her arm in an iron grip, while throwing his other hand into her face like he tried to stab and kill something. She grabbed his shoulders and tried to push him away, shouting at him, shouting his name. Parnell woke up, writhed on the floor like he was out of control of his own body, gave a weird laugh and babbled about their shared misery, coughed blood, had an attack of nausea, tried to retch without success, whined and whimpered in agony, confusedly rambled about having to kill, then stared at her with tearfilled and bloodshot eyes and fell back into sleep. This short intermezzo had been intense, shocking, repulsive. When it was over Amolina moved away from Parnell and sat with her back leaning on the wall while she watched him warily. Her face was aching after the punch she had recieved. Probing it carefully with her fingers, she wondered how bad it was. When it came to Parnell, she had no idea what was happening to him, but she knew this wasn’t how people used to react to a concussion. What could it be? She had not heard of something like this happening to somebody since…she had been poisoned. Suddenly, surprisingly Parnell’s odd and confused words made sense to her: “My misery…is your misery…is our misery”… Her misery. Poison. The idea seemed incredible at first. But the more she thought about it the more likely it seemed. Parnell was a poison maker. And he had been crammed with weapons. It wasn’t hard to believe that he could have poisons on him as well, perhaps poisoned weapons he had somehow lost control over in the fight against the boatman…hitting himself instead of his enemy. She had no way to know how bad it was, if he was going to recover or die. If somebody had asked her before this ill-fated escape, she might have thought it his just deserts to fall victim to his own poisons. It’s easy to say that kind of careless things when it’s only in theory and at a distance, and the living, breathing person isn’t there. But it was very different now, with Parnell just a few chimes ago writhing in agony on the floor, confused and desperate, coughing blood and crying helplessly, gazing into her eyes like a starving man begging for bread. But really Amolina Moletta, are you daft, not long ago this man wasn’t averse to flaying you alive, he would take pleasure in this if the roles were reversed. Parnell wouldn’t help you if you were the one writhing on the floor, coughing blood… Hey, this is your common sense speaking to you, sense I say, what’s with you chicken-heart, don’t be such a squeamish fool, drag him out and kick the blighter into the water, get rid of him for good… But like so many other humans Amonlina wanted to believe herself a logical being that took well thought through and sensible decisions based on facts…while truth was that she was the usual sad mix of obscure and mostly unexplained and intuitive motivations that makes a person do things that could easily be considered totally mindless. Now her common sense was silenced, buried under a wave of irrational emotion. She realized she didn’t want Nolan Parnell to die all of a sudden on the floor of a boathouse, crying. lacerated, lost in his misery and pain, with only her to keep him company. It was perhaps silly of her, this, but it was human. But she wasn’t sure how to help him. Amolina had no idea whatsoever what to do with a poisoned person. And bar Parnell, and perhaps Gaius Alzelin, she knew only one person who was knowledgeable about medicin and poisons and…well…research… Valerius Nitrozian. But would she want to speak with Valerius about this? She was sure Valerius would NOT like it. For a start, she could hardly speak with Valerius without first having searched Nolan Parnell in order to see if she could find evidence. She pulled the blankets away and started with baring the easiest part, his feet. Quite immediately she found a small vial there, in one of his socks. A really weird finding…it looked sly…this might be one of the poisons she had suspected he had on him. She didn’t dare to touch it so she wrapped in in the sock and put it among the fishing gear. And next…she tried to decide the best way to proceed. She felt uneasy. But if nothing stopped her, she would obviously attempt to search his body for weapons, poisons, marks, wounds or other evidence… |