Interesting or not, his eyes remained at the bottom of his teacup, his body shifting uncomfortably against what he assumed to be her gaze. He wanted to avoid it, the deep sea eyes, lest he be drawn into their currents again, unable to swim to safety and ultimately confess what he could not physically pronounce. He shifted again, placed his hand uneasily on the armrest while the other held the teacup by the handle. Slowly his eyes creeped over the brim of the cup, falling to the handle that his fingers clasped firmly, tensely. Unease remained in his person, nervous jitters spiking through his muscles at random intervals.
Her words came at a frightening volume, not that they were loud, but because they were piercing. In fright, he jumped, eyes straining to remain on the handle of the cup, ears opening to listen. She asked if he had ever delivered a beautiful letter, one she described earlier. At first he shrugged, a hasty thing, then he spoke, “I don’t really look at them, usually they’re in a bundle with other letters.” He took a moment to think further, eyes circling the brim of his cup. “I guess there was this one from a woman at the Mithryn Outpost who wanted to get a letter to her husband who was working here in the city. The parchment was white and signed with curly, dark letters. It was pretty to look at, easy to read because the letters were connected so… nicely. If I remember correctly the letter was wrapped up in ribbon, red ribbon. I thought it was pretty.” He shrugged again, quieting down.
He looked up then to affirm his words with a glance, a light tug at the corners of his mouth in a smile. Afterwards he leaned forward and took her cup from the coffee table, rising to stand and move towards what was her kitchen. He set the cups on the countertops but lingered in the distance, letting himself breath. He turned to face her, resting against the counters. He wondered how people did it, swallow their pride and simply, fearfully, state what they wanted to state. Weren’t they afraid of the consequences like he was? In any other situation he would’ve taken the leap by now, that’s what hunting was about in his mind, taking the leap once you’ve had enough information to safely execute your killing maneuver.
Unfortunately this was not a hunt and Elann was not a prey animal. She was a person, she was his person, bondmate, friend. She held so many titles so near to his otherwise distant heart, he viewed it as an impossibility that she could take on more, that she could take on the title greater than friend, a title whose name eluded him. ‘Lover’ was the word that eluded him, but did he want a lover, did he see that in Elann? He set his jaw, crossing his legs at the ankles. “How’re you feeling?” he asked, hoping a question on her wellbeing would distract his obnoxious thoughts.
Her words came at a frightening volume, not that they were loud, but because they were piercing. In fright, he jumped, eyes straining to remain on the handle of the cup, ears opening to listen. She asked if he had ever delivered a beautiful letter, one she described earlier. At first he shrugged, a hasty thing, then he spoke, “I don’t really look at them, usually they’re in a bundle with other letters.” He took a moment to think further, eyes circling the brim of his cup. “I guess there was this one from a woman at the Mithryn Outpost who wanted to get a letter to her husband who was working here in the city. The parchment was white and signed with curly, dark letters. It was pretty to look at, easy to read because the letters were connected so… nicely. If I remember correctly the letter was wrapped up in ribbon, red ribbon. I thought it was pretty.” He shrugged again, quieting down.
He looked up then to affirm his words with a glance, a light tug at the corners of his mouth in a smile. Afterwards he leaned forward and took her cup from the coffee table, rising to stand and move towards what was her kitchen. He set the cups on the countertops but lingered in the distance, letting himself breath. He turned to face her, resting against the counters. He wondered how people did it, swallow their pride and simply, fearfully, state what they wanted to state. Weren’t they afraid of the consequences like he was? In any other situation he would’ve taken the leap by now, that’s what hunting was about in his mind, taking the leap once you’ve had enough information to safely execute your killing maneuver.
Unfortunately this was not a hunt and Elann was not a prey animal. She was a person, she was his person, bondmate, friend. She held so many titles so near to his otherwise distant heart, he viewed it as an impossibility that she could take on more, that she could take on the title greater than friend, a title whose name eluded him. ‘Lover’ was the word that eluded him, but did he want a lover, did he see that in Elann? He set his jaw, crossing his legs at the ankles. “How’re you feeling?” he asked, hoping a question on her wellbeing would distract his obnoxious thoughts.