She claimed Alvadas wasn't home. That part he knew - he had pushed away all claims that it was home what seemed like an eternity ago. After all, home was safe, not a place for a genocide. Then she stated the Avanthal wasn't either. What was she on about? Avanthal was the only home left, wasn't it? His face twisted in even more confusion, refusing to accept that. Was she trying to say that Avanthal was destroyed? Gone? That they had no home left.
The ghost wasn't certain how to take the next words. Morwen was home. What did that mean? Morwen wasn't a place... Was she lying to him? Maybe she wasn't Vantha, maybe...
In rebirth. Before he had a chance to snap again with his confusion, he settled, letting her explain to him. Maybe she had meant Morwen was home and maybe she was right. The ghost wasn't certain whether if he was angry anymore, or just confused, and slowly, was starting to forget why he had even taken this body - who this body even belonged to.
He wasn't destroyed. That was what she had claimed. And those other claims - he could be another Vantha, or a bear, and regain his gift from the only goddess that mattered - those other claims pulled him in, as intoxicating as that thousand miza reward that had resulted in his death. But he didn't trust them. Was there even a life left for the Vantha? An Avanthal to return to?
"You mean," he asked, trying to gain some clarification, "Avanthal remains? Strong, undestroyed?" He hoped the Avanthal Alvadas that had been resembled nothing of his actual home. That had to be strong, unbreakable, a safe haven for him to return to, to even consider what she said.
"Yes," came a reply before this Vantha girl could even speak. An old woman, coated in wrinkles with the same Vantha eyes approached. To the ghost, it was Miss Tapeesa Skyglow, a Vantha he knew by name but by little else. To Madeira, it would be Einar, who sent her a knowing glance in case she let something spill out of that lying mouth of hers. "Avanthal is ready for your return."
Was he telling the truth? Did anyone even know the fate of Avanthal? The ghost was too caught up in the lie now. There were two Vantha before him, two telling him to leave everything behind. Telling him to come home.
Maybe it was the right time to listen.
"How?" The words came out swiftly, tinged with desperation. He was ready to leave. But in this body, he almost felt alive again. Before, that had fueled his anger, been part of the plan to make them all pay. But now that this girl before him was offering to give Lhex the responsibility, whoever that was, he was ready to go. If only he could figure out how to pry himself from the body, let himself leave.
Was that how it worked? "How?" he asked again, voice visibly straining now. Was this the Speaker's continued punishment? Refusing to let him go? The ghost struggled in the body, but wasn't proficient enough in his own skills - or certain enough with them - to break free. "Tell me how!"
The ghost wasn't certain how to take the next words. Morwen was home. What did that mean? Morwen wasn't a place... Was she lying to him? Maybe she wasn't Vantha, maybe...
In rebirth. Before he had a chance to snap again with his confusion, he settled, letting her explain to him. Maybe she had meant Morwen was home and maybe she was right. The ghost wasn't certain whether if he was angry anymore, or just confused, and slowly, was starting to forget why he had even taken this body - who this body even belonged to.
He wasn't destroyed. That was what she had claimed. And those other claims - he could be another Vantha, or a bear, and regain his gift from the only goddess that mattered - those other claims pulled him in, as intoxicating as that thousand miza reward that had resulted in his death. But he didn't trust them. Was there even a life left for the Vantha? An Avanthal to return to?
"You mean," he asked, trying to gain some clarification, "Avanthal remains? Strong, undestroyed?" He hoped the Avanthal Alvadas that had been resembled nothing of his actual home. That had to be strong, unbreakable, a safe haven for him to return to, to even consider what she said.
"Yes," came a reply before this Vantha girl could even speak. An old woman, coated in wrinkles with the same Vantha eyes approached. To the ghost, it was Miss Tapeesa Skyglow, a Vantha he knew by name but by little else. To Madeira, it would be Einar, who sent her a knowing glance in case she let something spill out of that lying mouth of hers. "Avanthal is ready for your return."
Was he telling the truth? Did anyone even know the fate of Avanthal? The ghost was too caught up in the lie now. There were two Vantha before him, two telling him to leave everything behind. Telling him to come home.
Maybe it was the right time to listen.
"How?" The words came out swiftly, tinged with desperation. He was ready to leave. But in this body, he almost felt alive again. Before, that had fueled his anger, been part of the plan to make them all pay. But now that this girl before him was offering to give Lhex the responsibility, whoever that was, he was ready to go. If only he could figure out how to pry himself from the body, let himself leave.
Was that how it worked? "How?" he asked again, voice visibly straining now. Was this the Speaker's continued punishment? Refusing to let him go? The ghost struggled in the body, but wasn't proficient enough in his own skills - or certain enough with them - to break free. "Tell me how!"