Eda waited, tense, hopeful that maybe, of the slimmest chance, she had gotten through to Tarrow. She thought she had felt a waver in his countenance, the smallest sign of doubt. She knew that he had misgivings, that he thought himself a monster. She prayed, oh Gods she prayed, that he would take the chance she was offering him, offering him a chance for redemption and peace and life. Tarrow did not need to be alive to have life. He would never have life with Stheno, and it frustrated her that he could not see that - or rather, that he could see it and wouldn't do anything about it. Her body tensed up as he shifted closer to her, Thetch's lips brushing against her skin as he spoke the two words that made her heart stop and all hope to be lost. She couldn't respond, she merely stared hard at Yartree's form, WILLING him to get up, to move. She couldn't focus on Tarrow anymore. She was losing the battle for him, losing the battle for life - Yartree's. She had already lost Damie. Oh Gods, she was a monster. Here she was, mourning the loss of Tarrow, when her own father's carcass lay desecrated by the soul of the true monster. She didn't feel the pain of that yet, and the fact that she didn't feel pain was more painful than anything. Angrily, she shoved her hands against Tarrow, and though it did not do anything, at least he could feel her rage. Suddenly, with a mood swing faster than she had expected, she hated Tarrow for corrupting her. With a hiss, she bit out two simple words. "Petch you."
Her head snapped over to Damie -- Stheno, she berated herself -- when he chuckled, a harsh mean sound that was unbefitting the proud Drykas her father really was. Her eyes were suddenly flashing in anger, and it was all she could do not to start yelling at him. Instead, she stood, still gripped by Tarrow - she revelled in the slight pain, allowing it to fuel her anger - and stayed silent, a dark glare adorning her face as she stared at Stheno with all the hate she could muster. In life, her father would never have let her get away with such impudence, but in death, he had no more say. She let the rage she felt at these two wash over her. She had never allowed herself to feel rage before. It was too dangerous to be angry around Damie and Yartree, when they kept her under their thumb. But now Damie was dead and Yartree could be dying, and there was nothing to stop Eda's pain and anger at being the forgotten one all these years. Even the petching monster Stheno had forgotten her. She was just some girl Tarrow had to keep occupied while he did the work. She was just a little hiccup. She swore to herself as she stood fuming, not paying the least attention to the self satisfying rants of the Nuit, that she would not be forgotten again. These two petching dead bastards would not forget that she was a threat, she was a petching Drykas. She was NOT forgotten.
She raised her attention to him once again, having not taken in a word of the trite he had just uttered, when he stood up, the blankets falling away and exposing the true horror of what the Nuit had done to Damie's body. He had defiled it. His body looked weak, and the bandages were transmuted with the earthy colours of green and brown, a sickening colour like an old bruise. His eyes were clouded, and he looked disgusting. A shiver ran down her spine, and her back pressed up against Thetch's chest, as she stared at the riddled mess that was Damie's body. It was even more horrifying to know that that wound was there by Damie's own hand.
Eda's entire body flinched at his suggestion, suddenly scared that despite all her rage and fury and intent, she would die alongside her family, extinguishing her pavilion in one fell stroke. Her hands gripped hard at Tarrow's thighs, suddenly afraid, her nails biting into his skin. "No--" she stammered, a pure survival instinct in an attempt to do whatever she could to save herself. But Tarrow began to argue with Stheno then, and in a frenzied pace she wondered how she could get out of Tarrow's grip, get to Yartree and heave him outside. In her state, she was almost half convinced it could be done. With a squeak, she choked as Tarrow's grip tightened on her hair, pulling her face further up to his. She listened to his words and suddenly, everything in her seemed to still. Could she trust him? But he began to push on her out of the tent, and it was all she could do to go along, unless she wanted a sword through the throat. Her eyes were trained on Yartree the entire time she was forced out of the tent, praying to every God in the pantheon that by the time she returned, he wouldn't be the new Stheno.
She gasped as she was let go, once outside. She fell to her knees, on all fours like a dog as she gasped for air. Time stood still for a moment as her tired brain hurried to process everything that had just happened, and was still happening inside the tent. With a cry, she stood up hurriedly, flailing, her hand going directly to the hilt of her beloved broadsword. She spun around, fully intending to threaten Tarrow - but the broken look on his face and the tired tone of his words halted her. She watched him, warily, and a part of her - the part that still lay, caring and the kind Eda she always was underneath that foreign rage - broke for him. It was what stilled the blade as she watched him, quietly gasping and stuttering through his heart wrenching explanation. She listened to his story, and suddenly she could not fault him. She was so confused. She wanted to say so much, but he hurried through his words, justifying his devotion to his bondmate, and then signing his own death warrant. Eda was witnessing the breaking of a man, and it hurt her to the core to watch him come undone.
She was about to question him, when he commanded her to cut off Stheno's head and he fled from the body. She waited for a moment, in still shock, hoping that Tarrow would materialise and explain everything better, but he did not. She was alone. And she had been ordered to chop off her own father's HEAD. He was dead, long dead, and his body was already defiled - but his head. How could she stare her father in the eye as the appendage fell from his body? She couldn't do it. No way could she do it.
Until she stopped, and remembered Yartree still lay unconcious and silent inside the tent. So, without anymore thought, she turned and hurried straight into the pavillion. She didn't think of the fact she may have to kill her own father - his second death within a day - she didn't think she may be running to her own death. She didn't think that Tarrow had fled. She only drew the knotted broadsword, and ran back into the pavilion. For Yartree. Endrykas. Tarrow. Herself. |
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