by Tessa Poe on August 8th, 2011, 9:41 am
She breathed a sigh of relief as he spoke, thankful that he wasn't the type to take offence at her words. Things would have ended badly for her she was sure if he had been. She leant back a little further with a jingle of chainmail, basking in the early afternoon sun, worries over dinner quite forgotten, though that might have something to do with it being replaced by worries over her guest. She really wasn't sure what to make of him, on the one hand he seemed to want to reach out, to talk to her and all, but on the other he kept talking about his... his magic and that just made her so very uncomfortable. It was like being constantly reminded that he could probably end her with a wave of his hand, and while he might say that he'd never do that, who knew with a mage?
She stayed quiet as he kept talking, again apparently in the hope that'd it reassure her, but she'd never heard some of them before. It was sort of surprising that he was this open about it all, and if she was entirely honest if it wasn't for the fact that he was a knight she'd have probably asked him to leave, or at least hinted at it. Despite her worries though she had to admit to some curiosity about it all, and since he was being so open about it maybe it would be best to ask him... forewarned is forearmed as her Da always said, and the more she knew about... magic... the better prepared she'd be if she ever had to face it. She had to suppress a shiver at the thought, it wasn't exactly a comforting one, at all. There were good reasons why people didn’t exactly welcome mages with open arms, and yet here was hoping to change their perceptions? What could he hope to achieve as one man? Every single horror story of a… mage… doing something would tar him, taint his reputation, never mind the events of the Valterian and what it had done to the world… and yet here he was seemingly entirely earnest in his intentions to reverse all that. It was admirable in some ways, but so unlikely in others.
"Overgive? Djed? I'm sorry, I don't know all that much about... you know... but if it helps you certainly don't seem like you're, well crazy, or anything like that." There, that had been a polite enough inquiry hadn't it? Or at least an implied inquiry, whether or not he chose to go into detail was up to him really. At least he seemed to be moving on to a more pleasant subject, one that didn't scare her half witless. She couldn't keep the look of surprise from her face though at his last words, so close to ones she'd used herself, well aside from the mage bit. She smiled, genuinely now as she looked over her small fire at him, and her voice lit up with a little more warmth as she spoke. "There is something so very refreshing about being out here, and every day when you wake up you know there's nothing to stop you going off to see whatever you want. If I didn't have to go back to the city every so often for supplies and all I'd probably never go there at all… and please, don’t worry about being nervous, I’m… much the same with new people, if it wasn’t for the fact that you’re a knight and all I know I’d be much the same… and I have no idea why I just said that." Tessa chewed on her lip in thought as she realised exactly what words had come from her mouth, that’s what she got for not concentrating… and now she was back to worrying as to his reaction. Gods this wasn’t exactly her ideal afternoon.