[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

The second meeting of a Nakivak and her Talvis. He speaks and she dreams.

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[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

Postby Kavala on October 19th, 2011, 4:39 pm

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Even held in his arms as she combed his memories, Kavala's heart went out to him. The workshop was such a classic example of what the Akalak did to themselves on a regular basis and it weakened them. She could tell the darkness in Cugacon was seething, dangerous, locked away and hurting. Kavala, locked deep in her meditation and enthralled with a strangers Chavi, had no recourse other than to judge his entire race cruel. Hadn't his father warned him? Hadn't his grandfather and uncles and great uncles all told him how dangerous it was to never let his other soul out? Had no one ever taught him not to be afraid of his other half but to reply on him as a twin and as another piece of his soul? Cuga had to be in his forties, had to have years stretching out behind him where the equal partner, the one who should have been Cuga's strength had been locked in the dark with no recourse for any sort of release other than what Cuga allowed.

Kavala bled for the imprisoned. She bled for all the Akalak that did that to themselves. Hatot had kept Radris tightly chained until she'd kept urging him out and after a very rough start, Hatot had slowly learned that Radris wasn't a monster... only opposite Hatot's personality - the black to his white - and in accepting him found balance. Cuga had no balance and Eowe couldn't possibly have any sanity leashed so tightly. Back then, as boys, she could tell the other one had wanted badly to help with the spear shaft and had tried to get Cuga to work the wood. What if Cuga had let him? Would it have been such a bad thing?

How was it that the Akalak understood so little of their own needs? Was it because men were blind to emotion and what twisting happened when someone caged a man like they did their other halves? She'd been in a cage for a great deal of time - a terrible season - and had been helpless but for the whims of others. She knew the feeling and what it was like to walk the edge of madness. Kavala had never strayed across the line, but that didn't mean she couldn't gaze out and see what was there.

Eowe. He needed freedom. He needed time to be a man, to own the body he shared, to play in Cugacon's world... if he was still whole. Kavala wondered.

She dug deeper, looked further, traveling along the Chavi, she paid no attention if she went forward or backwards. She touched upon a place where the interwoven chavi linked again and dove in for a closer look. There were the sounds of splashing, the smell of the sea, and people laughing - men and boys - and then a hush as if someone was about to speak or tell a story. Water was all around them... a boat of some kind. Fishing? Swimming? Just taking a sea voyage? Kavala watched on curious, wondering what the situation was and why it was strong in Cuga's mind.
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[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

Postby Cugacon on October 20th, 2011, 8:38 am

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The sun beat down fiercely, casting a thousand sparkling diamonds over the undulating surface of the sea. Voices called in excitement, interspersed with laughter and yells and calling out. There was quite a crowd gathered. Watching this training, which was something of a spectacle, was almost as much fun as attending a festival. The bulk of those in attendance were males, exclusively Akalak, for what few non-Akalak males there were in Riverfall had no business being here. But there was a smattering of females – human, kelvic, konti – mothers and sisters, nakivak and those perhaps considering becoming one – for the right price. Cugacon, arms crossed across an already impressively hard, muscled chest, stood impassively, seeing and hearing but not really paying much attention to the crowd slightly below and off to his left. His entire mind was focused on the water – his body absorbing and assimilating the motion of the waves below. He watched the way each one came in and broke and sucked back out again, letting their rhythm soak through his skin into his heart. The pattern was the key. The beat was the source – of success, or failure. Even though he knew Elantok was over there, somewhere, watching him watch the waves, he didn’t try to locate him. By his side was Djan, but his friend, too, was thinking only of the waves. Or, at least, he should have been. Hopefully he was.

They and seven other boys about their same age stood on the lip of the natural bowl. All of them had passed their rite of trial. All of them were skilled fighters, athletes, swimmers. Even Djan, with his now useless arm, had re-taught his body how to navigate the waters of this harbor on the Suvan Sea. The Bluevein fell 3,000 feet to tumble onto the rocks below, some quarter mile to the east. Here, where the boys stood, the tumult of the Valterrian had cast rocks up and thrust them down and in the aftermath a jagged bowl had remained. The surf here surged with the ferocity of an enraged glassbeak, leaping at the rocks and trying to pull them back into the sea. Wave after wave would rush towards them, crash about their toes and the ten meter drop below them, and then drag itself back to join with its mother ocean. Wave after wave after wave. At high tide, for a period of about an hour, the water rose just enough that, if a boy timed his leap exactly right, he could join with those raging, rushing foaming waters, and avoid the rocks below its surface - rocks that would rip and tear and chew a boy to pieces if he timed his leap badly. He could launch himself outward, into the air, and meet with the cold shock of liquid, and pull himself strongly and quickly, to ride out with the receding wave, over the lip of the bowl – over another ridge of sharp, inanimate, merciless evil. Out onto the deep water beyond. Swimming strongly to evade the next wave’s clutches. Swimming out and around and to the calmer water beyond, back to the shelving rocks that ran more gently down to the sea, where the onlookers stood to cheer the boys on. If a boy timed his leap exactly right, he would survive.

The time for arguing was over. Cugacon had tried, his very best. The Akalak who was in charge of this fun little activity – one deemed to hone a boy’s mind and body both – had tried. Djan’s father had tried, as had everyone who knew the boy. All to no avail. And it wasn’t the Akalak way to tell a boy
No – you are forbidden to try!. A year ago, give or take, Cuagcan and Djan and two other boys had gone out onto the plain and brought down a huge, mature Glassbeak, without incident. They had been welcomed by their fathers, their families, the entire city as men in training, worthy to choose a profession. Cugacon and Djan had chosen together, as they had frequently done for many of their growing up years – hunters. Both boys were set on living their life out on the plains, hunting for food and for Zith – doing their part to provide for their city. A month after the celebration of their accomplishment, as Djan knelt down in the street to retrieve a dropped miza, a horse five paces away spooked, stung by an insect. It kicked viciously while crow hopping right beside the boy. The hoof missed his head by a hair, and landed squarely on his shoulder. The healer’s said the bone was not broken, but some evil had entered Djan’s bones. His arm hung limp, like a rag. No matter what they tried, so it remained.

Cuga was baffled by this twist of life. Many said Djan was simply marked by the gods – he had been too slow to react – he had no business being a hunter. Djan himself accepted his altered state with stoicism. As best he could, he tried to re-learn all the skills he would need. And he was actually doing quite well – for only having one arm. Compared to those with two, though . . .

And so it had come to this particular test of a boy’s abilities – one of thousands any Akalak that wished to be a fighter of any sort had to face. Failure didn’t automatically spell death. A badly timed jump would result in injuries, sometimes serious ones, but generally there were more than enough men and boys to make sure the jumper didn’t actually drown. But really, with only one arm, though Djan had taught himself to swim, after a fashion, there was just no way. No way.

Everyone seemed to know this but Djan. And so, Cugacon cleared his mind, resolved to jump in just as soon as Djan’s feet left the ledge. Knowing that his friend would hate him for it did not deter Cuga. One way or another – whether they dragged themselves up on the sloping rocks down the way bitter enemies from that moment forth - he was not going to let Djan drown.

There was another mind that was entirely focused on his friend as well. A pale face, with flowing white hair like an aura, a slim body, and two huge, pale blue eyes – Jale. The young Konti’s brother stood on the rock ledge with Cuga and Djan as well. But her brother had no intention of helping Djan survive. Quite the opposite, in fact. Jale’s brother – Telikal – would be overjoyed to see his sister’s admirer drown, or be ripped to shreds on the rocks. That his sister was as fond of Djan as Djan was of her mattered not to Telikal. Once the two had been friends. Since Djan’s injury, Telikal had insisted that Djan was no longer worthy to be looking at his sister in the way that he did. He had told both of them that, despite his father’s warning to calm down and not stick his nose in where it didn’t belong. Jale was far too young to be thinking about a partner, in any case. Time would surely see the two drift apart. Be patient, he counseled his son. Your sister will see for herself that a one armed man is no man at all. She will see. She will abandon her admiration for Djan.

Well, that might in fact have come to pass, eventually. But Jale was a hard headed little thing and the more her brother berated her, the deafer she became to his lecturing. So, as the boys readied themselves, she stood quietly though her heart was beating so hard she thought it might burst out of her chest. She too had argued with Djan. Though she might not have realized it, she was probably the main reason he had refused to listen even to her.

There was no pre-set order. Each boy would choose to step forward when he wished. There was no valor in being first, no shame in being last. A true warrior did not seek to glorify himself nor to denigrate his brothers. Cuga waited, the rhythm of the waves now as familiar as his breathing. When Djan stepped forward, he would edge closer. When his friend leapt, he would be by his side.

The crowd had quieted, a sign that all present were watching the pounding surf, knowing the time was now. It didn’t take long for the first boy to step up, eyes riveted, and within five heartbeats, he was gone, flying through space, his body an arrow, arms cleaving into the surface of the man eating wave. The onlookers had held their breaths, and exhaled as one, as the boys dark body skimmed up through the water, meters away, riding expertly on the very crest of the wave as it retreated back into the sea. A roar went up and cheers broke out from every throat. All except the one who was concentrating so very hard on just one individual in the entire universe. Jale refused to take her eyes from the form of Djan, her breath catching in her throat as she thought she saw his foot move. No, another boy had quickly come forward. Djan remained where he was, steady and unmoving, his expression, though she could barely see his features from her vantage point, still and calm.

The second boy did well enough, as did the third. Six remained, and Telikal hung back furthest, waiting. As the crowd cheered a third time, Djan moved, his feet bringing him right to the lip of the slippery rock. One wave broke at his feet, the spray reaching to his thighs. As it receded, Cuagcon slipped forward – only a matter of one step. But Telikal did as well. Cuga looked in surprise at Telikal. This never happened. Boys did not jostle to be next – for obvious reasons. To lose focus was to lose any chance of succeeding – of surviving. He eyes flashed to Djan, who was slightly in front of him. Had Djan seen? Did he know Telikal was there?

There was no time. The incoming wave crashed up, wetting all three boys. An arm flashed out, and one boy went flying – then a second. Then a third. The crowd gasped. Three boys in that treacherous bowl at once? What was going on? How had this happened? Would any of them be able to ride to safety? All eyes were focused on the water, already sucking back out to sea.
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[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

Postby Cugacon on October 25th, 2011, 11:06 am

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Cugacon hit the water in entirely the wrong position. At the last moment he had been forced to jump further to the right than was wise, but he had no choice. Above, on the edge of the rock shelf, it had been Telikal’s arm that had shoved into Djan’s back, sending him flying, but not as Djan had wished to be. Then, through happenchance or through some evil intervention of the gods, Telikal had lost his balance and his footing, and into the water he too plunged, right on top of the falling Djan. Unable to stop any of this, Cugacon had leapt in, to the right, not wishing to be the third boy in the pile that hit the water.

The shock of cold was brief, as his body plummeted downwards into the wave. Underwater, the surf was in a tumult and visibility was practically zero. So, with outstretched arms and grasping hands, Cuga tried to feel about him in the few precious seconds he would have before the wave began to retreat. As he continued to sink lower, carried by his own momentum, he felt the jab, and then the rending pain in his thigh, as it caught on a jagged tooth of rock. For a moment his attention was diverted, wondering if he would get caught enough to impale his leg and not be able to wrench it loose quickly enough to surface before the wave both shredded and drowned him. But he felt his thigh slice cleanly away from the rock, and, not knowing what might come next, he opened his eyes, despite the poor chance of seeing anything or anyone.

An elbow smashed into his face and he grabbed at it. There was no way to tell whose it was, but he did not intend to let go. Whoever it was did not resist, and, with no idea if the now screwed up timing would allow them to escape the bowl or not, Cuga kicked vigorously and the two boys shot towards the surface. Almost instantly, Cuga smashed full force into an obstructive object above him. It had to be the other boy, he realized, shoving with all his might, still hanging onto that arm with one hand, kicking fiercely with his feet. He had no way to make a grab for the other one, but hoped his efforts would somehow propel whoever it was as well, and all three would make it to the surface. It was now a tangle of limbs and Cuga felt the breath burning in his lungs. The body above would not move enough out of the way, and it resisted the push of his head and shoulders. Desperately, Cuga pulled to the right, trying to move around it. For a long moment, he struggled, pulling the one he still had a hold of, hoping that boy too would not entangle in the stubbornly stuck one. With a final monumental effort, Cuga managed to jerk free and rose to the surface, wondering what in the hell he would find, in terms of getting out of that bowl and into the safer swells of the sea beyond.

With a ragged gasp, he sucked in air as his head finally broke the surface. They were still almost at the very base of the rocks, right where they had jumped, and he realized a second wave was now carrying them upwards. If he could just hold on to whoever it was – he did not allow himself to look – and let the wave do its work, they could survive this. Without warning, though, he felt a mighty tug and the one in his grasp was gone. He turned his head to look, and saw only a white swirl, before the wave crashed down on his head, sending him under once more.

Somehow he got turned over and his heels were facing the sun as his head swept in a lethal arc towards a dark mass of rock. He felt the jolt and then nothing.

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Salt stung eyes drifted open warily. The glare of the sun was too much though, and his eyelids quickly drooped again. The fingers of his right hand flexed slightly and he felt the smooth, hot rock under them, and then he realized he was lying on it.

“He’s coming round” A hushed voice, almost awestruck. “He’s back with us. Elantok!” Surprise – relief – elation. A pair of hands cupping his face.

“Cugacon. Son. Are you there?” His father ‘s voice, so full of worry, so full of hope.

Groggily, his eyes opened again, squinting. The shadow of his father falling over his face made the light bearable. His whole body ached and his head felt like it had been split open. He tried to move without thinking and groaned at the pains – in head and leg and shoulder, wrist and ribs. His green eyes met Elantok’s, and there was a question there and one word spilled from his lips.

“Djan?”

He felt the warmth of his father’s hand on his sore shoulder, Elantok patting him ever so gently. His father shook his head slightly. Cugacon felt his heart sink and his eyes closed.

“Don’t worry, my son, your friend lives. Thanks to you and Jale.”

Cugacon’s eyes flew open. The swirl of white. And the other? The boy who had almost trapped them in the water? The body that had seemed stuck somehow?

“Telikal?” he croaked, his throat dry from all the salt water he had swallowed.

This time, Elantok shook his head more noticeably, his face grave. This time, his meaning was clear. “It took three men to dislodge his body from the rocks.” That patting hand again. Cugacon squeezed his eyes shut tightly. Telikal had been a friend, once.

He felt a drop of water splash on his face and for a third time his eyes opened. He saw the water running slowly down Elantok neck, his shoulders, and chest, from the graying hair. His father’s body was glistening with sea water. The man who had not sired him, but who had raised him. The man who had, no doubt, run and jumped into that seething cauldron of wave and rock to save him. Cugacon slowly, painfully raised his hand to rest on his father’s forearm.

Elantok’s hand on his shoulder gripped him gently, a gesture of reassurance – of comfort, of love - before the healer spoke, telling him to move aside a bit so he could check the boy over again.


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Postby Kavala on October 25th, 2011, 4:53 pm

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Kavala watched, traveling Cugacon's chavi and saw with not only her heart but her mind what kind of man he was. It made no difference that his boyhood played itself out in scenes that were both frightening and rewarding - such was an Akalak's life. But what mattered was with the quality he lived those events and did what he could for all the others around him. She'd held her breath when they boys had jumped and fallen, all together, all dangerously. That she could not follow, could not jump to save them like Elantok had made her heart break. There wouldn't have been much a slight Konti like herself could have done but she could have breathed for them if they needed it. She could have searched in the churning water for the boys without fear of drowning at all. But she was a Dreamwalker, and until Nysel deemed it otherwise, she could only observe.

And in Cugacon's arms, her entire body jerked when the boys jumped, though she didn't wake, not quite, because her mind was too focused on what was happening and who was going to live or die. When events were etched on the chavi this clearly, often there as death or fear or pain or loss. Kavala stroked Cugacon's chavi at the site, wanting to sooth it, knowing how much it had effected who he was as an adult as well. He was no stranger to death. He was no stranger to sabotage or jealousy or pain. He knew more than a man should know, even one full grown.

But strangely it didn't push her away. It showed her instead how fiercely loyal he was to his family and friends. It showed her how protective he could be to those he'd made commitments too. Cugacon loved his father, even though he didn't share blood with him, and that made all the difference in the world to Kavala. She couldn't, no wouldn't, let another man into her bed and into her heart that would turn his back on her. Hatot and Radris' abandonment had been devastating. The fact that they hadn't been there for the birth of their son nor had bothered to visit him since had truly hurt Kavala, not only for herself but for all the questions that would come with Tasi was old enough and needed his father. Kavala didn't even know if she could raise her son and give him all the things he needed to fit into Akalak society on her own without someone else being there.

And it was all well and good that someone else had bought her contract and now owned her body and her time, but she needed to know if her heart would be safe or if there was yet again more danger for her here. The truth was it would be easier to hate Cugacon and to simply let him take what he needed in blind obedience or defiance rather than risk loosing yet another piece of her soul to someone that took everything and gave nothing back. Rape was tolerable and preferable over that sort of pain.

But here was a whole different scenario. Cugacon had two things he needed her for, and she was fast understanding why the Gods sent him to her. First was it was time for a son, and that was something she'd gladly now give him. And while she'd given too much of herself during sex with Hatot and Radris, she'd try to enjoy it with Cugacon because he deserved a willing partner. Her first contract had taught her sex didn't need to involve blood and pain and a yielding of oneself. Two bodies coming together could be magic. And in a way, Kavala thought that's how Tasifal had happened. She'd given her heart and soul to her mate and in doing so something ponderous had been born. Kavala also thought it helped that she'd played with magic all through her pregnancy. So she'd wake up, take the pair further, and begin the process that would eventually grant Cugacon a child. She wouldn't be his whore. She wouldn't even be his broodmare. She'd try her best to be his partner. It was a hard situation for both of them, but she'd do her best to smooth it out and make it easy for him to do what they both disagreed with.

But he needed her more than just for a child. Cugacon was imperfectly blended with his second soul. She could tell by the way he oppressed Eowe. It made the darker half dangerous, cruel, and in tremendous pain because he couldn't' do what others of his kind could. How would Cuga be if he'd been trapped in a body he couldn't use and couldn't even speak with or run with unless the one in control - the stronger one - let him. And Kavala could tell Cugacon was terrified of Eowe and rarely let him do anything. He needed equal time with Cuga's body. He needed the ability to come out and do his own thing - use his own hands, swing his own weapons, speak with his own words, and even bed his contracted Nakivak. He needed Kavala to champion him. And she knew, like she knew with other dark halves she'd helped, that it wouldn't be easy at first. Crude, socially unstable, possibly violent or angry, the other soul would need a woman's tender touch. They all did. And if she could survive his wrath, his rage, she'd do what she could to help Cugacon balance himself out and give equal time to both his souls.

She'd sacrifice for that, whatever the cost, because it made the Akalak's so much stronger to have two minds, two sets of emotions, two willpower's within them. And she didn't want her future child's father being at risk, being less strong than he could be, being afraid of what was inside of him rather than leaning on it and appreciating it as it should have been.

Kavala moved on, threading the interwoven Chavi moving past the rescue with relief and understanding how much it had formed the Cugacon of today.

She switched Chavi though there was really no difference where the two tangled completely inseparable as were all Akalak chavi. Looking up and down the length of it, its beautiful multihued spiral, Kavala could see that Eowe's chavi and Cugacon's chavi had tangled more than one places meaning they'd been together in more than one life. Past lives were for another time though. She wanted the relationship of the now. If she wanted to draw Eowe out and help teach him to interact with society and work WITH Cugacon, she'd have to focus on right now and who he was at that moment. If she was committing to Cugacon here and now, she was also committing to the dark half, whom she believed could be no monster, no matter how much oppression he'd suffered and now matter how much he'd hurt. Women had power in that. They could heal with their touches and sooth with their bodies. She'd do both, if there was any chance, and bring him forth so that one day she could make speak to them both at the same time and maybe even be with them both at the same time without darkness, jealousy, or fear on anyone's counts.

So randomly she picked a spot on Eowe's chavi and dove into it. A rite was going on somewhere. He was watching, like he always watched, but there were things he wanted to add to the conversation, the ceremony... Cugacon held him in check and with a tight rein. He wasn't allowed to speak. He wasn't allowed to use the body. His rage filled him even as a prat of him beat on Cugacon's mental barriers. She watched the situation play out, the barriers weaken, and eventually Cugacon will fade as Eowe's rage took over.

She watched for a long time.. .wanting to know her enemy and know what she needed to do to him to make him her friend.

Then, when the scene was over and history shared, Kavala opened her eyes. Cugacon as still stroking her body, caressing it, learning its curves. She'd lift her head and gently shift against him, turning, so instead of sitting on his lap facing away, she'd face towards him. She wouldn't push his hands away... no... she'd invited his touch after all. Instead, she leaned forward, tangle her hands in his hair, and gently touched her lips to his, coaxingly, wanting to taste him before she knew him any other way.
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[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

Postby Cugacon on October 28th, 2011, 6:02 pm

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Fury. Anger so intense and so deep and so implacable that it burns the soul up from inside out. Rage – that knows no outlet. Impotence. Imprisonment. Strength – that I can not use. Power - that I am forever denied. Forever? No, it will be not forever, Brother. Try as you might, you can not contain me forever. You can not detain me here in the deepest part of ourselves until you draw our last breath. I will find a way out. I WILL find a way . . .

The voice beat inside Cugacon’s skull. He felt the breath in his own chest and knew it was not his. His hands – he looked down and saw the crimson running from his finger tips. Just like before, fifteen years ago. But this time, there had been only Zith – thank the gods. The Rite of Passage was a solo endeavor. But nothing ever done by an Akalak was truly on his own, was it? Even when a fool such as Cugacon tried so mightily to keep his brother at bay – it was futile. It was true – Cuga knew it. Eowe had great strength – strength that only increased with each day that he was kept locked down, beaten back, bound by his brother’s fear. And he longed for power. Eowe craved it, and was determined to have it – just as Cugacon was resolved to deny it him.

Cuga surveyed the carnage Eowe had wrought, trying to ignore the howling, screaming mad man in his head and his own rapidly beating heart. How had Eowe done it? How had his dark half broken free? During the ceremony that had sent Cugacon out onto the plains, he had sensed the first infinitesimal crack. The Council of Elders had said the traditional words to set his feet on the path of his Rite Of Passage, and he had listened silently, respectfully, all the while feeling a tensing in his chest. His muscles had contracted and flexed, almost painfully so, and Cugacon had felt as if his body was trying to shed its skin, like a snake. He couldn’t get away quick enough when the ceremony had finally ended and he had run as fast as his legs could carry him – could carry them – out into the grass. Running helped. It always did. But this time, it hadn’t been enough.

For two days and nights, Cuga had tracked the Zith hunting party. For two days and nights he had fought against his demon, his brother, a foe he feared more than he did any furry batlike predator. Cuga had seen what the Zith could do. He had seen what Eowe could do as well. On the whole, he’d pick tackling a Zith any day over trying to put Eowe back in that cramped part of his soul where the dark brother lived. Then, he had felt a lightness - a lightening – and a normalcy, that in and of itself should have made his mind scream in warning. But he had drawn close to the hunters that he himself was hunting. Focused as Cuga was on the Zith, he was lulled by the clever Eowe into thinking that he had slunk back into his dismal den. Clever beast.

One Zith was taken out with a snare, and the other three had turned to track the tracker. As Cugacon had dropped out of the tree onto the back of the last Zith in the line, Eowe had leapt up from his dark hiding place and by the time the Akalak had made contact with the Zith, Eowe was ripping the creature’s wing from its back. Getting a better grip on the head, it took just one swift movement to snap it to the side and as the thing sagged in his muscular arm, a bloodthirsty howl ululated from those blue, snarling lips. The two Zith were on him in a heartbeat, and Eowe could have kissed them for the gift of violent death they brought to him. Theirs – not his.

With an inexorable grip like that of the wolverine, he tore a black silky arm from its socket, using it as a club to stun the one who was already screaming in pain and gushing blood everywhere. The other Zith’s claws were raking at Eowe’s back, digging deep grooves from which his own blood leapt and ran in rivulets. But Eowe had already reached back and pulled the creature forward enough to sink his white teeth deep into the flesh of its throat. Crimson splashed on face and neck and chest as the thing clawed frantically at the Akalak. With fingers formed into an iron wedge, Eowe thrust hard, under the solar plexus, bruising the heart. The Zith would have died slowly, but Eowe was impatient. Releasing it from his bite, he flung it to the ground with his mouth and stomped brutally on its mid-drift. Internal organs burst and ripped, as Eowe drew his knife.

There was no butchery about his motions. No technique or purpose or method, other than to rend and tear, rip and shred – to turn each corpse – or corpse in the making – to a bloody, tattered heap. As he worked each body over, he howled – and laughed and cursed the gods and all of creation – all the free creatures of the earth. He dipped his hands in the blood of his enemy and ran them through his hair – over his face – up and down his arms and chest. As full night fell, he danced about the remains and ate, and finally, exhausted, slept, stretched on his back, spread eagle, his limbs flung outwards in glorious space, his gore smeared face tilted towards the stars.

And so it was that Cugacon had slipped up on him, all unaware – so giddy in his revelry – and as Eowe slept, his light brother had once more wrapped him tightly in his iron chain of will. Eowe had woken, instantly, and the two had fought long and hard but in the end, Cugacon had won out. For now, fear still held sway over pain.


But it will not always be thus, Brother. You know this. I know that you know this. One day my pain will be greater than your fear – and that is the day that I will destroy you. And of the two of us, can you really point your finger at me and call me evil – when in fact you are looking in a mirror?


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He had felt the slight startle, and thought she was waking. But Kavala dozed on, nestled against his chest, settled in his lap. Was she dreaming? Perhaps of the near disaster that had been averted? What was more alarming to her psyche – the fall or the catch? Cugacon pondered the thoughts and feelings of the Konti now pressed so comfortably along his body. At the same time, he allowed his own feelings to ebb and then flow as they would. If Kavala wished to make a first step towards . . . friendship, or intimacy, or passion – he couldn’t gauge the sincerity of her motivations. All he could do was either go along with her or not. And his body was telling him that he would, and the consequences could be dealt with at some later time.

Thus, when Kavala finally stirred, and then shifted, turning about to resettle herself facing him, his hands slid around to her back and then downwards, cupping around the tops of her thighs and pulling her slightly closer. His eyes were open and their green depths encountered her blue ones, the color of the water at the base of the falls, though now they were still and calm, no longer storming with the tumult of emotions. Surprised, yet also accepting, totally, her mouth came to his and his lips sparked to the touch of hers against them. After a moment, he tugged ever so gently on her lower lip with his teeth, prepared for whatever reaction she might have, but hoping that it would be one of pleasure and not resistance. One hand slipped upwards, to tangle in her hair as he pulled her mouth closer still, not wishing to crush those delicate lips but merely to kiss her more deeply. With lips parted, his tongue probed without hesitation, tasting his Nakivak for the first time, his body reacting in a way that would be hard to stop – but he would, the moment that she signaled that they had gone far enough along this path of exploration.
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Postby Kavala on October 30th, 2011, 8:27 pm

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Kavala experienced all the savagery of the brothers on their hunt and it didn't leave her unaffected. Heart racing, her mind still buried in the awareness of Eowe dancing around the corpses and painting himself with blood, the Konti was breathing heavily when she came out of her dreamwalk. All the feral adrenaline raced through her and she could almost taste the metallic scent of the blood that had covered Eowe's face, painting his and Cugacon's body crimson in victory.

They couldn't know what pain did to her. They couldn't know how much seeing the violence effected her. A normal Konti would have turned from it in disgust. A sane woman would have judged Eowe and Cuga for even letting him exist and moved on. But Kavala had dark places within her and understood seeing darkness without.

And so when Cuga allowed her to turn on his lap, her hands reached out and traced his face and hair exactly where the blood would have been had her hands been dipped in the crimson lifeforce instead of just bathwater. When their eyes met, Cugacon would see her gaze was wild, filled with the memory of some sort of battle not knowing it was his own with his dark brother. She made a noise in her throat as Cuga captured her bottom lip and tugged. Kavala made no move to stop him. Instead she deepened the kiss for a breath and then twisted her head free to nip at his jawline, as if kissing him was too intimate... too gentle. "You can't break me. They've already done that... and I came back from that place. It's no place I'll ever go again." She whispered into his ear before she captured it with her teeth and tugged. When she released his lobe, she slid even closer to him, shifted her body, and joined the two of them together roughly.

A man lost to himself might see her as desperate or greedy for what they did. A thinking man would understand she was throwing herself headlong into something she feared but would not admit to herself. There was nothing gentle, nothing yielding about her as she violently and abruptly ripped all the remaining mental barriers between them out of his hands and took charge of the primal act they carried out between them. If she did it, then it as her choice, her will, her decision. It was not the Councils, the Oathmasters, or some slavers. Hers. Only hers.

When they were joined she froze, letting both of them adjust, and cried out because it hurt unexpectedly... it physically hurt. Cugacon's body did nothing to damage Kavala's... but the Chava mark on the side of her neck blazed to life and vanished abruptly, burned away by her act to reappear on her sternum as a shadowy small slash, a Lucan mark. "My choice. Do you understand? My choice!" She said abruptly, out loud, and brought her eyes to Cugacon's once more. Tears filled her eyes and she blinked them out of the way in anger. "You are both good men. Both of you. Both you and Eowe. I will be yours. I will do this. But not because some Oathmaster asks it. But because its my choice. Because you need it and I need it for reasons I ... I can't even begin to understand." She said abruptly, tears sliding from her eyes suddenly. They seemed to be the first stages of an awakening in her. Cugacon couldn't know what she'd been feeling since Tasival's birth. He couldn't know the darkness she'd been walking in. He couldn't know that rage was more than she'd felt for almost two seasons.

The Konti slipped close to Cugacon once more then - so close her lips met his and she shifted once more - beginning to give him part of herself that she'd vowed never to share again. Slowly, sweetly, tempting him with her initiative and tell him without words that it was alright... all of it. And she was there, regardless of what was fair or not, to be what he needed her to be for that moment. Unbreakable.
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[Sanctuary] The Spirals In Life (Cuga)

Postby Cugacon on October 31st, 2011, 2:49 pm

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Her reaction was all that he could hope that it would be, and as her kiss deepened, so too did he stir beneath her, shifting purposefully to bring himself more into contact with the heat of that part of her. Her lips left his then, teeth pressing gently into his skin as she spoke softly – words that seemed to have no bearing on what was occurring at this very moment, but which he knew, from her history, had everything to do with what would lay between them – now and always. She had healed, yes, but any organism, once wounded, never returns to the exact state of being that it held before the injury. Kavala could be no different. Her words, though, made it clear that she held no fear – not of him. In another tone they might have been a challenge. As she breathed them in his ear, he accepted them as an offer – of herself, to him.

Unexpectedly, but with what seemed like the most natural of actions, Kavala moved and in the next instant she consummated what her contract intended. There would be no waiting – no hesitation during which events might strip her of this ability to choose. Cugacon sensed this on one level – this act was hers alone. But he knew, too, that she did not act selfishly. She had told him what she felt – about the unfortunate condition of his race, how they dealt with it, and what she thought about their approach. He knew she did not agree with it, but he knew as well that she had a deep empathy for their plight – for his plight. Though they both were not accepting of forcing matters, even for the greater good, as she slid downwards onto him, he knew that this was more than a simple compliance with an obligation. Kavala was not of that mind set. This was something more. It was her choice – but it was not for herself alone that she chose.

And beyond any and all rational, logical picking apart of motivations and reservations and recklessness and will, for Cuga, there was desire. Simple, undiluted lust that this beautiful Konti had ignited within him, and which had him much more focused on the act than the thought behind it. He was more than ready for this, for her, despite his own earlier reluctance to enter into this relationship. As she froze for a moment, he shifted again, and she cried out and some part of him sprang open – a part that he instantly recognized and unthinkingly, brutally quelled. He wanted Kavala – Cugacon had no doubt, though that voice had been eerily still these past days. But that one, short sign of distress was enough to bring it forward, out of the shadows, and it would have roared to life if he had not willed it back. His eyes clouded over and his brow furrowed, as he searched the healer’s face for the cause of her outcry – and he saw it, finally. What had been hidden under her hair before was now glowing and almost as soon as he looked, it was gone. Even as his fingers slid from under her wet tresses to hover uncertainly over what had been, her angry words were flung at his face, but he did not flinch. He locked her gaze with his and watched the tears sliding down her pale cheeks. “Kavala . . . “ he began, but she had already softened, her tears seeming to flush the anger from her tone, as she began to speak of . . . Eowe.

Cuga was not so thick as to believe Kavala would somehow have overlooked that he must have a darker half. But, as always, he had chosen not to speak of Eowe. He wouldn’t bring his brother up unless she did. Well, now she was – and he wondered for a moment how she knew Eowe’s name, until he recalled that she was Konti. Their psychological powers were renowned. But her perception must be skewed, or clouded – for it was wrong. Eowe was not a good man. Eowe was no-one, just a voice that could be, must be, silenced. If Kavala ever had the great misfortune to actually encounter Eowe . . .

Her lips were on his again and Cugacon was so tempted – so very tempted – to just let it slide. His body screamed for control, trying to shove aside his ever cautious thoughts. But even as he felt Kavala moving against him, his brain pushed back, trampling down at least part of the fire that was burning in his veins. He had to do this. He could not let it go.

Gently, his hands went to her face and he pulled his mouth away from hers. Holding her face in his large hands, he stared into her eyes - his own flashing a warning. In a voice even more solemn than the serious tone he habitually adopted, he said quietly, “Don’t try to find him, Kavala. He can bring you only misery – and death. Do not be fooled – there is no good part of him. If you take his part, he will destroy us both.”

Somewhere inside, Cuga heard a soft, deep throated chuckle.
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Postby Kavala on November 1st, 2011, 9:05 am

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Kavala hissed her displeasure as Cugacon slowed and gently broke off the kiss. He was so gentle as his hands went to her face and he withdrew his lips, denying her the taste of him. He captured her skull, his handspan easily holding her head still beneath his touch. He met her gaze with eyes that were deep and penetrating. Her hands were on his shoulders, holding onto him, their bodies still entwined and covered with hot water droplets. Steam rose in the gloom of the bathing room, curling around each of them in an unearthly way, like ethereal dancers joining them in their graceful movements. Water sloshed, still churned from their movements, a living thing, as if the water had its own part to play in the moment.

She drew in a breath, her wide lovely eyes glazed with what his body did to hers. But the Konti heard him. He knew she did. The feral femininity that hovered over his lap stiffened. And though she could not catch her breath, she held it for a moment that seemed to stretch from here until tomorrow. She closed her eyes to break off the linked gazes, as if his eyes boring into hers would not allow her breath to speak. And when she answered him, it was with no answer at all, just words as cryptic as the darkness that was falling around them outside. "I know he will. But it is a healthy destruction, Cugacon. A necessary one.... ahh!" She said, all but bearing her teeth at him, more akin to a wild thing than a living breathing mortal. And even as he gently held her head, stilling her movements, forcing her to focus and hear his words, her body shuddered around his. Sensitive. Deprived. Having needed what she took from him for far too long, Kavala's gaze flew open once more and met his even as she cried out, having no more words to offer him... not in that moment of betrayal by her own body.

She quieted then but even a blind man could sense there was more beneath the surface, as if she could continue right where her bodies betrayal left off. She arched her back, slowly moved her form, and opened her mouth to speak once more. The motion was restricted by his splayed hands around her skull, but she didn't feel afraid. She felt powerful, like here, like this... he might listen. He might just hear... and the darker one, the deeply buried one, might indeed sit up and take notice. The Konti had no idea he already had.

A false start of soundless breath followed a soft string of words. "The Gods gave you each other... the smaller sums of a greater whole. If I have to hunt Zith and paint myself in the blood of their corpses dancing around a fire in celebration to find him and connect, Cugacon, I will. It would not be the first time I've killed a Zith and wore its blood. You need him more than you ever... ever know... and he needs you and your acceptance. Without him you will never be what you can be, what you were meant to be together. He is no monster, only a wild thing caged too long in the confines of your soul." She said, each word a breathless whisper and a lover's confession.

"Let me be the bridge... " She said, in a small breathless voice, her warmth still holding him within, her body still in need.

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Postby Cugacon on November 2nd, 2011, 6:13 pm

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Her face was warm beneath his fingers, the scaling on the rest of her body, her neck, trailing off to leave smooth feeling skin against his palms. She returned his gaze with a wide-eyed look of her own, but he felt her body was still on a course somewhat separate from that of her conscious thoughts. Her words did nothing to reassure him, and he would have gone further – to try to convince her that he knew what he was talking about. But as she stiffened, her eyes fluttering shut, and then a small cry escaped her lips – an indrawn breath and a sigh and a moan – a familiar sound but not familiar from her pale lips – not yet – he stopped himself. This wasn’t the time. This wasn’t the place. And her arousal, her need was fueling his own. Her eyes opened again, confronting his, though not challenging, and she began to move once more.

Her words, meant to soothe and reassure, to enlighten and to comfort, held a promise – an intent – that he could not accept. But for the moment, he was helpless to resist or protest. Not because of his dark brother, but because of the body they shared. A body that now seemed autonomous in its treacherous revolt against his mental faculties – against his will. As Kavala’s soft whispers faded, his body began to move with hers. All his energy, all his intent swirled and broke apart and reformed, focused solely on her. His hands dropped to settle on her hips, pulling her forward as he moved upwards into her. Hungrily, his head shot forward, his mouth seeking her, their lips parting and tongues meeting in the crest of the wave of passion that was overtaking him. The desire for sensation, for pleasure and release washed away the last remnants of whatever doubts he harbored about this Konti who was now his, by law. Without thinking, even as she rocked in his lap, guided by his hands, Cugacon pulled his long legs under him and rose to his knees, his hands wrapped about Kavala so that she rose as well, their bodies enmeshed and twined about each other, Kavala’s legs twisting about his waist. Still kissing her deeply, he pulled her closer still, his hips rocking as he cradled her against his hard chest. There was all the time in the world, and he could have lost himself in her like this for hours. But his body was so ready – for the culmination of years of preparing, hoping – for a son. It was as if the tide of arousal carried with it an undertow of desperation – the need to be assured – the drive to ensure that next generation. Making love could wait – every act might be the one that saw him become a father. Every consummation of his desire was to be paramount. The prime directive was screaming in his ear, and he obeyed.

With a rush, a groan, a shuddering heave, his mouth leaving hers and his teeth clamping down on the curve of neck into shoulder, he released a hope – a prayer – to Kihala, for the blessing of this union – for his son – for the continuation of life.
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Postby Kavala on November 2nd, 2011, 9:48 pm

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It was raw and primal without being impersonal. Kavala broke all her personal rules with the Akalaks' arms wrapped around her and his body so entwined with hers. She knew without words that her race and his were meant for each other, a perfect balance, a thing that was good and right and meant to be. She let go of all thought as he shifted her and gave herself over to the moment. They were both physically fit, young, and in need. Kavala's back arched, her enthusiasm was uninhibited as she let him know just how much she was enjoying his attention even if in initial meetings they were both fighting it.

He was handsome, even in the throws of passion that sometimes made men less than beautiful. She caught his hair, kissed him roughly and encouraged him onward with her body and her will. There was no force, no political pressure, no debt. They were just two people in a new relationship. It should have horrified her that she enjoyed him so much, but it did not. They had time stretching out in days enumerable to get to know each other. His father had bargained well for him, twice daily, and now that she knew it was something she wouldn't hate, Kavala started to fear. Anger was easier. Hatred was flat out simple and childlike. But she so enjoyed the man who was attempting to get her with child that she feared. Attachment was deadly... and with every motion - his penetrations she felt a growing attachment and a fierce protectiveness. Cuga was hers. HERS. And that scared her. Even as he cried out and gave in to his instinct to procreate, Kavala wrapped herself around him like she'd never let go. Collapsing against him, as spent as he was, the Konti let the far bigger male hold her weight as she caught her breath against him.

Gods... she wanted... she wanted so much from him. So unfairly. Kavala knew it was wrong to hope, to long, to even want. But she fiercely wanted. Cuga could make her body sing, but what she really wanted was her soul cherished. And that was something she had no right to want, no crazy reason in the world to expect he'd give. She wanted a family, a mate, a partner, and a father for her children.. one that would be there and understand all the special needs they'd have being Akalak or Akontak. She wanted someone beside her, a champion and someone she could protect.

Even as she turned her head and trailed her lips across his bowed forehead, she knew their relationship was not to be that. Breeder. He was a stud who valued only what she could give to him, even though he could be more... so much more. She could feel his body emptying into hers and suddenly she wanted to pull away, cry out, and deny what he could be doing to her even now. She didn't want another pregnancy. What she wanted was time with Tasival, time to bond with Cugacon and show him that there was more to life than how the Akalak were living it. Why take her as a slave, a Nakivak, if he could have had her willingly as an equal partner? That answer was easy. The Akalaks held no one easily in partnerships, not even their inner selves. Their way was a safe way, a protective way, one meant to guard their well beings.

No...

No.. no child. She wished as hard against it as Cugacon himself was willing it. Kavala reached forth and prayed to Eyris... to Rak'keli... for wisdom and health to have the time to get to know him before that burden was between them. Had she thought, had she known, she'd have been ready for him and her body protected against his. It was a sin, the ultimate betrayal of a Nakivak, but Kavala didn't think there was a way they could catch her.. not being a healer, and not a proven conformist.

Maybe it wasn't too late.
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