Kavala smiled. "Of course she'll love it. Her father made it for her. Regardless of blood or not, that's a title no one can ever take away from you Mizuriel. And it smells delicious." Kavala said softly, putting the finishing touches on Samantha's basket of gifts that would go a long way to support the puppy that was going to be picked out of the kennels. Birthdays were odd things. Kavala rarely celebrated hers at Sanctuary. She mostly took herself off alone, usually to Endrykas, and quietly celebrated her survival and then returned home with a new horse or some new tack or some little gift of a thing that she really wanted.
Samantha didn't have that option. She had the option to be stuck here with the grown ups who were always buried in their work and busy with their lives. A puppy would give Samantha something she had that was just her own, something that would look to her for guidance and give her a sense of importance as well because she'd need to feed it, play with it, and train it. "You'll need to tell Samantha when she picks out a puppy that they need to be talked too, loved, held, and told that they are safe. When they are good, they need to be told so, and when they are bad they need to be scolded." Kavala added still thinking about the puppy and hte silent little girl.
When Mizuriel stammered out his apology, Kavala glanced up and met his eyes, laying aside the ribbon she was fussing with.
She wasn't actually so good with people herself, but what he said made her angry. He was talking about looks, superficial things, and trying to compare himself to her. She flushed red, not in embarrassment, but in anger. Standing up, she marched over to where he was and yanked up a sleeve. He could clearly see the scars running up and down her body, all over her limb as she exposed the length of her arm. "All I see is ugly when I look in the mirror, Mizuriel. Ugly, used, and desired only for what I can give others, not for who I am. You should shut your gods cursed mouth about what people look like because in the end it never matters unless they are whole and new and fresh into the world like our children. What matters is who they actually are inside. You know that. And Tasival is no luckier than Samantha. Both of them won't even see us when they get older and won't even care that they have one parent that loves them. Their pain will come from the missing parents, the empty spots that aren't here to be filled." Kavala said, still flushed red which made her scales flash in deep colors of indigo and gold.
She turned from him then, staring at the basket of presents, and knowing she should put something on to eat for their dinner. But she couldn't think straight so all she ended up doing is marching back into The Sanctuary for the decorations she knew were stored in the storage and returning with a stool to begin hanging the dangling paper lanterns and stringing the colored banners around the pillars that held the roof onto the veranda. It wasn't much in the way of decorations, but as the long evening went dark, they'd make the veranda look nice at least.