by Antar on January 1st, 2012, 1:21 am
Grimacing as he forced himself up the floor, he tenderly removed the pieces of china from the side of his face. The long hours of sense deprivation had grown cold, filled with nothingness that made his mind ache. He wanted to lash out somehow, but forgot about it as soon as he saw the old woman's face. She couldn't help her actions; she was 'possessed' at times, her faculties obviously damaged by years of practice. If one of her visions told her a great bird would come to mizahar's western world, shyking out a cadre of syliran knights in full battle raiment ready for the slaughter of Alvadas' people.
She would have likely believed it.
Who knew, maybe she'd foretell the second coming of Sylir tomorrow after tea and biscuits and go into a frenzied fit when it hadn't come true. He'd been warned she didn't like it when she was wrong.
Shame, he wasn't terribly scared of her, wary of course, and would be twice as paranoid in her presence next time they met, if they met another time. But such things were trivial to the fact that she was still an old woman, despite what proficiencies she had, and he was the one who had played along with the idea of being her 'grandson' to placate her rampant mania.
She wanted him to show her his understanding.
The real problem was that he Did understand, just putting it into practice with so little theory graced to him would be a problem. At least he thought he did, but the important thing was that he would eventually get this down pat. That much was clear; and in return he would simply nod, and smile brightly at the beleaguered woman. "Very well grandmother. You will be shown. But first, to ensure your safety I'll ask you to step back out of a grandson's concern."
If she opened her mouth to deny or equivocate his request, he'd hold up one hand to cease her protests, "No Grandmother, a grandson should not be denied his concerns for a relative's safety. Please step back!"
If she continued further, he would be adamant in that he could not safely show her until she was at least twenty feet from him: if he messed up , he did not want her to journey into the void with him. Things just needed a little preparation. Whenever , he was done dealing with her reaction he would resume his place, standing in the center of the room.
Taking a glance around, his eyes would note a vial of ink upon the workbench, and he quickly retrieved it before sitting about twenty feet from her speaking aloud all the while. "Though you've granted me a small understanding, out of caring in your own way Grandma Beatrice, I must use the other tenants of what I know to assist my ability for success. Please understand, simply that like all grandsons, I must learn in a different way. Your guidance is what I'm here for most! Been that way since the Isle, please just understand that.""
Without another word, with the ink and quill he began to draw the glyphs upon his palms, forging the circles of runes to encapsulate the creative elements of his mind, whilst cataloguing the outer glyphs with small circles and zeros to symbolize emptiness and nothingness. Zero was after all a powerful number, a mental focus which could explain to him the void. And coupled with his new understanding of the complete expanse of nothingness he wished to bridge into; for zero was infinity's twin, was not like other numbers. It was both nothing and everything. Without boundary or expanse, yet holding nothing that was tangibly 'real' of one's reality.
When the glyphing was done upon his hands, he focused the drawing of a circle around his eyes like he had drawn upon him when first learning auristics. A glyphed matrix designed to enhance the sight of his auristics. To keep his gaze steady and longer for the next step- constructing the field for the opening to the void.
But he would not stop there.
No, rather he knew if he was to force things through, he could not stop there. There were other elements he had to take into consideration.
He had to create something else, something to help him concentrate his djed, harnessing it to form the proper means to an end. An orrery, of sorts , formed of earth to his own needs. He remembered the sight of one of them in a shop, a mechanical device designed to illustrate the relative positions of mizahar, and syna’s and leth’s travels across the skies.
An orrery, which when fashioned to the present task, would be glyphed to assist and enclose a small pocket of air in the rampant expanse of the world's djed.
The idea in his mind was similar to to the snippets of knowledge used in summoning circles; though that would not be the task for it, there would be no coordinates or monsters wishing to be summoned. Instead, it would help channel his thoughts and control of his djed via an external guideline, channeling his efforts to open the bridgeway between reality and the void itself.
Minutes were superfluos to him, beyond his recognition as he worked, disregarding even the sense of time itself. He would not know how much time was past, or wasted in this endeavor, only that this endeavor was the whole of his focus to the exclusion of all us. He started, by placing his hands upon the ground, his djed reacting to his will as it boiled like liquid lightning in his stomach before transferring itself up his spine, to his shoulders, and down to his hands as the Res began to flow from his palms, Beading off of his skin like droplets of sweat before they began to gather in two spheres, each one compliant to his will and shaping. The first sphere was a precaution, reaching back and below him, driving transmuted stone spikes into the ground of the workshop before creating a handlebar of stone, cemented to the ground as it rose up between his legs... an anchor.
The second ball of res drifted forwards about five feet, stopping its progression to sink to the stone as the orrery's spine began to form of clear res, lifting itself up in a long stream to anchor the contraption in place. In his mind, the res thinned to the facade of a mirror, a mirror not unlike one he had briefly held before, before severing itself into separate, yet concentric rings.
Connected only at the junctures of where they would be formed. Activating his second sight to begin the process of enscrawling with the Res, he began the process of transcribing the outer ring, glyphing a focus circle as it stood upright from the floor. Manipulating the Res to form the squiggles and scrawls of the craft to shunt the energy flows as he prepared them too inward, collapsing upon the center, like a radial fan.
Once the glyphing was described the outer ring, and the podium it stood on were transmuted to solid stone, as the second concentric ring swiveled to lay horizontal to the floor as the process of glyphing again mimicked the patterns of the first.
Then it came the focus of the art.
A glyph formed of interconnecting patters of zeros traversing to a single point, yet not connecting as they would to store anything. He'd learned it was impossible to store a void, so this was an endeavor to task the energies of pure djed to bring his construction to fruition. He left the center plane blank, designating the internal legrange centerpoint as the field where he would attempt to call his first void.
With his auristics intact, he shut out the outside world, to let his hands hover to each side of the orrerry's levels. Strands of djed, wriggled like worms as they began to anchor themselves to the earthen contstruction, their purpose only to be tasked to block the flow of djed from the inside of the plane, towards the outside. Like corking a bottle, the djed would go in, and then not be released.
Such was a key facet to his idea here.
When the shield shimmered and faded from all but his auristics, Antar began to construction of djed he wished to use for opening the void within the sphere... once more, bluish filaments of power spread from his fingertips as they traced theie way to the center of the orrery, only to begin to take the facade of a gordian knot.
From there, he cut the connecting strands, one by one until the last was in his hand. Meditating, focusing upon the concept of nothingness, the emptiness, and uncaring feeling of the void, he would begin to concentrate only on calling a void within the center of that djed... Taking a moment to look towards the old woman, his thoughts attempting to bend a bridge to the gateway of the void, he stumbled in his containment of the raw djed, failing his attempt as the cacophony of forces sent the shield flickering until he gained a hold of it once more. Unknowing where the old woman was, he shivered as cold beads of sweat began to form on the back of his neck as the djed stream began to settle around the center of the orrerry. Once more coming into place. “What? He stammered out the question as he fought for control, ”What do I do now?”
"I am the Shadow and the smoke in your eyes, I am the ghost that hides in the night."~Back, but slow.