Ronan breathed deeply as Kavala revealed the mark seemingly burned to her flesh. He had heard of Gnosis marks, but pondering back, he realised this was probably the first time he had seen one so closely and vividly. The Konti had been blessed by the God's.
As she explained, he listened intently, fascinated. So captivated by her words of God's and dreams, he gave a start when she rushed forward and took a hair from his head. He ruffled his own hand through his hair with a frown.
"A key..." he whispered. To walk through dreams. He wondered what one might see or find in the world of the dreams. Everyone's being was connected in that realm. Could Kavala see his own past with that hair?
"Oh, of course," he said, looking down at the floor. If he died. Perhaps he had kidded himself that he would be invincible on this journey, especially with Sam by his side. Well, that wasn't the case. Mizahar was rarely safe. Between the cities lay great swathes of uncharted wilderness, and the wild creatures weren't the only dangers. "It's not like I'm going bald or something," he finally added, trying to be a little more optimistic."
When she began to reveal her ancient secret, he blinked, wondering if he was imagining this. She clearly trusted him, and that made him feel more secure, more stable than ever before. Someone had put their faith in him, and his heart swelled.
He was left reeling. Sanctuary held a depth beneath its surface that he could never have imagined. Past lives. A force of darkness opposing the pantheon. He shook his head in shock, suddenly feeling very small, a player in the great game of the world.
The Cytali. And he could walk the dreams alongside Kavala and the others - and protect the God's. It was almost unbelievable, but something clicked in his mind. All this time he had been looking for his purpose. And somehow, he had shoehorned the Watch into that belief, half heartedly stumbling along a brighter road. But now... now he had the chance for redemption that he had never faced before. He could embrace the light.
He calmed his breathing, and looked back into her cool eyes. He nodded firmly, mouth slowly turning into a smile - but he resisted breaking into a grin. "I say yes. I'd like that more than anything," he said, emotion breaching his voice. "Thank you, Kavala. For telling me everything. And for giving me the greatest chance. I... I want to be a part of the Cytali. I want to walk the Chavi."
As she explained, he listened intently, fascinated. So captivated by her words of God's and dreams, he gave a start when she rushed forward and took a hair from his head. He ruffled his own hand through his hair with a frown.
"A key..." he whispered. To walk through dreams. He wondered what one might see or find in the world of the dreams. Everyone's being was connected in that realm. Could Kavala see his own past with that hair?
"Oh, of course," he said, looking down at the floor. If he died. Perhaps he had kidded himself that he would be invincible on this journey, especially with Sam by his side. Well, that wasn't the case. Mizahar was rarely safe. Between the cities lay great swathes of uncharted wilderness, and the wild creatures weren't the only dangers. "It's not like I'm going bald or something," he finally added, trying to be a little more optimistic."
When she began to reveal her ancient secret, he blinked, wondering if he was imagining this. She clearly trusted him, and that made him feel more secure, more stable than ever before. Someone had put their faith in him, and his heart swelled.
He was left reeling. Sanctuary held a depth beneath its surface that he could never have imagined. Past lives. A force of darkness opposing the pantheon. He shook his head in shock, suddenly feeling very small, a player in the great game of the world.
The Cytali. And he could walk the dreams alongside Kavala and the others - and protect the God's. It was almost unbelievable, but something clicked in his mind. All this time he had been looking for his purpose. And somehow, he had shoehorned the Watch into that belief, half heartedly stumbling along a brighter road. But now... now he had the chance for redemption that he had never faced before. He could embrace the light.
He calmed his breathing, and looked back into her cool eyes. He nodded firmly, mouth slowly turning into a smile - but he resisted breaking into a grin. "I say yes. I'd like that more than anything," he said, emotion breaching his voice. "Thank you, Kavala. For telling me everything. And for giving me the greatest chance. I... I want to be a part of the Cytali. I want to walk the Chavi."