by Meera on February 10th, 2012, 3:31 pm
Aren would have no way of knowing, and Meera hardly knew herself, that she was truly not upset at Aren. These past few days in Riverfall had been tremulous at best, constantly did she hear the pounding of the Bluevein in her ear, coupled with the boisterous Akalaks and Drykas finding their rest in the Kulkukan. It was filled to the brim with men - very few women in comparison - and the young girl decided it was the noise added to the fact that she had not been around so many men before that made Riverfall so intriguing to her. She hadn't planned to stay this long at all, and Aren had to be at fault for that for he had prompted interest in a place she had none.
Meera was upset because she did not know why he had prompted the interest, and how exactly she felt about that. The blonde could best categorize her feelings as a sort of sick; when she was near him she felt slightly queasy, she hardly breathed, and had severe palpitations. Remembering her first memory of the night before - him clad only in water and a towel - seemed to give her the worst hammering in her ears that threatened to block out the Bluevein's crashing waves. This sickness disturbed her for two reasons: one being naturally her health, for she had not spent this long under a roof before, and the other being how weak she felt because of it.
Had she any real world knowledge of any infatuations prior to Aren, she could have identified this as what it was, rather than get growly. On the other hand, a reason why Meera was so upset was the fact that she felt physically ill on top of her queasiness and hammering heart.
She chugged her water back and wiped the wetness off her lips with the back of her hand. She had continued to stare at Aren all through his small speech, even when he rose her eyes only acknowledged it by lifting up, then nodded her head in a shallow dip to answer him.
Her brows knit together in a sort of confusion when he bowed to her, and then he said it.
Her name. Not Ysane, but her real name. Her stomach did flips in panic; she did not recall telling him her name was really Meera. Her brows that had knit loosely in confusion furrowed close together in suspicion.
"Ysane." It wasn't a question or an answer to his reiterated offer of a tour, which she still would have accepted. Meera had not been entered into the Webbing, the Ankal would have no direct way of knowing her whereabouts or her status as alive or dead. Her name was the last thing that could incriminate her should anyone come looking, and she planned to keep her name hidden as much as possible.
Meera's voice wasn't gruff or rude when she had spoken. It was an old name that flowed prettily off her tongue in soft vowels. With a final look to her water, almost empty, she drank the rest of its contents and punctuated the act with a small 'ahh' of relief. The Drykas stood and dropped her eyes to the floor. Her hands fidgetted with her clothing, still trying to adjust the way her clothes sat on her body. Had Meera a mirror, she would have noticed how loose the ties to her chemise had become. The V that tied from the middle of her sternum to neck had loosened in her sleep and threatened to expose specific, but modest, parts of her gender. In the blinding pain from bright light, Meera did notice, but not to the extent that she particularly should have. She tightened the lace delicately but still what was contained under the thin fabric pressed the gap.
"Is cold? Cloak?" She asked. She would hate to travel all day around the city's three tiers - she was not so uneducated about her current residence to not know about that - and be frozen. She was sick in two different ways, and would not care to make it a third way as well.
Pavi is in Green, Common is in Default, Tukant is in Blue.