by Murdoch on April 2nd, 2010, 3:33 pm
His smile remained, teasing and light, as she asked him to stay, and as her hand drifted up his arm.
But the smile vanished and a shudder stole over his body as cool fingertips brushed against the scar his brother'd left him, hard enough to shake the both of them. Muddy eyes slammed shut as soft memories tip-toed across the backs of his eyelids, horror and tenderness now intertwined, bridged with flashes of opalescence like candlelight glinting across scales. A dozen women had smoothed a hand over that scar before, but not one had known where it came from, what it'd cost him.
His breath hissed between his teeth, and when the shudder finally passed it left him tense and hunched over, bent at the waist as if someone had punched him. The hand that had been looped in her hair before this began was now twisted viciously - likely painfully - into the pale curls. But it wasn't to hurt her, or to drag her away and down the stairs as she'd feared the night before; it was as if he'd clung to her, held on to her to weather the storm.
Dark eyes slid open, then widened in surprise, as if he'd expected himself to have done something much worse in those moments when his body reacted without thought.
His flexed his fingers, forcing them to let her go, and the joints creaked a little so near to her ear. "Always pushing," he murmured, something grouchy and chastising in his rumbling words, though for himself or her was unclear. "You warm the tea then," he sighed, falling back against the bed and forcing his hands down to his sides, pressed flat against the mattress, unsure himself whether it was to keep from hitting her or reaching out and pulling her closer.
His thoughts chased each other in little circles, She has to go now, I can handle this, She's dangerous, She can help you, until he felt dizzy and sick with it. Cracks in his armor did not agree with him, weren't meant for the light of day.