TImestamp: 20 Spring 512AV
Kalila sat back in her chair inside Pig's Foot Tavern, holding her mug of tea close. The bar maid had finally taken pity on Kalila and ordered a pound of tea just for her and Kalila couldn't have been more grateful to her. In fact she had even offered to tend to her should the bar maid ever need it, but she politely refused, saying that a gift should not be repaid in kind. Kalila didn't press the issue after that, not wanting to insult the woman's honor in doing so. After that, Kalila made much more frequent visits here, enjoying watching the patrons who came in. In all honesty she missed interaction with people, and mainly came here to people watch, chuckling at a drunk here and there while enjoying a hot cup of tea. It was also a good place to meet someone new.
Today however, she was more troubled, her thoughts centered on what she had experienced in the past few day. She had gone to the training session for the Crimson Edge, a band of mercenaries that she was not sure she belonged with, and she had practiced with her weapon of choice, something that she didn't want to do but had to. She did not like having to fight, and only did it when absolutely necessary, and so the training had proved to be....difficult for her. She snorted in irritation, thinking that she was the only Dhani in the world that didn't like violence. Everyone else in her race seemed to thrive for it, and while she could admit to herself that she like the rush that fighting gave her, she did not like the mental guilt that she dealt with afterwards. She took another sip of her tea, watching a group of patrons play dice in a corner while another group listened to a story teller spin tales about the outside world, wondering what it was like to truly be human. SHe would never really know, she would outlive everyone in here, and in fact was older than everyone in the tavern.....and most likely the whole city. And yet, she still wanted to help them, even though they would die before she would and would treat her like dirt if they found out what she was. Such was the price for her way of life and she shouldn't complain, she had chosen what she wanted to do a long time ago, and she lived with that choice every day.
Boy, she was in a depressing mood today. She took another sip of her tea before she placed the mug back on the table, her golden eyes roaming around the room once again. Maybe someone would catch her eye soon.