Leo tidily set down his fork and knife parallel to each other to signify he was done, all the while marveling at how quickly they could switch from passionate exchanges to more ethereal discussions - and back again, most likely. There was an entire musical scale they could play at a moment's notice, if only they pressed the keys. Her familiarity with logic was certainly a big help. She moved as easily across the strings of reasoning as through the branches of a tree, and even though their mental processes differed, they were always able to meet halfway. Leo's hands slipped away from the plate as his undivided attention returned to Eosi.
The idea of her taking residence in his heart pleased him, and he smiled at it. He'd already told her how that heart of his would have quite a bit of growing to do before it could accommodate her full size, but he might have underestimated the power and flexibility of that one muscle. She was already making herself at home there and rearranging the furniture around. How uncommon a gift she had, and how blind to it she was. Leo meant the allegory for both of them, and he thought he would be able to tell her which color her eyes really were. He sensed the chance to do so right away, when she asked him a question she must have nurtured for a while. The eternal one, 'why me?' Curiously, Leo had never asked himself why Ivak had chosen him. It wasn't even a matter of blood right. Leo had always known no-one else would be able to do it, and now it fell upon him to show Eosi how no-one else could have been able to do what she had.
"If you had met me three years ago, you might have gotten a very different impression of me, love." He had no wish to idealize himself or his mistakes, let alone in front of her. She could see him now in all of his newfound size, but deserved to know about the times when he had been small and twisted. "This quest has changed me completely. When I still went by my old last name - Varniak - I was a little ball of wasted potential, hardly a fearless leader. Keeping to the shadows, I burned myself in frustration and ignorance. There was nothing appealing to be found in me if not the vague promise of better things to come. I wouldn't have been able to understand you back then, nor you me, and we probably would have walked past each other without looking back. It makes me especially grateful for the timing of our meeting."
He seemed to relax against the back of the chair as he considered her question in full. His eyes regarded her with badly concealed amusement. "There's also the matter of having spent the last three years on the run, chased by Rhysol, sailing the seas, hiding my intentions from the Inarta, turning into a disembodied energy being, and sightseeing around Kalea on foot for two seasons." He enumerated the events softly, not wishing to be overheard by the server. "None of which are particularly conducive to belonging to another, as you put it. Still, even with more time and more peace on my hands, I'm not an easy man to have around, and what I touch tends to ignite. It is a very rare woman who can handle me evenly, or at all. My circumstances are such that no-one can touch me and stay unchanged. That you can do so without fear speaks more of your virtues than mine. You have quite a few that I know... and a few more that I can only suspect for now." He narrowed his eyes, getting slightly more playful as he went along.
"I think you, too, needed your colors told. Two mirrors reflecting each other are like doors to infinity, and you can make a man want to save the world just so he can be in it with you." He took a sip of wine, wondering if the imagery wasn't, in fact, dictated by the alcohol. He hoped it wouldn't interact with his mark in strange ways, but it was a learning experience nevertheless.
The idea of her taking residence in his heart pleased him, and he smiled at it. He'd already told her how that heart of his would have quite a bit of growing to do before it could accommodate her full size, but he might have underestimated the power and flexibility of that one muscle. She was already making herself at home there and rearranging the furniture around. How uncommon a gift she had, and how blind to it she was. Leo meant the allegory for both of them, and he thought he would be able to tell her which color her eyes really were. He sensed the chance to do so right away, when she asked him a question she must have nurtured for a while. The eternal one, 'why me?' Curiously, Leo had never asked himself why Ivak had chosen him. It wasn't even a matter of blood right. Leo had always known no-one else would be able to do it, and now it fell upon him to show Eosi how no-one else could have been able to do what she had.
"If you had met me three years ago, you might have gotten a very different impression of me, love." He had no wish to idealize himself or his mistakes, let alone in front of her. She could see him now in all of his newfound size, but deserved to know about the times when he had been small and twisted. "This quest has changed me completely. When I still went by my old last name - Varniak - I was a little ball of wasted potential, hardly a fearless leader. Keeping to the shadows, I burned myself in frustration and ignorance. There was nothing appealing to be found in me if not the vague promise of better things to come. I wouldn't have been able to understand you back then, nor you me, and we probably would have walked past each other without looking back. It makes me especially grateful for the timing of our meeting."
He seemed to relax against the back of the chair as he considered her question in full. His eyes regarded her with badly concealed amusement. "There's also the matter of having spent the last three years on the run, chased by Rhysol, sailing the seas, hiding my intentions from the Inarta, turning into a disembodied energy being, and sightseeing around Kalea on foot for two seasons." He enumerated the events softly, not wishing to be overheard by the server. "None of which are particularly conducive to belonging to another, as you put it. Still, even with more time and more peace on my hands, I'm not an easy man to have around, and what I touch tends to ignite. It is a very rare woman who can handle me evenly, or at all. My circumstances are such that no-one can touch me and stay unchanged. That you can do so without fear speaks more of your virtues than mine. You have quite a few that I know... and a few more that I can only suspect for now." He narrowed his eyes, getting slightly more playful as he went along.
"I think you, too, needed your colors told. Two mirrors reflecting each other are like doors to infinity, and you can make a man want to save the world just so he can be in it with you." He took a sip of wine, wondering if the imagery wasn't, in fact, dictated by the alcohol. He hoped it wouldn't interact with his mark in strange ways, but it was a learning experience nevertheless.