Oh how she wanted to hear the sweet words of a man who cared about her, maybe loved her. But Nai’a knew that this would not be. For they only just met, and in reality (a place she was not fond of), it could not be so. She felt strongly for this man, with his exotic hair that seemed to set fire to his head when the sun hit it, the deep green of his eyes that reminded her of the dark greens that awaken in the land during spring. He was truly a beautiful man, inside and out. The cold hard truth is what she wanted to hear from those soft lips he had, it was hard to imagine such cruelties to ever come out of a mouth as sweet as his, but she needed it, she wanted it.
Nai’a let her emotions rule her this day, something she vowed she would never do again. Why did she get in bed with man she barely knew? She would never know the answer to this question. Mayhap it was because he was so kind and gentle towards her, something she was not use to receiving from a male. Mayhap this man captured her heart and she had yet to realize this. Whatever the reason to such a sinful act, Nai’a did regret acting on her emotions so soon, though she did not regret the act. No she regretted that there was going to be pain shared between them, a pain she never wanted to feel, or to make another feel. They had acted like young hormonal teens, with one thought on their minds, one need and want to be sated. Neither thinking nor relishing on the consequences that would surely ensue on such actions.
Nai’a was quickly dismissed these thoughts that plagued her, as his sweet voice stroked her ears, or so she thought sweet, when in reality it was like a sweet poison. “I really don’t know Nai’a”
She sat there, looking at the man, a look of coldness on her face. She could not help but curse him in her head, wondering how he did not know. She knew, he knew, why not vocalize it and make it true. She asked, no begged, for him to be honest and yet there he sat lying to her, like a coward. Nai’a inhaled a deep breath, banishing the anger that wanted to come out, and got up out of the bed. She just nodded her head and she put her clothes back on slowly. After about ten chimes, she faced the beautiful man sitting before her, a mist of tears that so wanted to escape in her eyes.
”All I asked was for you to be honest, since that was so hard for you to do, I will do it for you. This meant nothing. Nothing at all. It was the actions of two individuals who stupidly acted upon emotions that they felt towards the other. A warmth to be shared on a cold night, that was all it is and all it will ever be.” Nai’a cleared her throat, swallowing the lump that had formed from holding back her tears. ”I think it is best that I leave now. No reason to cause one another anymore pain then we should. I hope that… In the near future… We can possibly still be friends… Even if that is all it is, and even if that is not what I want, I would rather have you in my life, then not at all.”
After her rather long ramble, she bit her bottom lip and gave a quick nod of her head and turned to leave, she walked slowly to the door, looked back at Valo and gave a small sad smile. She quickly opened the door and shut it behind her, pressing her back up against it as the tears began to fall, the sob shaking her body. She wanted to fall to the ground in a weak pile, as her knees seemed to be weak, not wanting to hold her up, but she just leaned up against the door letting herself have a good cry before she tried to walk, walk away from this night, leaving it all behind.
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