
When Erekez made the statement about her being a Kelvic while she told her story, she just gave a small smile and nodded in agreement. She did not usually let people know these things, even though she was a dolphin, who were smart animals, people assumed her to be rather childish and stupid. Though the fact was that she was just like any other human. She loved to read on rainy days, she wanted to be loved and held, she wanted to be cared for and care for someone else, and one day she wanted a family. Nai’a rubbed her stomach briefly at the thought of family. She had hoped to have a family with someone she was married to, but it seemed that Rak’Keli had other plans for her. The thought of being a mother frightened her, made her soul tremor with fear. She loved children, but she did not know if she would make a good mother. She never had a mother figure in her life, so she did not really know if she could be one, nor knew how to be a mother either.
She wanted to seek out revenge on those who harmed the man that was like a father to her, the man that saved her from falling into the depths of insanity. Those with the mark of Rak’Keli cannot be abused for long periods of time. They are not meant to be slaves, and if they are and are abused for a long time, they lose their minds. Thankfully Nai’a did not lose anything being a slave; she just suffered from the nightmares when she had time to sleep. Though the nightmares tortured the very sanity of her mind and kind soul, she would take that over not being able to heal or help others. The kelvic being a slave made her that much more strong willed to help other people out, especially children.
Nai’a abandoned her thoughts, as Erekez began to tell her why he came to Zeltiva. She shut the memories and thoughts away, giving him her full attention as she listened in intently. The man wanted to learn Familiary. She had heard about this, but did not know much about it. It sounded like a fun thing to learn, she wished she could just point him in the right direction, but she did not know any mages that knew that certain magic as of yet. When Erekez fists clenched Nai’a could not help but raise her brow at that. He spoke with passion when he told her he would help her get her revenge on those who killed her former bond mate. He extended his right gloved hand to her, and she grasped it softly, looking into his eyes, when he said that if she ever needed his assistance, to find him and ask. The small warm smile that he had on his face, made her smile in return.
”I do not know a mage that knows that particular magic, and I am only a novice at Reimancy. I wish I could help you some way though. Thank you Erekez, you are so kind and sweet to offer your help. I cannot bring myself to hurt another being, not just because of the mark of Rak’Keli, but I know what it feels like to… be hurt. And I never want to inflict that kind of pain on anyone, human or animal.”
Nai’a spoke softly, almost in a whisper as her eyes cast down to the floor, ”That is why the poisons in this book interested me.” Nai’a cleared her throat and looked back up to Erekez, ”It is my entire fault that he is gone. I should have known, should have felt the pain he was feeling. As a bond mate you are alerted to each other’s feelings. When you are bonded you can get the general location of your bond mate, and know what they are feeling. I should have been woken up to his feeling of fear and pain. He passed away in his sleep, so someone somehow slipped him poison. But I failed him… I did not protect him as he did me.” Nai’a’s head bent down as tears slipped out of her eyes, she felt exposed to this man that she thought was her friend, that she hoped was her friend.
She really needed a friend, someone she wasn’t afraid to show herself to, and someone who she was not afraid would reject her. Nai’a could not control her emotions like she wanted to, so she sobbed softly, watching the tears splatter softly on the floor. She did not know why she exposed herself to him, but she felt like she could trust him, that he would not hurt her, instead it felt to her that this man would protect her if he had to, and that made Nai'a feel safe to let these feelings she kept pent up out.