88th Day of Spring, 513 AV. The midday sunlight dappled through the grove, shining brightly on its sole occupant and filling her with a calming warmth. Annalisa Marin, Professor of Glyphing at the University of Zeltiva sat cross legged in the middle of a small forested grove not far from the city. It had taken her several bells to reach this place after leaving the boundaries of the port city, but she looked very little worse for wear from her traveling. The woman looked as powerful and arrogant as she normally appeared, her hair was bound into a high pony tail and her face held its usual haughty expression. Anna was not beautiful, nor ugly, rather she looked rather plain, possessing no outstanding features to speak of beyond her sharp grey eyes. Her cloak, pack, and boots were sitting under a tree near the edge of the grove. The sound of the rustling leaves overhead as they swayed in the slight breeze calmed her mind as she attempted to focus and find her center. Meditation was not something she frequently did, however it felt appropriate to at least attempt it today. The exercise she had planned today would required utmost concentration and any advantages she could gain would be beneficial, no matter how small. Breath in, breath out. Breath in, breath out. Anna was trying to focus on her breathing, to try and shut her mind away from any potentially distracting thoughts. Unfortunately it was proving to be rather difficult to accomplish, more than that, it was proving to be near impossible for her to find any kind of inner equilibrium. Distracting thoughts had a way of slithering into her mind as soon as she felt that she was close to attaining peace. It was maddening. The young wizard shouldn't have really been surprised; meditation was not a normality for her before working magic. It had been one of those things that she hadn't really considered to be too difficult, but now she was finding that she was dead wrong. Inner peace was not exactly something she normally worked towards, power and the thrill of using her power was what she enjoyed. Neither one seemed to agree with the whole inner tranquility thing. Breath in, Breath out. Breath in, Breath out. Anna knew that this exercise could very well be dangerous and would require a significant amount of Djed to make possible. It would be a true test to the refinement of her abilities to this point. Being that she had a habit of tittering on the edge of overgiving when she was casting heavily; it seemed wise to attain some form of peace before attempting her experiment. If she made a mistake, control might slip from her which could very well be her downfall. Breath in, Breath out. Breath in, Breath out. She was arrogant, proud, and extremely self-absorbed, however even Anna was realistic to the danger before her. However, she did know one thing. She knew that no matter what she would never end up like those weak willed fools in the Asylum, her fate was too great for such an inglorious end. The young wizard had confidence in her own abilities as a reimancer to know that she could pull this off. The meditation was difficult, another obstacle to overcome in her pursuit of supreme magical dominance over every aspect possible. Such obstacles existed for a reason, they were there to keep those that did not want something badly enough from getting it. Anna wanted something badly enough, and she was dogged enough to keep at it all day if that is what this took. She would get this down or certainly tire herself out trying that was just the kind of mindset she possessed. Defeat was not an option, not in the pursuit of perfection. Breath in, Breath out. Breath in, Breath out. |