Ninus watched Ronan get out of the bath, slowly relaxing himself. He found himself staring at the hand slowly sliding toward him, his brain silently screaming at Ronan to touch him. It was too much to bear. Ronan had stoked a fire Ninus had thought lost, and it was making the water feel like it was boiling him. He washed himself quietly, making sure he got every inch clean. Who knew when he would get a bath again? Though he desperately wanted to get out, the practical part of him reminded him of where and how he lived. Most of the water allotted to him went to the plants, his livelihood, or drinking.
He got up and out of the bath and wrapped a towel around his waist. He saw Ronan moving to dress, and his chance slipping away. His brain felt fevered on top of the waning dizziness he still felt. "Ser." he began, drawing in a deep breath. "Stay thine hand a moment." His entire body was in fight or flight, prepared to run. He approached Ronan, swallowing thickly, and lifted his hands. He rested them on either side of Ronan's jaw and pressed his lips to the other man's. He exhaled gently through his romanesque nose, his eyes slowly closing.
It had indeed been far too long. His kiss was cautious yet passionate, though his feet were firmly planted and ready to flee. After all, the patient had been taken care of. His job was technically done...and he would forgo payment if it meant saving his skin after such a stupid mistake. He knew Cricet would disapprove; she had taken it upon herself to keep him on the straight and narrow, and kissing his employers was not a wise move to make.
Ninus drew back slightly, searching Ronan's face. His entire body burned, his hands shook, the dizziness was returning with a vengeance. He wanted to scream at Ronan to touch him, but he stood stock still with his quavering hands on Ronan's cheeks, lips slightly apart, breathing picking up. "Leave me not here, ser, do not flee." he was surprised at how much of a pleading tone had crept into his voice. "As you wonder so I can provide, my bed has been cold but for the bodies of rats, and my heart alongside it. I would have you take me, ser, entwined in red passion as written by the poets. I would have you command me, for my body already aches to obey."
He fell silent, terrified of Ronan's next words.