She watched his face, he was upset with her...and perhaps rightly so. The piglet twitched in her grasp, coarse fur itching against her skin as she held it in her lap. He did not touch the meat either, and the half breed sighed.
"I can feel..." He had called Caiyha a rat before...and saw her markings as slave brands. She wasn't sure if her explanation would help elucidate any details or simply make him more wary to the subject, but...there was only one thing she could do, and it would be to tell him the truth.
"When I touch an animal, a plant, because of the mark Caiyha gave me I can feel and see what a creature is experiencing, not like you, who has a mind of sentience but true animals and plants, we share a link...perhaps like a bond, but more..." She grasped for words he would understand.
"Swift, not long lasting, a glimpse into how a creature sees and feels. I felt the fear, the...sadness of this infant being separated from its mother. It was the weakest of its litter, a runt...perhaps it would have been eaten simply by something else...but no, I don't think it would have been better to kill it."
She ran her hand over the bristles on the pig's back. "But to make a true slave of it...to sell it, or make it a pet. Might that be a fate worse than death by a predator's mouth?" She shrugged. "I don't know."
She rubbed her forehead, her taste for the hunt long gone...and though they had recently woken, the half breed suddenly felt quite tired. "I just feel like...a fool." She often wished she knew precisely what her goals were...where the line was drawn for a witch such as she. Myrians, Dhani, they were hunters. She was both, and she hunted, tracked. It was in her nature, it was how she made a living. But this? Could she truly justify taking a piglet to Taloba? It seemed so hypocritical. Then again, it was not her hunt...but was she not supposed to protect the jungle wilds? Should she not release the runt and let nature take his due course?
"I can feel..." He had called Caiyha a rat before...and saw her markings as slave brands. She wasn't sure if her explanation would help elucidate any details or simply make him more wary to the subject, but...there was only one thing she could do, and it would be to tell him the truth.
"When I touch an animal, a plant, because of the mark Caiyha gave me I can feel and see what a creature is experiencing, not like you, who has a mind of sentience but true animals and plants, we share a link...perhaps like a bond, but more..." She grasped for words he would understand.
"Swift, not long lasting, a glimpse into how a creature sees and feels. I felt the fear, the...sadness of this infant being separated from its mother. It was the weakest of its litter, a runt...perhaps it would have been eaten simply by something else...but no, I don't think it would have been better to kill it."
She ran her hand over the bristles on the pig's back. "But to make a true slave of it...to sell it, or make it a pet. Might that be a fate worse than death by a predator's mouth?" She shrugged. "I don't know."
She rubbed her forehead, her taste for the hunt long gone...and though they had recently woken, the half breed suddenly felt quite tired. "I just feel like...a fool." She often wished she knew precisely what her goals were...where the line was drawn for a witch such as she. Myrians, Dhani, they were hunters. She was both, and she hunted, tracked. It was in her nature, it was how she made a living. But this? Could she truly justify taking a piglet to Taloba? It seemed so hypocritical. Then again, it was not her hunt...but was she not supposed to protect the jungle wilds? Should she not release the runt and let nature take his due course?