
For a half second, Litani blinked at Viper's response and, unwilling, her mind cast itself quite a different direction than the one he'd been meaning.
Whatever they looked like in the dream, they're hurt now so I just--
And then she realized that, rather than making a pass at her, he was reiterating another aspect to their shared hallucination. The aspect that started everything in the first place: the culling of the Zith.
Oh.
Her throat moved as she felt the ghost of the Zith's blade against her throat and remembered how it felt when he'd lifted her into the air. It had felt so real! Well then... so had the rest of it. She remembered the way the fire smelled. The way his eyes looked, watching her, when she shared water with him. The way the leather sounded when it hit the ground, after she'd taken it off hi-- She tried to push that out of her mind and recenter. Again.
She also noticed that he had not answered her real question at all. But... there was nothing for that without embarrassing herself even further.
She took a deep breath as he went on, nodding faintly. Every wall she had was slammed up in full expression, making her nothing of the contented and open creature she'd been moments before but instead something... more distant. Absolutely guarded. Briefly, she flicked her tongue over her lips and pressed them together, listening to his reassurance, watching him as if to gauge whether or not it were true. Either way, there's nothing to be done about it so... go on with it now. Let him believe what he wishes... let him believe the cane is the only defense you have. Anything... just get me out of here!
That she continued to feel shamed beyond all words was... starting to become less evident. She gave him a single, solemn nod as he informed her of her misplaced concern. We'll see. She leaned slightly on the cane as she walked, but she turned their path back towards Syliras, suggesting with her body language that they might best return as he had been eager to do only moments before. And then, to soften the edges slightly, she offered a quiet explanation. "You shall have to forgive me, Warrior," she said quietly, using the common phrase as an epithet, as her own private way of acknowledging what she wanted desperately to hide from him. "Not every man is as kind as you..." She wanted to finish the thought: ...appear to be. But she did not.
Instead, she paused for half a step and glanced up at him, daring herself to look him in the eyes without looking away or melting on the spot. So far, she managed. "And just what is the prescribed reply then, for being saved from a Zith by a phantom Drykas in a dream?" There it was, the gentle smile coming back. Real, perhaps, or perhaps a mask to deflect the weight of the real question between them. "...should I offer my thanks, perhaps?" She went quiet for a second, then said in a low contralto tone, "Perhaps you'll consider help with the deer as repayment in full."
Damnit. And me without my water skin.
She fell silent then and watched him sidelong, wondering just what he'd make of the shift she'd forced herself to perform. It was genuine enough, so far as that went... but went fully against her better judgment to offer him a way to see her again, even something so innocuous as help with cleaning a kill. It was not manipulation she sought, not hardly. It was self-defense. But her curiosity was slowly getting the better of her, bit by tempting bit.