Summer 52nd, 513AV Ethan’s room Ethan sat looking at the fireplace staring at it as a tiny shield in the form of a cube was sitting in the palm of his hand. Ethan remembered the chapters and lessons in the book that Devandil had loaned him for ten days. The Art of Shielding, Ethan smiled slightly as his mind seemed to hold the tiny cube while he thought about the very impressive sounding tome. The first chapter had talked about shielding and its shape, however, it hadn’t really discussed the defining process of location or how to make a shield more permanent. Ethan thought over his shield making, He had started be defining an anchor, the concept leapt to his mind as he was still connected to the shield. One solid point that he had defined the location of that one point as just above to crossing lines in his palm, then his fingers of the other hand had been used to symbolically expand that point into a line, then a square, and finding a small cube. With practice he was getting better with defining the lines distances. His mind started giving him subtle feedback that the line was becoming too thin by giving him a feeling of a thread about to break. Granted trying to gauge that feeling was difficult, but he was getting better slowly. However, no matter how hard Ethan tried the shield would dissipate only after a few breaths with a loss of Ethan’s concentration. Something was missing, some vital piece of information that Ethan needed to understand. He was reacting with vague impressions and little information. It was like blacksmithing, willing a hole into an iron bar with a hammer and flat surface didn’t make sense, but once you saw a wedge or punch tool that spread the material from the tool, you began to understand how it was used. Ethan moved his right fingers and pinched a corner of the cube. And began to move it out, just as earlier experiments the corner of the cube stretched and the waves began to appear in the surface. Ethan stopped and pushed the corner back in. Why did Ethan’s hand act that way on the cube? It had been instinct when he first had done it, but Devandil never used his hands in such a way. So way did it work that way for Ethan? Some kind of concept was at the edge of his thoughts; Ethan could almost feel it rolling around in his mind like some ale barrier being moved about. Ethan was using his sense of touch to do something. Ethan approached the cube’s corner once again with his thumb and forefinger. Slowly he began to pinch the corner of the cube, and almost immediately he felt the ghost feeling of fingers grab the anchor point. In Ethan’s mind the corner almost appeared glowing brighter than the other seven. Additionally the image of the anchor point changed in his mind. It took a moment but Ethan’s imaginary vision held a ring of steel with different bridle ties, leather straps in different locations, then before. The feeling of the rolling barrel started to get closer. Something about his mind and body were acting in concert to do something. Ethan placed his hand and fingers a couple feet away and opened and closed his fingers as if he was pinching the air. Nothing happened, the ghost feeling of the energy wasn’t there nor was the brightness of the corner, and yet as Ethan was looking for those feelings his mind began to focus on the edge of the cube that he wanted. The corner slowly became brighter and as his forefinger and thumb came down in a pinch the feeling returned. It had been Ethan’s mind that made the connection between his actions with his hand and the corner. Ethan kept his mind focused on the edge of the cube and tried to pull it out at a diagonal. I a drunk man trying to writer his letters, the corner began to move in an erratic fashion. Up, down, left, or right the corner moved like a ball being tossed about. Ethan felt a numbness, almost as if he hands were wrapped in rolls of cloth and he had to draw a delicate flower. The side of the cube began to shake and become wavy, as his vision slightly blurred around the edges. Quickly, before Ethan could even take his next breath the side of the cube burst in a puff of imaginary energy that wafted away like fine mist. Taking deep breaths Ethan’s vision cleared and a simple tiny square shield was in his hands. Something had happened to Ethan that he couldn’t explain, something that had Ethan’s heart racing and his vision slightly swirling. For a few moments Ethan was able to relax and his heart rate returned. Strangely, the square remained still within his palm, and Ethan realized that the dizzy spell he had come from the mental focus. Releasing the heavy focus on movement, had allowed Ethan to recover. Deciding not to try his luck again, Ethan kept his focus on trying to create a cube again. His right hand stayed two feet apart, but as Ethan made the pinching movement, he felt the gossamer energy of the side between his two fingers. Like the softest cloth Ethan had ever known, his fingers moved back and forth until he felt as if two layers had separated. Ethan imaginary vision of the square showed that the four corners had now become eight and that the smallest of distance between the two could be sensed. As Ethan pulled he felt the cube expand and the feedback in his stationary right hand feed him the sense of when to stop pulling. Ethan was excited; he had made the cube from just moving his hand, instead of actually pulling and pushing over each point. Ethan focused on an edge and waited till it became bright in his mind’s eye. Using his forefinger and middle finger like a pair of scissor, he mocked snip the edge. All of a sudden, the imaginary leather strap cut itself in half and like some flimsy cloth several sides of the cube began to float back and forth. Then all of a sudden, Ethan moved his forefinger and thumb together like pinching a needled, moving his hand like a seamstress Ethan sewed the two points together with an imaginary thread. However, the cube reacted and the edge reappeared, while the leather strap once again appeared whole. Filled with the sense of power and accomplishment, Ethan threw caution to the wind, and been making hand movements. He played acted that he was a painter, and his hand formed around his imaginary brush. Dipping the brush in the cube he began to paint his arm. Anchor points floated up where ever he directed his hand. Dipping again, he made the repeated the hand movement far from the location but his focus on the existing strip of a shield. Sure enough success, the shield became thicker. Giddiness started to rise, and Ethan acted like he had a cleaning rag in his hand and began to focus on the strip of shield. Making circular cleaning motions the shield rapidly expanded without control of thickness, and yet Ethan didn’t care, because the motion was happening like he was rubbing his leg, but the shield spread over his arm. Laughing, Ethan looked down at his hand, and his right thigh became to be covered in a shield. A sense of power and wonderment, asked Ethan to give in and create. Ethan smiled and continued to do so, deciding to move both of his hands Ethan experimented with the rag like motions over his body and a thin shield began to form where ever he placed a hand. Ethan began to hear an almost manic laugh, and if he wasn’t so excited about what he had accomplished, he would have realized it was coming from his own throat. Yet his emotional high was causing him to go on. His mind, hand, fingers, and arms began to weave in some elaborate dance that Ethan would have never recognized if he had been watching it, but the shielding about his body began to grow and shift like some living thing, like some fluid moss that spread about him. The laughing was getting louder and louder as if someone was laughing at the greatest joke ever made. Banging started at his door and as he looked over he made motions with his body, stopping the noise as a glowing disk began to grow over the door… Darkness… Ethan opened his eyes, to find that his vision was swimming. As if some manic painter had made every straight line into something wavy. Moving his head only made everything spin out of control, and Ethan felt himself curl up and began to vomit violently. As Ethan lay on the stone floor and felt his stomach and mouth dryly spasm again and again, pain racked his body. Ethan felt the hot moisture from his stomach dribble down the side of his mouth. It seemed like a bell of living agony, until his body stopped seizing. Slowly he opened his eyes as Ethan saw that he was on the floor, and a large puddle of his own vomit stretched forth to his bed. His vision was still strange; lines, especially curved lines began to move like an ocean wave, and so Ethan simply closed his eyes and decided he would just lay here for a moment more. Going to sleep, a dream born from his overgiving came to him. |