Tsaba would have screamed, had there been air in her lungs. She would have thrown up, had her physiology permitted it. But she could do neither, so she probably looked a fair bit less affected than she actually was by the thing... things?... weaving its way inside her, inescapable tendrils eating their way to her center like a vicious chill. It had been a long time since Tsaba had been cold, and she'd never been cold enough to compare to the invasion of res, but it was the closest comparison that she could think of while kneeling on the sand, every muscle rigid, doing everything in her power to remain still.
Once, Tsaba had made the extremely foolhardy mistake of injecting alcohol into her own body in a preservation experiment. It had hurt more than anything in her memory, and she'd expected death as a distinct possibility as the substance snaked through her shoulder and arm like a horrible poison. The tendrils of gas pushing into her now were worse than that; there was something alien about them, something foreign and wrong, and they weren't localised to one shoulder. They were in her nose, in her lungs, in her ichor. Despite her determination to remain still, she collapsed immediately.
What would her aura look like in such a situation? She'd always seen Master Marin's res as an extension, or really more an intentional extrusion, of her aura. Was her aura now overwhelming Tsaba's? Combining with it? Would there be any permanent effects of such a thing? Tsaba began mentally designing experiments on such things, experiments that it would always be beyond her means to run, because she needed to think of something, but such a thing couldn't hold her attention long; it was too close to what was actually happening. She cast about for another train of thought. Sahova. Books. Her new house. Glyphing. She had to write to her foster father when she got home. She had to send him something that wasn't 'your child is dead'. The sand, the sand beneath her, which she could barely feel through the pain. She could just as easily have been floating and she wouldn't notice, with her eyes tight shut, suspended by wires twisting themselves through defunct veins and empty lungs. Something else. Laviku. The temple had nice architecture. A lot of Zeltiva had nice architecture. Like the astronomy tower. She should go back some time. Learn more. Never any harm in learning more. But knowledge often had a cost.
Tsaba felt one of her teeth crack as she clenched her jaw. Sometimes, the cost was high.
Once, Tsaba had made the extremely foolhardy mistake of injecting alcohol into her own body in a preservation experiment. It had hurt more than anything in her memory, and she'd expected death as a distinct possibility as the substance snaked through her shoulder and arm like a horrible poison. The tendrils of gas pushing into her now were worse than that; there was something alien about them, something foreign and wrong, and they weren't localised to one shoulder. They were in her nose, in her lungs, in her ichor. Despite her determination to remain still, she collapsed immediately.
What would her aura look like in such a situation? She'd always seen Master Marin's res as an extension, or really more an intentional extrusion, of her aura. Was her aura now overwhelming Tsaba's? Combining with it? Would there be any permanent effects of such a thing? Tsaba began mentally designing experiments on such things, experiments that it would always be beyond her means to run, because she needed to think of something, but such a thing couldn't hold her attention long; it was too close to what was actually happening. She cast about for another train of thought. Sahova. Books. Her new house. Glyphing. She had to write to her foster father when she got home. She had to send him something that wasn't 'your child is dead'. The sand, the sand beneath her, which she could barely feel through the pain. She could just as easily have been floating and she wouldn't notice, with her eyes tight shut, suspended by wires twisting themselves through defunct veins and empty lungs. Something else. Laviku. The temple had nice architecture. A lot of Zeltiva had nice architecture. Like the astronomy tower. She should go back some time. Learn more. Never any harm in learning more. But knowledge often had a cost.
Tsaba felt one of her teeth crack as she clenched her jaw. Sometimes, the cost was high.
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